For one, religious reasons. I was raised as a Christain, but as I grew older I started thinking more and more about "God". I want to believe in him, I want to believe he's there, watching over us to protect us, but I know he isn't. I want to believe in something, but I can't. I think i'm too young to make my own religous desicisions, so I don't know what to do. I know if I tell my parents, they'll never think of me the same way.
Another reason, stress. Moving into a new school, mom and dad are getting married, hurricanes all over the Gulf of Mexico, just to much to handle all at once. There's more reasons adding to my stress, but I don't know them. Honestly, I don't know why i'm stressed out. I just am.
Basically, I feel Emo.
I just feel like shit. I've been felling like this for a few months. I honestly don't know what to do. I just fell like blowing my fucking brains out.