Well, gf is back from Russia and she hasn't cheated. :D I'm genuinly surprised. Tomorrow we agreed to celebrate our happy 6 months together. No idea how or what, was thinking dinner, candle light etc. We'll see.
But something is still amiss. Let me explain. In my previous relationship the girl needed security before she would give her whole. Understandable. But why is it that girls think that if they give their whole to one of the opposite sex, we would split on them?
I can see why women think this. Trophy behaviour. Once we got what we came for, we move on to the next. But to me, it gets interesting after. Not before.
To me a relationship is the whole package. Otherwise I don't take the relationship seriously, nor is it interesting. But by not taking the relationship seriously, I act without giving a sense of security/maturity. And without doing that, I don't get the whole package. So, then the pushing starts. That may end catastrophically, it may not. Quite the conundrum.
But to be honest, I'm tired of it. I'm tired of pushing. I'm tired of their little problems. I'm so tired of immature women who think they've got issues.
I'm afraid this relationship is going to end like the one before. My gut and other hints tell me it's going to end soon if I don't change my ways. Because otherwise I'm going to get real pushy and fuck up tremendously. I don't want that. She has proven herself trustworthy by not cheating. That's gotta be worth something.
Tell you what I do. I'm going to think reaaaal hard why most of my previous relationships went down under. In the meantime,
Question Time:
1. Why is a sense of security so darn important to a woman?
2. Two part question. Do women actually think men are desperate to get in their pants and by knowing this do they use sex as a mean of stretching a relationship?
3. Why are women convinced we split on them after we've emptied our sacks?
Oh right, because it's true most of the time. I blame my peers :P. Quite frankly, I seek a serious, long relationship. Because like I said before, I grow tired of a new girl every few months.