At 1/12/12 02:12 AM, Blackhole12 wrote:
All this talk of girlfriends reminds me how I still haven't dated a girl. Ever.
When i was 16 i met this girl online and we chatted for 6(!) months. We decided to meet and i thought i was deeply in love :') So, i saw her, walked to her and gave an incredibly awkward hug. We walked a bit and went to the cinema.. i was so nervous. My stomach hurt so bad i could puke. It was horrible.
That was my first and last date so far (well, i had other dates, but those have all been canceled).
Nowadays i'm not really awkward with girls and stuff, but still i feel like girls like to talk to me, but that's it. I feel like girls think i'm gross (maybe because of past experiences and at the time.. i was gross).