Music is such a pain in the ass for me to make. IâEUTMm sorry, but with chronicler depression, keeping in touch with everyone once something happens, and many other reasons.
Let me explain.
There were many reasons why I decided to quit.
The support system(And the system IâEUTMm living in.) that I needed was not necessarily in place. There were things about myself, personal-growth things, that I had to go through in order to feel like it was worth it. In fact, as musicians and artists, itâEUTMs important we have an environment âEU" and I guess when I say environment, I really mean the way things are going [Control yourself, and control everything;?] that really gets me to make music.
Oftentimes, the machine can overlook the need to take care of the people who produce the sounds that have a lot to do with the health and well-being of society, or at least some aspect of society.
And itâEUTMs important that people be given the time that they need to go through, to grow, so that the consciousness level of the general public is properly affected. Oftentimes, I think people are forced to make decisions prematurely. And then that sound radiates.
Other times, I put it off for none of these [some] of these reasons.
With little love or no respect, I canâEUTMt possibly do this, as those matter to me more than nothing eles in the world.
I canâEUTMt possibly make all this go away, so IâEUTMm putting off music for a few decades, maybe centuries, IâEUTMm not sure how long my [Depression/Anger?] controls me or how long it extends my life(If I get in an argument, I could live for another year, so think of that.).
BB-7, BirdyBells, Maximillion Ashum Piasecki, Panas Headon Lebedev, whatever you want to call me, signing out, for a while.