so i am stuck in the hospital,72 hr

[mariomusicmaker1]

I am being held, against my will, in the mental illness section of the hospital, and some of the shit they make me do is fairly degrading.

ok, VERY degrading.

the worst part is, i have to sleep on a plastic covered mattress, i guess a lot of the people here have no control over bodly functions, and I have to sleep in a bed where some one previously messed themselves,

2nd, i have to pour my fucking drinks out of a can and into a foam cup. That is pure BS,

3rd, I CAN'T fucking leave! or even open the fucking window, the whole floor has only one exit and that is the elevator, there are 2 controlled doors and a security office blocking off the elevators,
If i where to leave, the police would be called to find me, they treat me like a criminal,

4th, EVERY ONE HERE IS RETARDED! fuck they dont stop doing wired shit! one even yells all night long, even after being given sleep aid,

Yes it is my fault that i am here, but no one deserves this, this is hell, I want to go home,

oh and i cant use my own fucking computer untill after 8 pm and no later then 1 am, and they force me to take tranqulizers any way so im mostly incoherent by 11 pm any way, no use being on a computer if all you want to do is sleep,

that is all. i get out in 72 hours from last night when ever that is, they can keep me longer if i consent to it, but fuck that with a 10 foot pole.

right to freedom my fucking ass,

dont write a suicide note unless your serious, i was not, or at least i think i wasn't.

[Proottalfain]

And how do we know what you are writing is true?

Why would they let you use a computer at all?

[mariomusicmaker1]

Why would they let you use a computer at all?

because i have my own room and it has a lock box, i could just use the computer set up in the hall, but why do that when you have friends who can bring your own computer to you?

this was ment to be a blog post btw, i dont know how it ended up in general,

[Leidolfr]

well 72 hours...youll make it, but that sucks...
people dont realise [i dont know what ya there for, so...] but if ya normal, and ya around crazy people alot..it drives you well...crazy.

and even an insane mane doesnt like to be patronized [ there there de-yah ]

just remember clockwork orange, that was written while he was doing acid while working the night shifts at an insane asylum

[Proottalfain]

At 5/24/09 12:59 AM, Leidolfr wrote: just remember clockwork orange, that was written while he was doing acid while working the night shifts at an insane asylum

Sounds familiar...

Ken Kesey was doing acid and he worked in a mental institution before writing One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest

Which is an awesome masterpiece btw

[Skulsta]

A really good friend of mine suffers from depression and once tried to cut himself, he had to spend a few days in a mental home. I didn't really see any weird shit but I think there were some weird looking people. He said there was this one guy who would stand uncomfortably close to you, while stroking your back and say "God loves you, God loves you, God loves you" over and over. And the room he slept in was completely empty, he wasn't allowed anything that he could use to harm himself.

It must be horrible in there, I think they should make separate wards for people with depression, instead of sticking them with people who actually are freaks.

And yeah my friend is fine now, he hasn't done anything since then.

[B4gle]

I was in the ER overnight before and, yeah, I know what it's like having weirdos in the section next to yours making no sense and being annoying. 72 hours though?? Good luck man.

[NeverHundred]

At 5/24/09 01:10 AM, B4gle wrote: I was in the ER overnight before and, yeah, I know what it's like having weirdos in the section next to yours making no sense and being annoying. 72 hours though?? Good luck man.

I'm pretty sure that the ER is a bit different...

[Inquizitor]

72 hours isn't that big of a deal, especially since you have a computer with internet access. I was in a situation similar to yours once, only I was in the hospital for 10 days.

[mariomusicmaker1]

And yeah my friend is fine now, he hasn't done anything since then.

oh man, sorry to hear that,

this room is very small, all i have is a bed, a lock box, about the size of 2 books beside eachother and 2 feet high, a crappy chair, and a bookshelf that i think is screwd to the wall, it has a few crappy old torn up books on it, and the edges are all rounded off and sanded, there is also a table on wheels that slides over the bed so i can eat with out showing off my amazingly embarasing hospital dress thing.

10 minutes past computer curfew, im hardcore!

surprised im not asleep yet,

[Cally]

I kinda stopped reading when you said "the whole floor has only one exit and that is the elevator, there are 2 controlled doors and a security office blocking off the elevators", because if a fire breaks out, by law you have to have stairs too. You never, ever, use a lift in a fire.

Your story may be true, if so then it sucks, but the part about the elevator at least isn't.

[B4gle]

At 5/24/09 01:11 AM, NeverHundred wrote:

At 5/24/09 01:10 AM, B4gle wrote: I was in the ER overnight before and, yeah, I know what it's like having weirdos in the section next to yours making no sense and being annoying. 72 hours though?? Good luck man.

I'm pretty sure that the ER is a bit different...

I was sitting on my bed in the ER and I can hear an elderly woman mumbling to herself in the "room" next to mine. Its 2:00AM and its kind of annoying but I just ignore her. I'm not sure what she did, because I couldn't see her, but I think she swallowed some pills, or something. A nurse came into the room went over to the lady and I heard "oh my, you shouldnt of done that.." and the old woman yelled "no matter what you do in this place you always get in shit!" then she broke out crying.

[Dogmeat]

At 5/24/09 12:53 AM, mariomusicmaker1 wrote: dont write a suicide note unless your serious, i was not, or at least i think i wasn't.

Sucks to be you.

[gibleto]

....Why did you write a suicide note?

This sounds like a case of the retards.

[Fezz]

Damn, that sucks. I feel for you man.

[Krbyfan1]

At 5/24/09 01:14 AM, Inquizitor wrote: 72 hours isn't that big of a deal, especially since you have a computer with internet access. I was in a situation similar to yours once, only I was in the hospital for 10 days.

I was in for 5, but you don't feel anymore like you actually belong there.

[Fleshlight]

At 5/24/09 01:55 AM, Cally wrote: I kinda stopped reading when you said "the whole floor has only one exit and that is the elevator, there are 2 controlled doors and a security office blocking off the elevators", because if a fire breaks out, by law you have to have stairs too. You never, ever, use a lift in a fire.

Your story may be true, if so then it sucks, but the part about the elevator at least isn't.

I'm pretty sure they made it that way so in case a fire does break, society will get rid of some of the useless individuals who are only wasting the tax payer's money. Oh, and population control, that's always good

[MultiCanimefan]

At 5/24/09 03:16 AM, Fleshlight wrote:

At 5/24/09 01:55 AM, Cally wrote:

I'm pretty sure they made it that way so in case a fire does break, society will get rid of some of the useless individuals who are only wasting the tax payer's money. Oh, and population control, that's always good

Such ignorance...it's...it's over-fucking-whelming.

[Fleshlight]

At 5/24/09 03:22 AM, MultiCanimefan wrote:

At 5/24/09 03:16 AM, Fleshlight wrote:

At 5/24/09 01:55 AM, Cally wrote:

I'm pretty sure they made it that way so in case a fire does break, society will get rid of some of the useless individuals who are only wasting the tax payer's money. Oh, and population control, that's always good

Such ignorance...it's...it's over-fucking-whelming.

I don't see you coming up with a better answer to this conundrum...

Anywho...OP, find a giant Native American who can lift a control panel and bust open the window. You'll be out in no time and no one's going to notice.

[the-it3]

Share with ng the trustworthy community yer suicide note please?

[x-factor11]

why ya there?

[x-factor11]

At 5/24/09 03:33 AM, x-factor11 wrote: why ya there?

*facepalm*

didnt see the small quote thare

[the-it3]

Pardon?

[mariomusicmaker1]

I woke up a few minutes ago, I have to piss so bad, but i don't want to use this motherfucking commode that they left in here, i go to open the door, and it is fucking locked from the out side, and now im fucking freaking out, i need out of here, i want to go home more then any thing else in the world right now, the walls are close enough for me to touch both at the same time, Way to close, i didnt realize how small this room was earlier, I buzzed the desk a few times, and no one is answering me, and if they did, they would juar say, you cant leave. blabla bla.
I think this is the first time i have ever felt true terror,

started typing 5 minutes ago, and no one is answering me, and there is a fucking needle in the top of my hand that was not there before, i dont know why it took me so long to notice that,,,

It is hard for me to read, but going threw this paper work left by my bed it says that i can be held for 28 days to indefinitely,

:A section 2 detention lasts up to 28 days and cannot be renewed. However, if your doctor thinks you should stay longer in hospital but you don't want to, they will arrange an assessment,

they LIED, she told me i would be out in 72 hours!

[Spartan500]

wtf did you do?

[JollySpace]

I've always wanted to visit, not live in one, a mental hospital. I thought it would be... interesting.

[mariomusicmaker1]

Ha, i was right. I was simply told to go back to bed and that i can not leave my room, aparently there going to take blood because im so stressed, wtf dose blood have to do with stress?

i guess its time to put the computer away again, or risk getting it taken away,