What I don't understand is how the title of this thread is "I find sex disgusting" yet you then go on about how your addicted to porn and its boring. That dosn't make any sense.
Also, as every else has mentioned, porn is not real. The girls in the higher production stuff are airbrushed afterwords on a fucking computer. Besides, porn only shows too people fucking.
And to repeat the question that you've yet to answer: have you actually had sex? Or did you just jump into porn at like 12 and decided real girls are gross cause they don't have fake tits and platinum blonde hair?
Real sex is quite an amazing thing, a bonding moment between two people. Sure theres always the amazing physical pleasure which kicks the crap out of your hand any time, but the emotional connection brings it to a whole new level. So stop watching porn, and start realizing that women are beautiful.
I doubt this will help you, cause I doubt you'll listen even though you came and posted this issue on the fucking internet rather than finding someone in your life to help you with your problems, so good luck with your problem.
If you still can't fix it, join the clergy.