I think you're being rather sad by making a thread like this. You wanted to do some reverse psychology but forgot this is Newgrounds. Everyone will rather put you down than make you feel better about yourself. Therefore you've been naive, and you don't have any idea how Newgrounds works. You're a noob.
See what I there?
On a serious note, if you'd like to get a better image of the NG community, spend some time on 4chan, then get back here and realize how friendly everyone is.