Strange Thoughts Today

[WolvenKind]

Have you ever... wanted to get like, beaten up very badly. Punched and kicked, lying on the ground without defending yourself and be left for dead in your own blood ?

This thought occured to me today as I was walking through the park, the weather was nice and I just wanted to get punched and kicked lying on the ground. Feel pain, that will take my mind of being sad and living in the past.

I fantasized about being hurt and not resisting to it, physical pain inflicted by reality, how I need it, how good it would feel in retrospect and in the moment.

Is it insane, wanting this, thinking this? ):

[Bassanova-001]

No. I feel that from time to time.

[WeHaveFreshCookies]

It's called masochism.

Have fun with that.

[STEM]

All the fun ends when one douchebag decides to swiftly kick you square in the scotum
That's the worst pain, fuck child birth

[GhostSG]

No, but i do fantasize about beating the shit out of others to take my mind of things, like sadness and the past.

[Medetrate]

In before some idiot says "It's called masochism. Have fun with that."

Man I'm annoying!

[Tott]

Your messed up. Get help.

[WolvenKind]

Okay, nothing that strange now. Here's what's next;

I asked my gf (she's schizophrenic) if she would want to kill me, end my suffering, put me out of misery. She told me "yes, I love you and if that's what you really want I'll do it for you."

But she's mentally not that stable and only 15, she couldn't do it and I don't want her to. And I'm concerned about her future, if I'm not there.

[darknessdweller]

No no no.. not at all.

You must be a masochist!

Hi, I'm emo. Nice to meet, ya masochist.

[Dromedary]

At 3/31/09 03:48 PM, GhostSG wrote: No, but i do fantasize about beating the shit out of others to take my mind of things, like sadness and the past.

And the past you want to escape from is a case of abuse, clearly.

[Xzol]

Ummmmmmmmmmmmm....Meow?

[Gateau]

I could gladly make this wish come true for you :)

But I don't think it's natural to want to get hurt. You might be a masochist :O

[WolvenKind]

At 3/31/09 03:49 PM, chainsawmurderer53 wrote: Your messed up. Get help.

At 3/31/09 03:49 PM, chainsawmurderer53 wrote:

"Your messed up. Get help."

[GhostSG]

At 3/31/09 04:00 PM, doody1 wrote: And the past you want to escape from is a case of abuse, clearly.

Dr. Phil, how'd you get into NG?

[FLAMEBOY97]

Everybody is different.It's a thing that a lot of people want.Don't feel to different.I my self do not feel these things,but i ahve talked with people who say it makes them feel happy.

[sonicfeet1]

...

I literally have nothing to say.

WHAT
THE
FUCK????

[Tri-elect]

Not really. You just feel hopeless so you wanna stay in your own blood. I don't think i have ever felt that way befor tho.

[Boss]

I sometimes feel the urge to get in a fight.

But i'm too good of a little boy to do that.

[steelsammy]

That is quite weird and it is a little emo. It may be a random happening, since most times stuff like that is.

[Dibsy-Jr]

that's not insane, me and my brother used to fight all the time but since he 'grew up' we don't anymore and i miss the pain

[yurgenburgen]

At 3/31/09 03:43 PM, WolvenKind wrote: Have you ever... wanted to get like, beaten up very badly. Punched and kicked, lying on the ground without defending yourself and be left for dead in your own blood ?

I've sometimes felt like I've wanted to be in a fight suddenly. Never wanted to be beaten up though.

[DroopyA]

I'll tie you up with rope and beat you until you say the word "Banana"... $30 an hour. Latex is optional.