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At 5/28/09 07:03 PM, Bigbaddragon wrote: Haha wow i havent seen you in eternity B4gle.

haha! Hey man! You might of noticed the little project we had going got shut down :P. Nice seeing your alive still though. drop me a PM sometime.

Been there, done that

ditto

Wait.
Didn't you make a post about how you freaked out (and went to the hospital) after smoking so much pot?

HAHAHAHAHA! AAAAAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Sophomore / Junior me FTL!

Dude I though I was losing my mind, and arguably I was. It's all in your head dude! If you stop saying "Oh my god I'm losing my mind I know i'm insane." you'll see the world a lot clearer. I wondered if I was one of those retarded people who just wasn't aware because of how awkward I was. I was full of shit. I may have been losing my mind because I couldn't even think because my mind was in chaos. All these fuckin thoughts made it impossible to enjoy or pay attention to ANYTHING. I couldn't even sleep.

In April of last year I was thinking about what separates me from all the normal people in the word. I suddenly reached a shocking conclusion. Nothing. I was no different than a sane person and as soon as I cleared that up with myself, the chaos in my mind relaxed and I because more social and made more friends.

Get more sleep maybe? See a Psycologist. Im not saying your crazy im saying that if you dont feel 100% normal, maybe someone like that could help you out. Psycologists dont always treat mental patients, they also treat normal average people, wondering why there such losers.

That last part was a joke.

If you think alcohol/weed could be the problem, stop doing them for a while and see if things improve. And maybe exercise more and start thinking more positively. Say something nice about yourself to yourself at least once a day. Try that.

At 5/28/09 09:11 PM, Robotchk12 wrote: Wait.
Didn't you make a post about how you freaked out (and went to the hospital) after smoking so much pot?

Yeah. That was me. After more examinations the doctor I was dealing with told me they didn't know exactly what was wrong yet, but my blood pressure is higher than normal and there is 3 possible causes.

1) Drinking to much caffine
2) Smoked laced weed
3) My heart isn't growing the way it was supposed to

I have another appointment on the 19th.

At 5/28/09 09:23 PM, B4gle wrote: Yeah. That was me. After more examinations the doctor I was dealing with told me they didn't know exactly what was wrong yet, but my blood pressure is higher than normal and there is 3 possible causes.

1) Drinking to much caffine
2) Smoked laced weed
3) My heart isn't growing the way it was supposed to

I have another appointment on the 19th.

Problem solved. It's your heart trying to drive you insane and kill you.

My girlfriend has issues like that. Maybe you should discuss it with a psychologist. She's better now that she's diagnosed and has medicine for it. :) Cheer up, bud. You can't be retarded, you were able to make a higher quality NG post than half the members, and since very few users are legally retarded...

Yeah, it sounds like it's related to low self esteem.

You seem aware of it, so you can't be crazy.

It seems like your self confidence is so low that you are imaging that you're some kind of insane person/retard, and it seems like you're not.

Well I've never had that problem because I'm not stupid, I'm just extremely lazy.

Simple solution?

If you have any sense of conviction or a scrap of determination or willpower you will do the following.

1. Stop drinking/smoking.

2. Start working very hard in school, pay attention to the teacher and take notes. Don't forget to study for tests and prepare for your finals.

3. Treat people like they're human beings, don't just think of them as obstacles.

I can remember a time in my life when I thought similarly, of course I was not nearly as deteriorated, I found that filling the void with work and improving myself in whichever way possible provided me with not only a positive outlook on life, but a greater acceptance of myself and my peers.

In short, I became a better person, and you can too.

This is something you have to do yourself though, if you want a better life, you have to work for it.

At 5/28/09 09:14 PM, MrFlopz wrote: HAHAHAHAHA! AAAAAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Sophomore / Junior me FTL!

Dude I though I was losing my mind, and arguably I was. It's all in your head dude! If you stop saying "Oh my god I'm losing my mind I know i'm insane." you'll see the world a lot clearer. I wondered if I was one of those retarded people who just wasn't aware because of how awkward I was. I was full of shit. I may have been losing my mind because I couldn't even think because my mind was in chaos. All these fuckin thoughts made it impossible to enjoy or pay attention to ANYTHING. I couldn't even sleep.

In April of last year I was thinking about what separates me from all the normal people in the word. I suddenly reached a shocking conclusion. Nothing. I was no different than a sane person and as soon as I cleared that up with myself, the chaos in my mind relaxed and I because more social and made more friends.

that's right where i am at, and how i am. my head just a fucking jumble of shit inside, i don't dislike it its ok but some peace and quite would be nice once and a while, but after reading your post i think i will be able to do that, thanks man.

First teenager on Newgrounds complaining about a their hormones.
You deserve a prize for originality.
With the time you will pass it away

Your coo coo crazy sir. Come here, Need a hug

You big retard you

At 5/28/09 09:27 PM, Somepurson wrote: Yeah, it sounds like it's related to low self esteem.

You seem aware of it, so you can't be crazy.

It seems like your self confidence is so low that you are imaging that you're some kind of insane person/retard, and it seems like you're not.

I agree with all that.

At 5/28/09 06:01 PM, 14hourlunchbreak wrote:

At 5/28/09 05:59 PM, B4gle wrote: I don't know why. Maybe it's the weed. Maybe it's the alchohol.

You're 15. I know you're bullshitting us because doing that is illegal at that age.

Right, because teens absolutely never drink or smoke...

It depends how often you're lighting up. Weed does fuck you up. I've seen it myself all throughout high school and into college. Smoking once a week or something won't kill you, but I know kids that blaze twice a day. They started when they were sophomores and by senior year, their speech was slightly slurred, they never took anything seriously, and they only cared about their next smoke. And look, you're 15. Everyone goes through shit when they're 15. I'd say cut the grass and booze and just fuckin' make a conscious effort to live healthy for a month or two. If you're not taking care of yourself, then there's no way you can function properly.

sanity is not statistical, 1984, George Orwell

At 5/28/09 07:16 PM, B4gle wrote:

At 5/28/09 06:53 PM, RacistBassist wrote: A bunch of shit.

All your posts are just about how you think that I think I'm hardcore, all you do is assume and make up stuff about me that I never did. I barely even felt like reading your responce because I pretty much already knew that it would say. If your only posting here to try and belittle me and to start arguements then don't post in my threads.

Eh, so all my posts must be me talking about how I talk about how you're hardcore. Nice logic. And when did I ever make shit up? I only made observations. Lol, you bitch about me assuming, when you won't even read my response because you know what it will say? Funny. May I ask how I am trying to belittle you? I only told you to stop bitching about something so minor, then you go on some tirade how I am a 14 year old with a shift key, which I still don't exactly understand the meaning of. Finally, what makes you think this is your thread, and what makes you think I'll stop posting in it?

I'm done.

How about we all just bury this fucking thread? Yeah, that sounds like a good idea!

At 5/28/09 10:47 PM, satanbrain wrote: sanity is not statistical, 1984, George Orwell

OMG everyone is quoting that book!

At 5/28/09 05:59 PM, B4gle wrote: I've had plenty of girlfriends.

It's because you're a man-slut.

You're 15, so am I, what the hell do you expect? You're a teenager, it's simple logic, it's not a hard question. Just endure, and don't act as if drugs and alcohol are going to make it all better.

At 5/28/09 06:15 PM, B4gle wrote: So fuck off. Grow up. I mean everything I say and I wouldn't try to get attention from a website on the internet to make me feel popular. Fuck off and GTFO.

That seems like exactly what you are doing, no one on Newgrounds is going to take your plight seriously and if you had half a brain you would have noticed that. If this IS serious then you need to get yourself checked out, not because you sound like you have a problem but because instead of telling someone or seeing a doctor you posted it on the forums of a website.
That is why i dont believe you. I'm sorry but i believe that people have more intelligence than that. I apologise if i seem like a heartless bastard but it has to be said.

Sort your life out, mate.

At 5/28/09 06:04 PM, B4gle wrote:

your my counseller newgrounds because I dont have one

If it's that bad, get one.

Maybe you should stop drifting into trances which will then make you not hear voices? Trances cause a bunch of weird stuff to happen if you get too into it.

Oh, I didn't know you smoked that lot of weed. Then this is why...
Paranoia

Pot and cocaine, after long periods of use and when it's overly used, causes paranoicals feelings and thoughts

Don't worry, nothing is usually true. Paranoia can really be a pain the ass
Tell me, sometimes when you try to remeber things that happen to you in a couple months or so, you get this feelings that these memories were actually dreams?

At 5/28/09 06:40 PM, Lost-Chances wrote: Ignorance?! Yes please! Bring it around and share like a special dip. I've got the Doooorrritos!

I'm looking in vain for delusions. However, psychotic depression sounds more up his street. Then again, I'm still screaming placebo on this one.

What a faggot