I have two guns, I play violent videogames and often when I get scolded at school, work or anywhere else for that matter, I feel the urge to do awfull things to those people.
I am mostly socialist and i have read 1984, Brave new world and faust over and over again. I have watched equilibrium, the original 1984 movie, shooter alot and am a big fan of most violent movies.
I am also a big fan of knives and other melee weapons. I have quite a collection of them at home and i buy new ones sometimes dependant on how dangerous they can be. I have done four kinds of martial arts and i sometimes hope i get to use them on people. I even dream about getting attacked on the street so that i could let out my 18 years of rage and aggression.
So i wonder now if somewhere, on a screen in a tall building, someone is reading this while their superior looks over his/her shoulder and files me under some random file titled 'dangerous' or 'risc factor 5' and makes a mental note to check my internetical background.
And i wonder that someday when i'm either killing people in a virtual world or practising my shooting and aiming skills out in the yard someone will be watching me from the other side of the street.
And why this post? Because apparantly everyone fears my common sense will disappear and i will start shooting people from my window. So here is to let everyone who might be able to stop me before i do this know that i exist. I hereby swear that the day this happens i will undergo any sentence they charge me with.