Hey guys. You got anything for a guy wanting to start a relationship after something...awkward?
Anyway, so on friday, we had a dance. Our school tradition is that if you had a date, you would turn your dance bracelet ticket inside out. The person I wanted to ask always left hers at home, so I didn't know if she got asked out or anything.
Fast foward to the dance. Its prettty fun;ok music, friends there, the works. During the dance, my friend keeps on saying he's going to ask his crush to dance, which reminded to go and see if she had a date. Luckily she didn't, but unluckily for me, I was too much of a chicken to ask her upfront to dance, so I ask my friend who is closer to her as a friend to say that someone wants to dance with her.
Fast foward again to the last song of the dance: the final slow song. I was so sure about asking her to dance, but I just couldn't. I'm not the most attractive person, and i've tasted rejection before. I just didnt want to take the chance I guess. It was the perfect oppurtunity too. She was all by herself on the bleachers, sad, and I didn't do anything.
Now Yesterday, I'm talking to my friend on myspace, with her saying she finally knew who I wanted to dance with. We then go into this huge conversation about her saying that while she was dancing with my friend that I asked to tell her, my cush comes over and spills that she knows it was me, when I was going to ask her and shit like that. I thought she didn't want to dance with me, but it turns out she did, and was scared of rejection too. At that time, I realized I fucked up. Out of guilt, I sent her a PM, confessing everything, but she hasn't replied.
School is tomorrow, and I'm wondering what I should do. Please help!