update: things seem to have gotten much much worse since my last post. my dad returned from the hospital, didnt even bother to look at me and just slept the whole day. my mother never apologized for abandoning me here with my father who had alcohol poisoning, and now two kids from school want to "jump" me for calling my ex a whore.
yeah i left her a comment on her myspace, since she already had a new boyfriend. its been deleted but it said "wow, a new boyfriend already? you move fast, whore." about 2 hours later i get a reply from her BF's friend saying him and her bf are going to attack me in the hallway tomorrow, or out when im walking home. i receive a phone call my from my friend who's friends with them warning me, and im just angry because i haven't done anything wrong and this has been a horrible month.
not to mention some of you assholes making fun of me or even attempting to motivate me to suicide. i realize not all of you are, and i greatly appreciate the advise of those with my best interest in their hearts. but some people on here are just sad and pathetic. especially those still dwelling on things of the past. i know its just the internet and most of the time it's mere trolling but it still does hurt. keep that in mind next time. some of you can go die while your families watch for all i care.
i do appreciate the kind words of the nicer, more mature members here though. and some of you have been very supportive.
