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I am out of it. 2004-03-01 18:48:30 Reply

Yes that's right. I'm out of it.
I feel this way every single fucking day. Everywhere I go I feel lonely and left in the cold. I feel as if everyone but me is living it up and I'm just pathetically sitting here thinking how much I'd love to get out there and be happy.

I always see people laughing, having a good time and being happy. I would seriously sell an arm to be happy like them. I'm tired of walking around feeling like I'm dead. Because that's how I feel, always walking around worried what people think of me as I feel like there's a shroud of anti-socialism around me.

Some help would be really, really appreciated. I'm going out of a limb to do anything to be happy.


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 18:51:09 Reply

At 3/1/04 06:49 PM, Juster wrote: Uhh Sorry to hear.

Thanks, I'll try that.

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 18:52:28 Reply

Sometimes I feel like that, but there is no way to solve it as far as I know.

I think I'd feel better with a girlfriend, but now that I think of it, I'm lonely in a way that I need a girl.


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 18:53:34 Reply

You need the 3 Up's

1.Cheer The Fuck Up
2. Grown The Fuck Up
3. Shut The Fuck Up


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 18:55:29 Reply

ahaha!
I can tell this threads going to be filled with fun teen angst!

Why don't you go angst it up somewhere else, Angsty McAngst.
ahahahahahaha!!!!

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 18:57:18 Reply

Maybe you need to be more socially active.

You should participate in sports or something of that manner.

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 18:57:57 Reply

I know the feeling man. My dad suffers from severe depression..and i'm telling you, you'll know when you get that bad. One thing he does to try and cheer up is, think about stuff that's bringing him down..and does something to change that. Whatever it may be.

Simple things like, walking in the park...sitting on the grass. Listen to music, that's a good one.

If you spend more than thirty minutes feeling depressed talk to a friend. Get up and move, pick up the phone and call someone who is a caring person. Let them know that you are depressed. Share with them this list of tips before hand if possible and ask them to help you when you get depressed. Have a person you can trust and to whom you can express your feelings of anger.

Make an effort to get rid of grudges, resentments, bitterness, anger, etc. on a daily basis. "Don't let the sun go down on your wrath." Deal with your anger before you go to bed at night.

You'll be fine bro, people will help <3


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 18:58:49 Reply

At 3/1/04 06:55 PM, -eLMo- wrote:
Angsty McAngst.

LOL i like!


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 19:00:40 Reply

At 3/1/04 06:57 PM, MacBeth- wrote: You'll be fine bro, people will help <3

Thank you macbeth. Just the thought of people trying to comfort me is relieving.

Oh and Ska_Prince, Die


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 19:02:49 Reply

At 3/1/04 06:57 PM, MacBeth- wrote: You'll be fine bro, people will help <3

macbeth, that was purty awershome!!

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 19:03:12 Reply

If you dont have a gf you should get one, at least I think it would help. I predict it helpping me, but what do I know?


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 19:05:14 Reply

macbeth, that was purty awershome!!

Well, without sounding gay..seing others huring makes me hurt in a way. I wanna do the best i can to make 'em happy. After all, life's only short...make the most of it :)


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 19:05:24 Reply

At 3/1/04 07:03 PM, OVlez wrote: If you dont have a gf you should get one, at least I think it would help. I predict it helpping me, but what do I know?

Well I've been going back and forth with girlfriends for a little while. I've had my eyes on this one chinese girl for a little while but I don't know where things are going with her. I think you're right about having a girlfriend. It helps and it brings me comfort.


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 19:17:37 Reply

At 3/1/04 07:05 PM, AlastorTheStylish wrote: Well I've been going back and forth with girlfriends for a little while. I've had my eyes on this one chinese girl for a little while but I don't know where things are going with her.

I'm sure she is somewhat of a slut, so go for it!

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 19:23:26 Reply

Simple solutions are closer than you think.

I am out of it.

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 19:37:12 Reply

At 3/1/04 06:48 PM, AlastorTheStylish wrote:
I always see people laughing, having a good time and being happy. I would seriously sell an arm to be happy like them.

Let's negotiate on this arm. I need specifications:
Left or Right? (are your left or right-handed?)
does this arm include a fully functional hand?
At what point does the arm begin (or end, depending on your point of view)? includes the shoulder?
Any tattoos, scars or identifiable marks?
Bicept size?
Do you understand the 2nd Amendment to the US constitution?
Delivery charges, service contracts, hidden fees?
Visitation privileges?

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 19:52:56 Reply

You probably haven't found the right type of friends. Once you find one or two friends that are just as stupid and drunk you'll have more fun. Having a girl is a positive but sometimes it can add more stress and make suicide by biting out your veins a temptation. Get a new game, or make a new movie. It always helps me to keep busy.


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 20:33:57 Reply

Just keep on keeping on and it will work itself out.
A lot of the time it's just the environment you're in.

Just find the people that work well with you.
It takes a little work, but once you do it's great.

Make a change.

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 20:52:20 Reply

From what Ive seen you're a nice guy all the time and it's sad to hear that.Im not really sure what you could do to feel better.Maybe kill something?If I think of something I'll post it.Hope you feel better.

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 21:04:20 Reply

At 3/1/04 06:48 PM, AlastorTheStylish wrote: Yes that's right. I'm out of it.

I feel your pain, I went through it before.

I feel this way every single fucking day. Everywhere I go I feel lonely and left in the cold. I feel as if everyone but me is living it up and I'm just pathetically sitting here thinking how much I'd love to get out there and be happy.

To tell you the truth, Thats how everyone feels. If you think that people go to parties to have fun, that's wrong. They just want to escape lifes hardships. Not a lot of people really have a good home life, and so they try to make the best of things at school.

I always see people laughing, having a good time and being happy. I would seriously sell an arm to be happy like them. I'm tired of walking around feeling like I'm dead. Because that's how I feel, always walking around worried what people think of me as I feel like there's a shroud of anti-socialism around me.

I know its said to much and you feel like you just cant do that. The fact of the matter is you just need to have more confidence. The people who are naturaly outgoing have a huge advantage over those of us who don't. I have a really hard time being open and outward around others, just because I had a rough childhood.

Some help would be really, really appreciated. I'm going out of a limb to do anything to be happy.

The best way I can think of, is just don't let things get to you. Just go about your life and try to be a little more outward. Say hi to people you don't know.. w/e... Once you do this for a while you realize there is nothing really bad happening and things start to look up.

I don't know much about your current situation so thats all I can offer..

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 21:21:45 Reply

Wait 2 years college is awesome. You'll feel completely different. Trust me and people like the computer nerd in college. :-)

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 21:33:01 Reply

don't listen to teh mean people

I <3 j00! :)

but seriously, your not alone. I think I feel kinda the same way. :(

:'(
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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 21:35:30 Reply

Cmon Alastor, cheer up! Have a cookie! It won't last long, before you know it, you'll be just as happy as them. Like on of the guys before me said, maybe you haven't found the right kind of friends. I would suggest being a bit more outgoing. Try expanding into things you haven't tried before. You never know...

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 21:35:59 Reply

dude, everyone has that gothy stage in life. it will PASS.


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 21:38:08 Reply

Well when im feelin down i just listen some muzak. Or watch some Monty Python. Monty Python=FUNNIEST EVA!

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 23:20:23 Reply

At 3/1/04 09:35 PM, Dante wrote: Cmon Alastor, cheer up! Have a cookie! It won't last long, before you know it, you'll be just as happy as them. Like on of the guys before me said, maybe you haven't found the right kind of friends. I would suggest being a bit more outgoing. Try expanding into things you haven't tried before. You never know...

Aww thank you Dante. I agree with the whole friend thing. I don't think I've found the right group of friends. I do have a couple of super close friends. The type of friends that stick around for a while y'kno? All modesty aside, I'm pretty well liked around the school, but I want to really put myself out there and get happy.

I've often considered listening to those CD's by Tony Robbins. Those things you see advertised on late night TV. He's supposed to be a fantastic motivational speaker.


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 23:23:53 Reply

At 3/1/04 11:20 PM, AlastorTheStylish wrote: I've often considered listening to those CD's by Tony Robbins. Those things you see advertised on late night TV. He's supposed to be a fantastic motivational speaker.

OK I tried to be nice for a second, but now you've reduced to a state of faggotry that only Pro Faggotries can get to.

Jump off a cliff.

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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 23:24:18 Reply

I know how you feel. I need a girl. Its like everywhere I look I see people together. :(


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 23:28:22 Reply

At 3/1/04 11:23 PM, -eLMo- wrote: OK I tried to be nice for a second, but now you've reduced to a state of faggotry that only Pro Faggotries can get to.

Jump off a cliff.

You need to get that bug removed from your ass you glob of trucker semen. If all you can do is be a narrow minded fuck then please take it somewhere else(Preferably the bottom of a lake with a ball n' chain strapped to your ankle)


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Response to I am out of it. 2004-03-01 23:30:27 Reply

At 3/1/04 11:28 PM, AlastorTheStylish wrote:
You need to get that bug removed from your ass you glob of trucker semen. If all you can do is be a narrow minded fuck then please take it somewhere else(Preferably the bottom of a lake with a ball n' chain strapped to your ankle)

Yeah, that fuk is starting to piss me off. All he does is critisize.


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