At 12/18/08 06:21 AM, hippyhunter5 wrote:
What about people you know, people who you hate.
Nope.
If I could I would not only kill but torture my sister, I would pour salt into the wounds of everyone who has tried to piss me off. I would watch as the blood flowed out of their arteries into a pool of red happiness.
Ok, I'm starting to suspect you have some problems.
Perhaps you can forget the people who have made you irritated perhap even those who have delibrately made you sad (although I doubt it), but you are lying if you don't say there is just one person, AT LEAST one person who's you'd like to cut, who you'd like to hear scream, who you'd like to see go limp.
You have a very... vivid vision of killing someone.
You may say you don't want to anybody to die, but deep down you know that if you saw the mangled, bloody corpse of that one person, it would make you smile inside.
No, not really. Not any more, anyway. I think those kind of fantasies are a bit dangerous. I do admit that I have a fantasy of subjecting Neo-Nazis to psychological torture a la 1984, to make them renounce their ways only to kill them right afterwards, but these are not real people, just generic imaginary neo-nazis.