I believe I won't be here much long
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I feel ya man, i use to love acting, writing songs, playing acoustic, being friendly, caring, going to school.
a girl robbed me of all that, now I hate it all. Thought about ending it all, decided not to.
A plus is that I like metal alot now...
letting life take me to where ever it will take me.
Maybe you'll see me on the news someday
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If you're honestly considering suicide because of a girl (even among your other problems) man the fuck up. I may sound like an ass, but I'm not trying to. You aren't the only person in the world that's ever been dumped. You'll get over it. If you honestly expected at 16 years old to have met the girl you're going to be with forever, you need to take a step back and think about that. At 16 years old, do you really believe you're going to be with that one girl your entire life? I know it happens in some cases, but the chances that you've met your "match" in high school or whatever are slim.
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Believe me, I know exactly what you're talking about. I swear if I wasn't the only hope for my last name to survive I'd be dead already.
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It may seem bad now, but you'll get over it. In a couple of years you're more than likely going to look back at this and relise that this relationship didn't really mean anything.
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maybe she's leaving you because
YOU'RE A GIANT PUSSY
grow a pair.
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i will always luv u babe. call me :)
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i think you should pursue your drumming.
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Oh my, well good luck on your mental health.
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Ha, you're funny. Your username explains this thread.
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If you hurt/kill yourself, you're pissing on the faces of everyone who loves you.
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I still miss my ex and suffer from deep depression but I just get on with it in any way I can. Life is shit but you got to have a laugh. No point ending it or leaving people it just makes it worse.
When this post hits 88 mph, you're going to see some serious friendship.
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Here, as in, NG? Or this world? It might seem fucked up, but things will get better, without missery we can't appriciate the good things in life, everything comes and goes in phases, so just keep going.
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Sad story dude. . .Try to convince her. Or if you fail to do so, don't think that you lost your life. There is always a second chance in this life. . .
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you're 16, you've got a whole life full of disappointment ahead of you
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Your 16, Shes a Dumb Cunt, You dont know what love is, Kiling yourself is a Bitch way out, Man up.
You think that is a reason to kill yourself, grow up motherfucker. You got it easy if a Cunt is the only thing that makes your little life tough.
You'd be dead if you we me or alot of other people kid.
Kill the Bitch then write to us from prison then you will know what it really feels like to want to die.
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Bin through exactly the same thing was I was about 15...She dumped me to try and get back with her Ex, I loved her so much it was unreal and I totally went Emo when she did dump me...I got over it and became A casual Punk again...(Casual, Laid-Back attiude and I'm not sad about it anymore...It just pisses me off.)
Also, her Ex refused her and look who came crawling back and this was around the time I got over it so I obviously said "No" and left the bitch to rot and burn. She deserves it too, I was actually about to commit suicide then some thought when into my head"Suicide is for cowards who are pathetic enough to end their life over something they'll get over, even if it seems like you feel the pain will never end."
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At 3/5/09 01:05 PM, EpicFail wrote:At 3/5/09 01:04 PM, WilliWowza wrote: I love you too.I doubt that for some reason.
And we all love you.
And will always love you.
Nah, I have no idea who you are (kinda) and I love you.
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Killing yourself if like a slap in the face to every person that ever cared for you or gave a shit about you... which now includes most of the people in this thread. So don't do it. Ditch the bitch and move on.
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Sounds bad. Though of course, first you have to just admit what just went wrong is the past. Even though people don't consider things as "the past" unless it's around at least a week old. But once that week passes, you know that your girlfriend going for her ex is nothing new. It's been around for seven days, if you manage to cope through that, you may soon even end up forgetting.
To actually solve the problem, maybe you could meet someone new. The world contains several people, all doing there preferred (or needed) action. Your action could be drumming, maybe you could try to pursue that. Maybe you could get recognized for that. It could earn you new friends, and possibly a new perspective of life. Just try to do what you enjoy, and that could turn the situation around.
People usually disrespect suicide, and that's because usually people don't do it. And why might they not do it? Are they scared of death? No, if they were, they wouldn't even consider suicide. So what might they not actually commit suicide for? Maybe they found out what they haven't done in their life that they still want to. Maybe they recognized that death isn't a solution to anything. And you've never faced your problem the right way before you died. To sum this part, Suicide = Useless.
Now, after trying referring to those three ideas, what might you think? I hope that helps to, well, keep you here. Good luck on coping.
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being an angsty brat is nothing that a good ass kicking can cure.
seriously though; get a fucking grip.
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see a shrink or somthing like that
NOPE
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At 3/5/09 04:05 PM, DJ-Divinorum wrote:At 3/5/09 01:02 PM, EpicFail wrote: emo shitDON'T YOU FUCKING DARE GO EMO ON ME MAN, I'VE GAINED SO MUCH FUCKING RESPECT FOR YOU!
Why would you loose respect for someone being emotional and broken? I hate people like you "OH HE'S EMO LET'S ALL PICK ON HIM MAYBE PUSH HIM OVER THE EDGE LOL" Being emotional is a good thing, and if you are deeply depressed if he doesnt try and face this it will build inside him and make him worse when he eventually breaks. If someone has the balls to openly admit such things they should be helped and admired rather than abandoned and laughed at.
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At 3/5/09 01:13 PM, SlashFirestorm wrote: At your age, I know that it seems like you know what love is.
Trust me, love doesn't come at a certain age. I've seen 40+ year olds who get into relationships lasting for a couple of weeks and I've seen people who are 30+, married, and met when they were teenagers.
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Stop being a pussy.
I hate to be so cold but your problems aren't shit compared to some of the things a lot of people have to deal with on a daily basis.
Oh wow, your girlfriend broke up with you. Somewhere, somebody has never owned a pair of tennis shoes. They live on what they consider a street in a village made out of garbage. They haven't had anything more then a few peices of rice in a week and at any second a rebel army could roll over the hills and procedure to kill and rape everyone in it. Those that aren't killed are kidnapped, taken from their families, and forced into sex slavery or worse... the army itself where they are forced at gunpoint to kill and rape the next village over, or die themselfs.
Some of them, the lucky ones, are worked literrally to the bone in diamond mines where they die a slow painful death so some NFL player can have shiny ears.
Almost everybody has AIDS, there is no medicine, education, or help on the way... and everybody else in the world either hates you because you're black, or just don't pay enough fucking attention to notice the hell you exist in.
These people are lucky to find love at all, and when they get it they usually lose it not to an ex... but to murder. There is no "Happly Ever After" for either one of them...
Those people would get sick at the idea of you living the life you live, and then bitching about how much it sucks. If you put your problems in persepective with the problems of everybody else, you'll see that you're just being a whinny bitch.
once again, sorry to be mean... I don't want to make you feel worse but sometimes, the truth hurts.
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Suicide is permanent. Don't do it!
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Kill her ex. Simple. Use your hate and rage.
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Ouch, your taking this pretty bad dude.
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I don't know you, but from your signature, I'm guessing I'd like you if I met you.
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At 3/5/09 01:02 PM, EpicFail wrote: My girlfriend and I will probably break up soon, and I think she is the first girl I have ever loved, honestly.
Wow, what an idiot. You're 16 years old. I suppose you thought you would be her boyfriend all through school and then get maywwied?
No. It's nothing to get sad over. It's not like she wasn't planning on breaking up with you from the first date. You're in school.







