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My history with the occult is this:

I joined a satanic cult called joy of satan I did a blood pact. 2 weeks later I was pondering my meaning in existance and I thought(thought, not believed) that grey aliens and reptillians combined were the balance of jesus christ. I started to expand my mind and it felt like gravity was reversing outwards, then it callapsed inwards and I felt fire come into my mind and melt my brain. I roamed the hall ways of my highschool not knowing were I was eventually the cops found me and thought I was on drugs. Then later on I was considered ill, I was told that satanism could lead to insanity, so I was warned. I ended up lighting my own room on fire and I planned to kill myself in it, but the smoke was too heavy and I jumped out the window of my room. The cops gave me arson as my charge and the first day I entered my cell I felt a powerful mark on my forehead I tried to touch it but as soon as I tried it vanished. Today Im okay and Im just bipolar, I dont have any delusions. But what makes something a legitimate occult experience, and just plain insanity?

Can I join?

what movie sucked so bad it was good, when you're high or what seemed cool to you but nobody seemed to like the movie.

Gummo is a movie I liked.

slaughter

I take mood stabilizers mood balancers sedatives anxiety pills anti psychotics. I used to get high from snorting some and I almost pulled a mia wallace doing that so I decided to just take them the right way. I made this thread because Im curious to see what other NG users take. Djarum cigs were nice but smoking became purely nasty so I quit. I cant drink alcohol or I might burn my house down again.

At 4/23/14 04:23 PM, TitusRyland wrote:

At 4/23/14 04:15 PM, Elitistinen wrote: Why not the red pill?

there is no person alive lame enough to take the red pill.

I took the red pill. Abilify.

I plan to go back to mmo's once I leave this hospital, get my social security check and chill.

At 4/21/14 05:18 PM, Idiot-Finder wrote: Is there a movie you walked out on?

If so, why?

For me, I never walked out on a movie, but that's because I rarely attend movie theaters so the chances of that happening is low, not to mention I was never in a mood to do that anyways.

I was five When I saw the exorcist. The chick from exorcist crawled down the stairs and blood was coming out her mouth, I asked my mother to leave but my sister stayed. It was an anniversery for the movie and I decided to pick it out out of all the movies I could have chosen. Now the exorcist is funny. LICK ME. LICK ME. lol.

I cant myself because im using a computer that belongs to the state, but id like to see some jewely that you guys wear watches rings etc whatever.

I love to fart.

I like earl gray for tea, and coffee with lots of cream and sugar, with one packet of sweet n low.

At 4/18/14 05:03 PM, Clamstuffer wrote:

At 4/18/14 05:02 PM, PanzerKorpse wrote: You can sleep in my bed, smoochie poo.

Snuggle time!

lets spoon

You can sleep in my bed, smoochie poo.

At 4/15/14 08:27 AM, Twigo wrote: what are/is the heaviest drug/drugs?

I always wanted to try opium(pure)
but i dont want to end up so addicted that nothing but opium matters to me.

Its like being this.

Was given to me in jail. It had 4 lines in arabic, with Jesus Christ on my right eyebrow. But I tried to touch it and it disapeared. Now everyone thinks im insane. Im in a hospital called kerrville state hospital. Help me escape! They feed us disgusting food and the army nurses are f*** teases. I tried to make it into a crown of shit like nine inch nails says in one of thier songs. If you only knew the power I felt. I HAD LIVING PROOF OF GOD and it flew away. What should I do now? I have a book on how to set up a church state or government that I found in this hospitals library. I want to set up something with order and self preservation. But I cant think of any complicated details to make it legit. What would you do if you felt Jesus came straight into you and then left? What in life is to be lived for after you have been life itself? They treat us like slaves.

At 10 hours ago, Skaren wrote: Super-villain or regular villain, it's up to you. They can be from anything, a game (although there's already a thread about that), a movie, a comic book, a show, anything.

Mine would have to be Dr. Horrible, although I only discovered the movie recently.

Freeza from dragonballz

At A few seconds ago, Zippy-MyMusic wrote: they'll never let you out.

Oh yeah? I'll make them let me out. They leave the gate wide open and toy with there keys to tease me like a dog.

I hear a women like trinity that teases me and cheats on me with morpheus. And I see glitches. But Im not insane enough to actually believe in it. Anyone else have insanity? Or mental illness? Its like having poop in your head all the time. Im in a hospital right now too, for pyro suicide attempt. I wonder if they'll ever let me out.

At 10 hours ago, dangoval95 wrote: What is the closest you have ever come to dieing?

Tried to kill myself by setting my room on fire. I'm in a hospital for the insane now for doing it.

I want to be adolf hitler, or an angel of light with feathery wings, or a dark angel with bat wings.

At 9/28/09 12:58 AM, EpicFail wrote: Oh my god the devil is fucking haunting an internet image that dissappears and some other bullshit holy christ I wish I wasn't a satanist this is terrible fuuuuck!

Sarcasm. Also OP, you're a tool.

You are a fool. This whole post was just a test. Next time judge with right words, and maybe they wont be spit back out at you. It has gotten way too predictable here. Its pathedic how so many people try to sum up the words of others, then just insert a pathedic insult afterwords. Im sorry, but you do not look smart by dumbing down the words of others.

There it is. Someone put this as your desktop, full screen, then try and do the other options like where its really small and in a bunch of numbers, or the other options. Im going to see if my labtop can change it, maybe it was just a glitch.

Ok, Im getting on my lab top to post it.

None of this is delusional, because I printed it, and my mother has seen it, its right here beside me infact. I guess it just poofed away from the internet.

Satan lucifer, then lucifer satan. In one of these searches there should be this picture of satan with another winged figure, one of them is brightly lit with long hair not showing his eyes, closed eyes. The strange miracles I have witnessed because of this picture are showing that it is unique, I think the origin of this picture is a real being. I want to test them to make sure if they were coincidences or not.

I put it on my desktop, and it would not change its image, it would not go with my desktop options, but every other picture would obey the computers programming. And now I cannot find his picture on my internet, every time I google it I can never find it, typing in the same words I used to find it. So maybe it was taken off the internet or I am witnessing something else, so please google satan lucifer, lucifer satan, lucifer/satan satan/lucifer, to see if it is coincidence or not. Its 2 winged figures one brightly lit the other with his fist clenched. The one brightly lit has his eyes closed.

Never want to be someone you are not, you dont know them for sure. Perhaps from Satans perspective everything sucks, hence he rebels. His life may look intresting from the outside looking in, but the life of a rebel angel is probably not what it seems. I know what it feels like, to be once proud, intelligent, young, ambitous, and it all went to shit in one second of my life it was all thrown away. I was casted out of myself, pretty much insane by human standards. And Im sure God works very well at punishment, he made Satan, remember? He made the light, AND the darkness, and Im sure he has something to do with making or controling evil. All I want is a second chance, which is, if rebel angels are to be truelly punished, would probably want too. If his goal was to overthrow god, and he failed, then was taken out of heaven, and removed as an angel. That is a very low life, filled with failure but potential glory. If he rules in hell, then that may be some how seductive to be one, but only if your expectations in real life are low. I wanted to be God at times, and I did think alot about Satan, and it was great to think of what it was like, but now that I have been downcasted in my own mind, my seat, my authority, I know it is the one thing I want back. Sometimes, the crime is definitley not worth the punishment, especially if God can take everything away, even your own rebelious mind.

But if you were not you, how could you enjoy being someone else?

I just got flash again, its been so long. How do I see what I put in my past frames in my current frames, like when doing a frame by frame flash, were you see what you did in the last frame so you can make small changes to the next frame.

I expected tits at best. But cumshots, and sex? Nice. This world is coming together.

Claim Texas, and form my own small empire, with peace and prosperity. A good empire, with a dictator that does not abuse his power. Using trade it can work. Give people the sence of true freedom even though I rule over them. As it should be. I may be leader but my people lead me and allow me to lead them, they can always rebel. And if my people are faithful and loyal they will enjoy the peace an empire can bring, unlike the uncertainties of how a leader leads and what he can do in the ever changing "democracy".