I was thinking about joining like the National Guard or something.
I cant join many of the armed services because many wont take me. My eyes are terrible. I had to have a corneal transplant when I was 18. I am legally blind. I also take seizures, but they are 100% controlled by the meds i take.
I also have like zero motivation, The lack of motivation compounds with the depression, and the cycle repeats.
I need to climb the fuck out of this funk that Im in and get moving toward something thats worth something.
Thanks to everyone for meaningful responses.