I just had a terrible revelation today... There's this girl that I used to date and, she was pretty much the first girl I had a sexual realtionship with. We dated for about 7 months before we called it off on good terms. Anyway, a couple months ago. We began hanging out a lot more and decided to be friends with benefits. Ever since then she has bought me food, took me clothes shopping, the movies, the mall. Bought me a shit ton of gifts. I work a very shitty job but managed to live comfortably thanks to her. The thing is the only thing we do is go out for a little bit and, come home and have sex.
Now, I totally don't mind this but, feel like it makes me a bit of a boy toy.. I'm being used and pretty much paid for sex. I'm a whore! It's kind of not good to be but, dammit. She plays video games with me and, the sex is amazing.. Plus I have enough money for most of the things I want but, still.. I feel dirty.
