At 11/3/10 09:37 PM, jarrydn wrote:
At 11/3/10 08:11 PM, Prodigal wrote:
My whole childhood has been hell for a while, And it's all because people abuse their powers for greed.Tell me about it dude, shit fucking sucks. On the upside, you're now wise to the myriad of ways that people can fuck you over, so hopefully you can avoid this kind of crap in adult life.
Just try not to become too jaded :]. You're actually a really good producer, and those are skills that you can take to the bank if you keep pushing yourself and never give up.
Me and my family are tough people. We've been through a lot together, and our bond, mixed with the obstacles we face each and every day, help us to become stronger. Instead of sitting around, my stepdad found another apartment to rent. The guy that was SUPPOSEDLY going to move out of our present house hasn't moved an inch towards the newspapers or the internet to find houses in his desired area. Instead, we do absolutely everything around the house as he sits around and invites his friends over to eat a lot of food and do drugs (maybe not inside the house but he's got that look on him that says he's a constant user)
I see this eviction as a brand new start. Sure, the backyard may not have any grass for my St. Bernard to do his business in, but we pick his waste up right after he disposes of it anyways.
As for my music career, I've basically come to a halt on production. It's not because of a bad computer or software, I just can't create a full length song anymore. If I close FL after working on a project, it's considered done and over with. The couple of ambient tracks I was working on are completely stopped because of my writers block from hell.