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At 12/30/14 08:05 PM, TailsPrower wrote:

At 12/30/14 07:35 PM, Little-Kinky wrote:

At 12/30/14 02:51 PM, TailsPrower wrote: @Yenmuffin
@HomicidialFrog
@Rad
@Jay
@Little-Kinky

The gang's all here....

Where the fuck have you been you slut.

Living the life of a dead person...

Exodus you silly grunt.

The papers pile up, and I just don't know what to do!

There's one more notch on my bracelet- this one's for you..

And that one guy in my class? He died today, too.

-- Wow, my thoughts are all over, like they're running a race!

And fuck, these tears are burning my face!

Feels like.. Mace.

Haha
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So tell me, world: who did I piss off, this time?

Whose son did I kill? What church have I offended? What community have I ruined?

I can't even think of a rhyme. Has the pain overcome me?

Me? Little-Kinky? The unflinching one?

Has it finally become too much for my little prison of a head to handle?

The death, the loss.. The lust- the sex- the torn friendships and broken spirits?

My life may have flipped in the past.. But I've never landed belly up.

Come find me after the daisy's push up..

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Oh, but back to the title of this silly little thing~

I've writer's block, and I'm feeling its sting!

So give me a hand, send me some help-

Listen for my barbaric.. Yelp?

Yelp, yalp, yawp, yip-
Who gives a damn what old Whitman said while he tripped?

I'm done- ruined; my writing's in flames!

That's all she wrote, for this poor dame..

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El fin.

At 12/30/14 02:51 PM, TailsPrower wrote: @Yenmuffin
@HomicidialFrog
@Rad
@Jay
@Little-Kinky

The gang's all here....

If life were fair, we'd be given a choice.
If life were fair, I'd need not shout
For you to hear my voice.

I would need no rhymes, no silly little poem just to speak my mind-
All I'd need do would be to speak, and you would listen.

Alas, 'tis not how this cruel world works.
To many, I am less than human.
Many wish to steal the fire of my soul,
Every last lumen.

And yet I defy- I do shout
To make my voice heard
And I assure my fire burns
Until they eat every word

And here I am, yet again
With rhymes and poems spilling out of my pen

A few ideas ran through my head during class, and I put pen to paper. The results:
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Depression, Anger, Denial, Anger, Denial, Anger, Depression, Anger, Anger, Anger....

Grief comes in stages?
Yeah, I know a few.
The title of this poem are just a few I'll share with you.
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Depression hit me first- of course you know it's true
The tears kept on flowing until my pretty face turned blue
And the fighting never stopped until my thoughts did turn from you.
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And then came the anger- Oh, the anger!
Why didn't you say- how couldn't I know‽
Those bloody tears fell as my rage did grow..
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And when I gave the anger the boot-
Denial, Bargaining, and depression came suite.
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Your memory still haunts me, even to this day-
The proof is in the nightmares
That plague me in every way.
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Your sister hung herself-
Your mother started drinking.
Your father turned to gambling-
Who cared what I was thinking?
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And all the pain I kept
Deep within myself---
My only riches are pain!
And I do not share my wealth.

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That's it~ Any comments?

At 11/2/14 09:27 PM, larrynachos wrote: On a good day, I get 5 mbps down.

On a bad day, I don't even get 1.

We're paying for 10.

Also, our upload speed has never gone above 1 mbps down.

I would kill for 5 MBS.

Occasionally, I'll get bursts of 300 kbs. Usually it sits at about 50 kbs...

This is painful. The speeds at home never went below 20 MBS....

I can feel my privilege fleeting.

I know, I know- Government internet is gonna be hard to beat!

Don't worry, I don't judge. Post your puny internet speeds here.

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...

I wish the speed here was actually 1.44 MBs. It's usually anywhere between 5 bytes and 100 KBs...

I have seen the darkness, and it is a land without hope.

A limbo, with nothing. Nothing, but time.

Endless time. Waiting: the sport of the land!

And wait name hath they given this dark, dreaded land, where time stands still and all who enter weep?

Military internet..

The name alone brings shivers to to the strongest of men, and the frailest of children.

It is the name, that I now must embrace.

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Excellent to be back, Newgrounds!

Currently? Ulysses, Game Of Thrones, and Leaves Of Grass again.

People disappear~

My high school was loaded with pregnant people~

My friend, 18 now, actually just had her baby..

This freshman, 14, and her idiot fuck buddy, also ended up having to deal with a baby bump near the end of this school year. Fun stuff.

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In middle school, a girl I knew ended up getting pregnant, too. It was hushed, though. She was 12.

At 7/11/14 02:17 PM, All-American-Badass wrote: Cancel download. I'm sticking with Windows 7 until this laptop dies. you can take your windows 8 and suck it.

Nothing to cancel- damage is done! WHAT DO YOU DO NEXT?

And are greeted with this message:

CONGRATULATIONS!

You've been selected to receive a FREE upgrade to Windows 8.1!
For your convenience, we downloaded your new upgrade in the background since your last use!
Enjoy!

What is your reaction?

At 7/10/14 06:43 PM, Xenomit wrote:

At 7/10/14 06:35 PM, Little-Kinky wrote: Oh, c'mon! We need some more inspiration for those cool, old-timey gangster flicks~

What about Detroit then

But.. Isn't Detroit just stray dogs and abandoned buildings?

Or.. Am I thinking of Sochi?

At 7/10/14 06:30 PM, Xenomit wrote:

At 7/10/14 12:20 PM, GoryBlizzard wrote: Crime crime crime crime crime crime crime. Why not bring those days back?

What. The. Fuck.

Oh, c'mon! We need some more inspiration for those cool, old-timey gangster flicks~

Although I like Gory's vision of his city, and I get how he's torn at the sight of one class being pushed out of areas for the benefit of another, I don't think there's a point in discussing this.

The only way you'd -really- be able to stop these changes would be through force, and we'd all know how that would go!

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I wanna rant, too.

Recently, there were plans for a strip mall in my town, hoping to draw more traffic from New York (I live in CT)... They clear cut a big chunk of trees to build it...

Long story short, most all of the stores backed out, because the town's laws forbid the size buildings they were planning. Fine by me! Didn't want a strip mall, and didn't like the idea of even more traffic. Plus, hate New York drivers, as it is.

BUT, the damage was done. We now had a big, ugly, blank area, which used to be a cool little bit of woods with a path that led to a cemetery...

What they did with it, REALLY pisses me off.

Kohls and Big Lots moved in... Which is.. Whatever. But they wasted, SO much space. There are about 8 small empty buildings, which will NEVER be used because of their size. Two banks moved into the area with the two stores... Which makes a grand total of about 8 banks on that stretch of road! Plus, they're building another one. Oh joy.

And the rest of the blank space? Parking lot. Endless parking lot. They paved over every spot that wasn't used, and drew lines on it. Such a waste of space, and a great way to ruin a cool little spot..

If you looked at it on a map, or even in person, it probably wouldn't look too bad. But, knowing what it was before hand, and seeing all the empty space that's empty simply because... Because, ticks me off.

They're not particularly good song... The Mayday Parade one is sickening, actually.

They mostly just remind me of people I miss, ya?

Diary Of Jane - Breaking Benjamin

Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade

Anima Libera - Emi

Why, oh why, are you dead?

Could it be the .357 in your head?

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You're a lead head- in more than one way!

The reason you're dead: The things that you say!

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You pestered and prodded- never gave up!

And now, your brains- they'll never clean up!

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So learn from him- the one with no brain!

Leave me alone- and cause me no pain.

Ick.. The thought of those under-the-skin type birth control things make me queasy.

My older sister got one not too long ago, and HOLY CRAP, the needles they use? Gigantic.

The world's economies have collapsed, every major city is overrun, and wandering hordes of the undead threaten all of those who managed to survive.

Now, you, being one of said survivors, only had time to take one weapon, your trusty (choose a weapon!). Armed with it, you bravely fought your way out of your home.

On the way out, you bumped into (choose a Newgrounder!), and together, you have fought your way to (choose a location!).

After scouring the area for supplies, you both come to realize you are the only survivors in the area. You decide to make a base within (choose an area at your location!), and claim it as your home.

Clearly, your first priority after securing that area, was to (what would you do first?). Once that was fully complete, you and your partner knew you had a fighting chance.

You then both reproduced. The end!

So, Newgrounds, fill in the blanks- what's your zombie story?

I don't play much of Grand Theft Auto...

However, I do remember my older siblings having a copy of Vice City on the PC, and I played that a bit.

The most memorable thing, for me?

THE LANCE VANCE DANCE

So it's 03:00 in the morning, you're lying in bed, as you were four hours ago, staring at the ceiling, wishing you could fall asleep.

You finally surrender to your own brain, and declare "I AM NOT SLEEPING TONIGHT."

So, you sit up, and you....

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What to you typically do when you realize there's no sleep to be had?

Loneliness, tonight-
The pressure constantly builds-
The tear-stain, will grow.

Innocence is lost..
Crying, occupies my nights
Wasted youth taunts me.

At 7/2/14 12:18 PM, larrynachos wrote: I haven't used it all that much, but I'm sure it's fine.

It's safe. I've used it forever~

At 7/1/14 09:08 AM, scoutthesoldier wrote:

At 6/30/14 02:56 PM, Little-Kinky wrote: This site doesn't show how much space the games take up, which is a bummer..

But here it is~

Page Updated: -1.24 seconds ago
wut

Had to switch it from private to public~

The games that, to me, were worth every cent...

Are the Mass Effect Games.

Mass Effect 1, I'll admit, I've played only, like, twice. First time was just to play it, the second time was to get all of the achievements.. Which according to HowLongToBeat.com takes, like, 40 hours. So.. There's that.

Mass Effect 2, I've played and beaten 100% about 6 times... Never got old any of the times.. According to HowLongToBeat.com, the avergame amount of time it takes to beat it once is 35 hours, so that's 210 hours in that game... It's fun.

Mass Effect 3 I've beaten probably 5 times, now.. I'm currently playing it again at my leisure~ Apparently, it takes about 37 hours to 100% it.. And I do everything available every time I play, so, that's like.. 185 hours..

So I've got over 430 hours into the series, then, and counting.

These games keep me coming back to relive the story without getting bored~ I bought the three of them for a total of 100 dollars, and I definitely got more than 100 dollars worth of fun from it...

This site doesn't show how much space the games take up, which is a bummer..

But here it is~

My top played games were:

TF2
Garry's Mod
Empire: Total War
Zombie Panic Source
Age Of Chivalry

Oh, the memories...

We used to use the word "xe", a LONG time ago. Never thought it would actually pick up.

I don't really care- tell me what you wanna be called, and I'll call you that.

Do something amazing on Youtube, and start making money, and let us know.