Drugs Alcohol Smoking Blah Blah Blah...
I agree, I have never been "smashed" - only buzzed enough to truly loosen up and just have fun - drunks are an embarrasment to everyone around them - think about it - if everyone got as piss drunk as each other there wouldnt be anyone to look out for you - you could choke on your own vomit and DIE like jimi hendrix.. be considerate of others.. Unless its like .. your birthday or something and you're surrounded by friends and just want to forget your age or something..
as for drugs - as a child I convinced myself That I would never start anything that I had to quit - that and the rough beginnings of my childhood makes me never want to put anyone else through what I had to go through - lets just say I had to go through a lot of "therapy" all the way up to about the ends of elementary school..
as for smoking .. well thats just fuckn9ig gross - I cant evene stand being around cigarette smoke- makes me automatically need to spit..
as for drawings being influenced by things - I did this pic in the dark - with my eyes closed - I then too kthe result and frought out what I saw from the chaos.. it has like every bit of anger that I possessed etched into it and frankly makes me feel uncomfortable if I look at the actual pic - like all that hate is actually still on the pic..
neways I call it the abysmal demon of hair..
ugh.. it looks like deviantart is having issues displaying images for some reason so if that link brings up an "x"ed image I apologize..
Well here is another pic I love to draw - I first drew this character in gr. 7 one day.. this version was drawn right after highschool though - shadowwalker the divine chaos dragon - kinda represents me when I'm mad - you could say hes the "dragon" part of my name :P
in my story he appears after every dragon has died and destroys the world - very cheerful :P
this is just a headshot sketch of him but its still one of my favourite pics of him :)