My cousin is about 16 and she is now a model for a while i was mad because my mom kept going on and on about how PROUD she is my cousin is like my evil clone. Next to her im short shes tall her shes a stick im not fat but not skinny either she always sucks up to our grandma and sometimes my mom and aunt would say "why cant you be more like her?" it pisses me off i dont want to be a model i dont want ppl appreciating me for my looks i want people to recognize my mind i'm not saying i dont want to be pretty i DO but when i look in the mirror i feel proud because i know things that not many other people know about i like debateing and arguing.
Im not EXTREMELY smart but i know im smarter than my cousin who is material shes all about clothes im a thinker im all about history and politics i wear black she wears color its a creepy comparison and sometimes i look in the mirror and i wonder would life be better if i were prettier? so is it better to be loved for your clothes and make up or for your mind and your talent.