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I don't think this fact right here can be stressed enough.
Hmm, would I smoke a blunt with?
More like. Who woudn't I smoke a blunt with.

BEST. FUCKING. ANSWER.

PERIOD.

yeah i know right? ahahahaha

what exactly IS Homopobia?

arent there 2 H's in that word?

You are all correct in saying that yes, they are old. They are depressing, but I dont find them 'emo-ish'. I am not an emo faggot like many kids. I wrote theose when deeply depressed. I sit down, and just keep typing as the words flow through me. thats the best way i can explain it i guess.

ill be sure to post newer things as i write them.

thanks to everyone for their input.

MODS< please dont lock my thread. i am sorry that I am triple posting. i know its wrong. i tried to post this one in my last reply, but somehow it didnt make it in.

THIS IS ALSO PUBLISHED, and one of my own favorites.

a life on fire

life is about to end
and im the one without a path
pray for me as i walk this line
stumbling and falling down to my knees
and praying for help on what to do
screaming out for forgiveness
and hearing nothing but the laughter
rising to my feet
i wipe the blood from my eyes
and bleed without a pulse
with a constant flow of numb
walking forward and stripping the chains from my arms
and feeling the pain rising up in my chest
conflagration lies around me
incinerating the bodies of my foes
knowing im the last still standing
i reach for my chest
and rip through the flesh spilling out my spirit
i fall to the ground face down
and burn with the others
burn with the foes ive defeated
and yet ive died in vain
without a reason
without a purpose
and decay like the millions of evils torn from their spaces
life had only begun
and 19 years had been too short on the face of this world
the heart hasnt beated for some time
and yet it doesnt rot
it doesnt burn
it doesnt dissipate
it lies still
like the others will
for all eternity
yet alone there
by itself
forever strong

ALSO

frustration 5:38 PM 10/5/2007

yet another day has come and passed and i still feel no fulfillment
i look onto my hands and think to myself what have i done so far
and all i can think to say to myself is nothing
nothing had been accomplished
nothing has even been completed
i have left every thing that was important in my life slide to destruction
and i once again ask myself why i still stand here
like i have so many times before
and once again i can only answer with one word
weakness
im too weak to bring an end
all i can do is pray for it
that for one day it might come to me in some form
and hopefully the end is painful
because suicide is painless
and that just isnt for me
no there would be only one reason for the end of my life
to slash this deception of a happy face and put in place of it another mask
'a mask of blood and tears
not of my own
but of the ones that loved me
and of the blood from my heart
flowing and choking me
bubbling from a lacerated throat like a babbling stream
of thick red blood
dripping to the ground with a pitter patter like the sounds of small children's bare feet
collecting in one spot then spreading slowly
running into the cracks of the floor and decaying
leaving the stench of death there forever
ive fallen into the cracks and i dont have a rope
in trapped in a room that is slowly closing in on me
crushing my dreams and splintering my bones like glass
squeezing out my organs with such a sickening sloshing sound
splitting my skull like a nut and oozing my brain from between the cracks
ive fallen into the cracks of this life,
and lie on my back unable to get up
feeling so extremely helpless
and awaiting the inevitable end of a wasteful life
full of pain and remorse
full of tears and cries
full of laughs covered by a veil of a hate so sincere it cant be held in by any means humanly possible
it tears through my cells and flows into the cracks, same as my blood
but instead of dissipating, intensifying
everyone will feel its presence until their bittersweet ends of life
and it will be an avatar of myself forever
only being laid to rest with my body after i have been completely forgotten

here is another one. this one is i guess free verse. let me know what you all think

ALSO

any and all spelling errors were made DURING the original typing. i type as the wordds flow from me, and any errors remain there. unless theyre ridiculous.

there was once a burning conflagration of a desire that raged inside of me
whenever i came near her
the thought of her
the sound of her voice
the texts she would send me
all made me so happy and would brighten my day in every way possible
now that ive found out that there are no reciprocal feelings present
and now that i know for sure
all of the feelings have been doused by a massive deluge
reduced to mere ashes in the blink of an instant message
even though the before mentioned blaze was only burning for a short time
it grew so large so fast
some kind of accelerant was present, and it was her being
everything about her
her warm smile
her soft yet breathtaking and stunning looks
and especially her hugs
one that i recieved almost killed me
for i was overwhelmed by the embrace i recieved
seeing her walk by me made me just want to drop everything and follow her
not in a way to make her nervous or uncomfortable
but in a way that had me completely enthralled with just her
i could follow her to the gates of hell and back
and not question any of her choices
any of them, but just one
the one that shes making right now
the one that makes her choose the man that couldnt make up his mind
he chose to le her go and leave her hanging
and she has returned to him
he could not make up his mind, but she had faith in him
even though hes just using her
she deserves to be loved
she says that she doesnt know me at all really
and its true
i dont know her that well either
but i dont need to know all about oxygen, just that i need it to survive
to live
to flourish
to be
me
all alone
by myself
for so long
wanting something meaningful
grasping at strings that only fall down upon my head with no meanings.
now the process begins
that ive begun a few times before today
the process of getting over
releasing such strong feelings all at once
and forgetting them
its hard to build a wall to prevent seeing something that is just so massive and powerful.
its like trying to build a wall to shield the earth from the suns warming glow.

I've got that one published. I wrote it in 10th grade.

heres another one of mine. its not published, but its a bit darker.

I lie on the ground, and say hello to the sky
Then I stand, face the ground, and say goodbye.
I fall to my knees, with my arms held up high,
Knowing that tonight is the night that I'll die.

What I've done is all wrong, I've never done any good
And yet by my side, my mother has stood.
It will hurt the most, when I see her cry
As I lie in a closed casket, a few days after I die.

As the blood runs out, of the split in my face,
My heart shall race, and then return to a slower pace.
Breathing will slow as I sink from this place,
And in hell, the devil, will open one more space.

As I walk through the valley of darkness, and feel death's grip
I'll close my eyes, and into his hands I'll slip.
My eyes are closed, like they have always been,
Because my life, as a failure, is best not ever seen.

uhh, ok? i cant get it to work.

At 1/27/10 08:40 AM, NeverHundred wrote: Slayer realized that if you play anything fast enough it sounds good.

lol just like talking really loudly when you wanna sound smart

or retarded

I dont get it. You can fuck with videos?

Relevance?

I dont get it.

A Wandering Mind

The sky is a shattered bottle on asphalt on a summer day.
The moon is a ball of blue fire melting away the darkness.
The crickets sing a soulful song or sorrow and woe, as the night speeds by.
The shallow night somber silence is broken by the screech owl,
only for a few seconds then the silence returns.
The comfort of home was left behind hours ago, and the warmth too.
Lying under the stars and seeing the moon stare back makes it one amazing experience.
The fire crackles as the embers smolder,
and the utter silence is broken once again,
but only to be replaced by a greater pause in all life.

you can see more on my blog on myspace if you want.

ahh thiiiiiis kid. what up wesley? still a flamer? dont like tits?

hahaha

did anyone watch the video? i nearly fell asleep...

Did anyone ever see a video that just drags you in, with either soothing music or boobies?

I found one that has both.

Scroll down a bit and watch in fullscreen.

Video Link

So soothing...

I did a report in German class at PSU about the song, and Dr. Mengele.

The kids called him Onkel Mengele, or Uncle Mengele. He gave them candy and was nice to them.

Then he sewed them together and left them to rot alive with gangrene as they screamed for three days.

I know I am thankful of vaginas. Lol

Theyre nice.

Did you ever listen to SLayer's Angel Of Death? It's actually about Joseph Mengele, a docter in Auschwitz, a concentration camp in WW2.

Shits crazy.

Yeah, I know the quality sucks. I got a shitty phone, sorry.

heres the other one it reads

TY -VGA

I dont know, I just thought it was weird.

Have you seen any weird vanity plates?

This is one that I saw. I saw both of them withing 14 mins of eachother. Ill post the other one in a bit.

this one clearly says

JVD-DEAD

i loove you guise

:D

At 1/26/10 01:54 PM, jmalouin7 wrote: I could have sworn i seen this exact thread last night

you did, but I PM'd a mod and asked to have it deleted. i didnt censor the IM screename right, because I am retarded.

and no, the cat is NOT being hurt in any way.

shes just stretching his fur, he actually really likes it for some reason. he purrs really loudly, and falls asleep.

I was camming with my girl, and I managed to snap this print screen as she was messing with the cat.

EYE KIN HAZ CH3EzBERGR?

At 1/25/10 05:22 PM, Heinrich wrote: Oh quit your belly-aching, son! Going to camp in a Catholic environment isn't going to be all that bad.

BEST , ONE..

and the first well not defense, but rant about wayne. nice

I heard about some sort of "bank release" in July/August. Maybe flood the market with money somehow.

In Pennsylvania, anyway, pisses me off.

I have a job, but was working at a video game store and they just cut my hours down to like nothing after the holiday.

Basically, there are so many people trying to collect unemployment RIGHT NOW that the systems are completely locked up. The website is down, and "working interminably with slow processing".

"Rents due ni**a, and I need that money," to quote Billy Rashad.

This sucks

wow

i didnt know so many people hated him