I moved on... With a girl that liked me for six weeks and I liked her back.
Later the news started to break out that she told me she went back with her ex, that cheated on her. Me and her we alone together, which I prefer, and ask her some things, I didn't tell her. I needed to give out my reason why so called "I'm better" but in a sensitive way. How things would've probably been like if we were together.
We were talking for a long time, so I just missed my bus today but I needed to get it out. I built up my confidence with her and talked it out. She says she is sorry for what she did to me. She knew I was upset, but I tried to make things better, actually it did.
I asked her, "I want to kiss you.." We held on tightly skin to skin, cloths to cloths. I was a bit nervous.. But she closed her eyes, and then I did too. We kissed on the lips. It was my first kiss and it meant something to me.
My feelings for her are deep, she texts me, stares at me with no expression and I stare back at her. She told me, "when I held you hand, I didn't want to let go of it" and then she said "first day I saw, I liked you. I liked you alot actually and the last thing I want to do is get you upset."
We texted back and forth about it. I felt comfortable after that kiss, I think she did too. We were holding eachother for a long time....
Vincoid, is there a possibilty she'll change her mind about it? Like not going with her ex and stay with me? What we just did was very close... Well that's what I think?