i have learned to accept death over the summer and to live life as best i can so i'm doing better in school so far going out with this girl that i really like and all by thinking positive and trying my best not to do bad things or be a jerk to people it's actually easier to be renassaince or how ever you spell it
anyway i was up talking to myself about problems how i can better myself and about past memories then i vowed to do all i can and i stopped smoking pot don't cuss as much less angry and stopped calling my friends assholes overall i'm alot happier and less tired so it worked out for me