At 10/5/09 06:07 PM, Clock-Ninja wrote: Why does everyone feel like they need to accomplish shit in their lives? Fuck everything just live free.

my grandma said while she was dying "it's amazing how everything you hold important doesn't matter anymore." all your values and beliefs just wash away when you're dying. I think people want to feel that they do something really important so when they die they can hold on to a little bit of the dignity that death takes away.

At 10/5/09 06:03 PM, HighWayStar365 wrote: Take her bungy jumping

she went in a hot air balloon, and rode on camels. I'm sure that's going to come during her mid life crisis. My dad said "Thank god i'll be dead when that happens...good luck to you." lol.

It's really bad. She's only 28 but she feels like she's about to die and panics at the thought of wasting life. Which is silly, she's accomplished more in 28 years than most could in a life. She's gotten married, found a job with the UN, got a law degree, travelled around europe and the middle east.

Yet she feels like she hasn't accomplished anything. Our dad is about 66, and he's a constant reminder of death to her and me. I'm not really as freaked out as she is, but i have nightmares of him dying, because i know that with how he has a diabetes, and since i plan to be living in the house for awhile and i'm the one who spends the most time with him, i can't see him living past 15 years. And i know my mom plans on leaving back to her home country next year, and will only come back every few months. It'll just be me and him.

So the fact of the matter is....i'm the one who is going to find his body. That is if he's at home. I KNOW that is creepy and morbid to think of. But most people don't think about the fact that someday they'll have to deal with a loved one dying or dead, and because my dad is a old parent im going to have to deal with it a lot sooner, i can't just run away to other country and pretend it won't happen like my sister.

And most of you probably have parents in their 30s and 40s so it's something you don't really find the need to process. But i'm seeing him age, and i'm panicing, i'm close to him and i don't know what to do without him, no one else talks to me in my family.

I can already see it happening, that my mom won't be here, and i'll be in the house alone with him, just like now, and it'll be my responsibility to call the ambulance, and wait. I'm so sorrry for the drama, but this has been driving me insane, seeing him take so much medicine, and looking older by the day it's horrible. So i want to know did any of you have to deal with someone really close die? or dying? how did you deal with it or come to terms with it?

cuz they jiggle funny and that makes it naughty deeheee!

His gf should break up with him for saying shit like that! pig...wait...does he even have a gf? maybe you should double check his story.

I'm overly critical of others, and i lick my lips too much. I have many others too long to list.

woooot! so i'm getting paid to write notes in class for someone who has writing problems. I dont know how much i'll be getting paid but i'm damn excited ^^ what's the best thing you've been paid for?

i don't really shop...except for art supplies. Besides being on the computer, i read comics, watch movies, and draw. Oh ya naked pillow fights at my girly sleep overs...TEEHEEE IM GONNA GET YA! *runs around with pillows**

At 9/24/09 06:13 PM, slingshot14 wrote: That's why I prefer my girls with a little make-up, short hair, and a little bit of extra weight because they're not ugly and there's a possibly that they're just as nice as ugly girls. Also they're easier to get ;)

Lol thats me! wow you're pretty smart, i don't like judging people by looks though, i wait for people to act. I really like the rare person who's beautiful and has a wonderful personality. They bring real happiness. Unless lol they are fake and i'm the idiot for falling for it.

At 9/24/09 04:17 PM, Sensationalism wrote: I try to keep in mind that the way they act in one instance may not be typical and could be caused by stress or something. But if I know the person and they've usually got a hideous personality, it kind of just makes me sad.

I know that people can sometimes be a little rude when stressed. But there IS a inappropriate and appropriate way to act under stress. There is never an excuse to rolling your eyes at someone after they were perfectly polite no matter what, anyone who does that under any circumstance is an obnoxious brat.

Of course i am ruling out family members, we can all be a little nasty to family it's FAMILY but to aquaintances and strangers in my book a civil attitude should always be portrayed. Of course people think i'm rude because i get in to arguments...but i never call anyone stupid or show them any direct disrespect, like rolling my eyes or speaking icily. ESPECIALLY the people i barely know whether i like them or not.

personalities...because you never know that they are horrible until you speak to them. They give me a breath of fresh reality, suspicion, and awareness, i like everyone else at times take what i see as being reality. I saw this really pretty girl who had a nice face and i assumed she was a nice person, she was nice, for about a day, then when i asked her if she was ok today, she rolled her eyes and gave me a dirty look.

I saw a guy hear how she responded to me and gave her a dirty look and shook his head. At first i was angry at her treatment of me but now i find it amusing. I think young girls and men who think that good looks and bad attitudes will get them anywhere in the future. Youthful beauty is temporary and when the looks are gone all that is left is the bad attitude and the aged asshole.

thank you ugly beautiful people now i know better than to judge by looks.

At 9/22/09 05:17 PM, tigerkitty wrote: So you pretty much prove you're more of a disgusting beast than she is? Congrats.

HEY! i cleaned her cups...trust me she's a huge slob...if anything i taught her a lesson! at least i dont leave shrimp out for 3 hours then eat it! she just leaves food walks away then goes back to it hours later and eats it after it sat there for god knows how long *shiver*

At 9/22/09 05:17 PM, Strength wrote:

At 9/22/09 05:15 PM, Sawke wrote: stuff

pretty sure that's just called being a lazy fuck

two lazy fucks one house, who is the ultimate lazy?

Do you ever have silent wars with your family that can go on until someone breaks? my sister and i when left home alone have the "i'm not cleaning it" game, we are pretty much slobs and whoever can go the longest by living in complete filth doesn't have to clean since the other one breaks. I ALWAYS win.

We did the "won't take out the garbage you do it" game, where she refused to do it and i refused though we never said anything to eachother, i knew she wanted me to take out the garbage, i happily held my nose walking past it, until she gave in, and tossed it out on her own, also the "i won't clean the bathroom" it was brutal, hair,black marks all over the bathroom floor, i tipped toed around it all for 5 days till she mopped. So i pretty much won everything, except i had to put her cups away because she left them in spots that irritated me.

:/ if you are so disgusted with bacteria...why would you even kiss? i smell the makings of a monk..

The foamy voodoo big boobs one. That ws effin hilarious, but im dissapointed foamy isn't as funny anymore. That or i've matured....i hope it's not the latter lol.

At 9/20/09 05:14 PM, Sinitech wrote:

At 9/20/09 04:58 PM, Sawke wrote:

plaid pants

What the fuck.

shut up, i have cool red plaid pants they aren't that bad, just half shorts. And Nazininja... what if i did have sex with the "whiteknight"? how exactly does that make him a loser? he got laid and you are calling him names still sexless...i fail to see how he is the loser...and if i am a slut..which i'm not as most people know me on this site pretty well (noob), i get sex too, with people backing me up, and calling you a cunt. What exactly are you trying to gain here? i'm going to leave it at that, i don't want a mod coming in and locking this topic.

Why would anyone even listen to the advice of someone on the internet! ESPECIALLY a newgrounder? pfft...

At 9/20/09 05:04 PM, NaziiNinja wrote:

I'm sorry but I'm not like every other guy out there. And I bothered to let you know that no one really cares, except for the white knights/virgins.

How the fuck does me being a girl have to do with anything? because i mentioned i was a girl it's suddenly the topic?

At 9/20/09 05:02 PM, ChocEliteBar wrote:

At 9/20/09 05:00 PM, NaziiNinja wrote: No one really cares anyway.

Being in a movie is pretty cool, even if it's just for a short amount of time.

Sounds nice, Sawke! Makes me envy you.

I don't even care if i don't show up! do you have any idea how wonderful it is to walk out from a long day of school and see something so exciting? crowds of people getting pumped about a celebrity? or a special show? that's whats so wonderful about NYC things just happen at random and good or bad it beats the long uneventful trip home!

I don't know..so ive heard i am? but i have a life...so i dont care anymore.

At 9/20/09 05:00 PM, NaziiNinja wrote: No one really cares anyway.

:/ and yet you bother to comment? so obviously you cared enough to say something.

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1027718/

So i go to school in manhattan. SVA, and my school was just around the corner when i saw on 22nd street a huge crowd, i knew they were filming something but i didn't know what it was, i got bored after about 30 mins, because i saw the same scene of a guy and a girl riding out on a motorcycle, so when this movie comes out and you see a girl with plaid pants, a baggie hoodie, and a Tshirt with a thumbs up guy, thats me! but i seriously doubt given the scene that the watching audience will appear.

At 9/16/09 08:42 PM, FatJoe214 wrote: wow your as paraniod as a drug lord who thinks the feds are onto him. Calm down man.

> : ( yeh well when i was little i watched snow white take the poison apple my first thought was "WHO THE HELL TAKES A APPLE FROM A RANDOM ASS WITCH!!" if it was a candy apple...maybe that's ok..but daammiit it was an APPLE go climb up a tree and get one!

I have real paranoia issues...i'm always sure i'm going to get attacked or robbed at some point or another, i grip my bag on the train, i'm also afraid to walk around at night, even though i don't live in a bad neihborhood, and i especially don't trust being alone with anyone unfamiliar anywhere, my first reaction from receiving an anonymous candy, or candy from someone i know is to look at it to see if i can find some evidence of tampering (poison) then to ask the person if they did in fact give me the candy...so? am i crazy? what do you do when paranoid?

i'm the girl with the blank face, and is staring at the floor. I don't think people like me have a specific fashion...just lots of staring..and the occasional sigh.

At 9/14/09 07:21 PM, Chocomilk wrote:

At 9/14/09 07:20 PM, Sawke wrote: What do you think? nightmare enducing?

More like vomit inducing.

you're so meaaan! *strokes dolly* dolly is beautiful.

Someone thought it was a bright idea to give a little kid this creepy ass doll, and it scared the crap out of me when i was little but now i love it. What do you think? nightmare enducing?

hey, that's sexy...pics please? also does she have tits?

your story fails because nothing exploded...redo it with you ending up in the ER.