At 12/7/08 01:28 AM, Stomer wrote:
500 dollars or a night with this hot model. YOU DECIDE
She is pretty. I'd like to play board games with her, make a pot of tea and just talk. The talking would go on into the night when she realized that she had better go home and take care of her pet (cat or dog) and then settle in for the night. I'd be disappointed that this fun night had to come to an end but hug her and say something like "Alright, just don't be a stranger if you want to stop by again feel free". She'd laugh and agree to come over sometime later in the month.
After this farewell she'd walk out of my house, down my steps and into her car while I waved at her, being forever grateful for her company. If we kept in touch I'd possibly fall in love with her if her personality was one I like. If that was the case I'd like her a lot and keep calling her. A friendship with her would grow out of all this time spent together and I'd ask her out. She'd disappoint me by informing me that she has a boyfriend....she met him last night. I'd feel completely crushed but I'd hide it behind a phony smile. She'd say something like "Oh hey well we can always just be friends you know and...if we did go out it could ruin our relationship if it didn't work out...ya know? Besides you're too much like a brother to me. Hope you don't feel bad".
I'd tell her I was fine and she'd smile at me as if to say she's sorry. I'd give her a hug and she'd walk on out. I'd feel horrible....the butterflies in my stomach would multiply. I'd continue to struggle sleeping, constantly thinking of her. Constantly wanting another hug from her as if it were my life support, but I'd also realize she has someone in her life. Someone who I consider to be lucky. I'd cry a bit but also be grateful that someone so beautiful...so sweet...so wonderful was my friend.
love can be so crazy :/ fate sometimes deals a depressing hand
