Shameless bump.

I posted it on some more forums, and the awnsers I get are pretty much the same ; It's alright to escape, but to a point...

Personnaly I think escaping too much is quite the weakness. Trying to deny reality is a step too far into your own psyche. The mind is powerfull... live is too !

Thanks for the comments, I do read them all.

I post here once per fourth months, I can't be copying !

http:// kinhost.org/res/Otherfaq.php
^ What the hell.

I thought furries where bad, and I stumbled over ''Otherkinds''

- Durr, I am just a guy that has personal problem, so il pretend I am not even human.

Quoted from their own F.A.Q :

"How do I know I'm not making this all up? How do I know I'm not just paying head-games with myself, pretending to be something "cool"?

Worries about one's sanity are common enough in the otherkin community. We know that our beliefs are very different from what society tells us is true. Some of us take these worries as a very good sign, noting that the refusal to even question one's own sanity is an almost sure sign of insanity.

But even more importantly, agreeing with everyone else, and believing everything society does, are not the best measures of sanity. A far better measure is that of _functionality_: can you function as a stable, productive adult in the consensual reality?

For example, if you can keep a stable job, a roof over your head, keep up friendships, relationships and/or a social life, pay your bills, and generally behave like a functional adult (if you're an adult Smile ), then it doesn't matter whether you consider yourself a human or a creature from another planet.

On a deeper level, many otherkin find that identifying as such -- identifying as an elf, or a dragon, or a vampire, or a pixie, or whatever -- actually gives them *more* of a sense of stability in their lives and understanding of themselves. If it's simply something you call yourself, then maybe you are just playacting. But more likely, you've found (or will find) that accepting and embracing your identification and your nature as otherkin helps you understand things about yourself that never made sense before. And if it does, then calling yourself otherkin may be helping keep you sane.''

Isin't that just saying, ''Oh, if you feel bad about absolutely anything and want to feel special, join us ?''

Once, I have read a short story named ''Napoleon in Moscow'', where the main caracther evades it's own reality to escape the penalty of love, because his wife uses him, and that was the only time I ever felt a human could destroy his own sanity for a good reason. (I hereby respect Love, should you question my motives)

But reading the text I just posted, and knowing about furries and such, makes me wonder...

How many individuals are now unable to cope with their lives and must ''escape'' to reach out that goal ? ''Escaping'' reality may do you well, but afther some time, it just hurts to see people wandering around, moving their psyche around, to feel more special, or even just to get a bit of attention ?

Those who think like that are mostly sure to call out ''We are now like that'', but il ask everyone to think for a second here, and awnser accordingly.

- Do you think it is unusual to imagine people, imagine their voice, and take actions accordingly from these mental images ?
- Do you actually feel special when you talk about your problems, or things you do, you see, you make, and what you think ?
- Do you think ''escaping'' is a solution to problems, or do you not have problems, since you are that kind of person ?

And please, think about it, double-think, question your own reality. We are all unique, but we all do the same things. Your psyche is the only thing no one can attain, but I must focus -We are humans-.

Created by reproduction of two others humans, a male and a female, and a whole lot of genetic talk later, there we are, humans, humans, humans. We are born with a Brain, and withouth arguing, it is the most powerfull thing we have. Often, it distort reality, brings new meanings, make impossible connections to make us feel better, but it remains that this feeling for hapiness is deep into our brain.

My point stands there. Why ''escape'' into personas and alternate realities ? Bring me ''Human-dragons'', bring me ''humans with animal senses'', bring me a genuine animal, and then I might beleive.

Stop looking for hapiness in a world that does not exist. You exist, and you alone can model your existance. Always question your motives, your very existance, think, double-think, question your every mouvements... And then you may learn to know yourself...

Stop lying to yourself.

PS1: I am interested in arguments, not just ''Fuck you'' or ''You are right !''
Ps2: Yes, I hate those kind of people, but I won't go around flamming like an idiot.
Ps3: Excuse my english, for I am french.

yay for the 10-12 people that have the flu for real.

You are a big failure to the Human race.

I am sorry, but thats how I judge you.

Yes, just for being a furry, just for accepting it.

Bump for more comments.

Thanks for the comments. All should be fixing exept the 2 different eye colors, my artist insisted she would kill me if I changed the eye colors.

As for the copying, she drawn it on Photoshop, I got into flash, and done it Line by line in super magnified, then colored the whole thing.

aww you quite right.

Nah in fact what I want is you to tell me if anything is amiss. Right now I changed the background shades, added a cigar, an ashtray and some bottles of rhum on the bar, but there is still something amiss along all this, and I can't tell what.

Hello artist. So my friend drawn a scene for me, wicth I almost copied from scracth.

I want you to comment and to be harsh.

What do you say, please ?

My first name is Guay...

No way -.-

At 7/14/09 10:48 PM, Kev-o wrote: I support our troops when they shoot their officers.

I agree with you. But the officers should shoot their High-ranks before.

No, I prefer to have a goat shit on me than being stupid eought to try to become a marine.

Thats how I hate you guys.

No, you stumbled upon a site where no one smokes ! Good for you! Yay!

More seriously, they are lot of people here that smoke, but not me.

North Korea is as poor as vietnam, but at least you would have a good reason to Invade it.

But then whatever, if you die, I won't cry,

At 5/19/09 09:12 AM, Leidolfr wrote:

At 5/19/09 07:21 AM, J-qb wrote: Also, the jacket looks traced? It's fine by me if you want to make it into an animation, but you will not learn to draw any better if you trace stuff.

I wouldnt have noticed...untill ya said it. I just assume people are honest about their art, so lets see what he says

Yes, it is traced.

Ah well, thanks for the comment. Il make this guy awfully ugly!

At 5/19/09 01:57 AM, Kuro wrote: I'd suggest redrawing it entirely.

At the moment it looks like the strong man from the circus wearing a colonial British navy outfit and a pork pie hat that someone stepped on.

Hahah, damn your Honesty.

Right, redrawing it. Guess il wait for a few more comments before doing that.

No, i am not good at drawing, especially on a laptop pad.

But I am working on a little thing i'd like to make, ''Pirate pick-up lines'' and I need a burly pirate to board a Lady as much time as I got lines. (currently, over 18)

So, this is what I got so far. Any ideas how to make this guy look more like a Pirate ?

Oh ! This is...

The real awnser is that Tehslaphappy was raped as a child, and it's revenge upon the world, whom he hate for it's bashefull commiment to satify our hungers withouth thinking of others, shaking them, using them, being manavolent to eachother just to satify our power thirst.

The awnser to this enigma, my friends, is love.

Gimme you hand and let's cross the line togheter.

Why so.... you know the drill

Japan invented scat and fart porn, and also Lolicon, underage piss sale, and yet we are fucked ?

What the hell were you doing on a fur site anyway, petting your second personality hoping he was gonna get real with you.

Rule 34 done worse anyway...

Like lolicon, that's stupid.

''Can't wank on little girls ? Wank on drawn little girls''!

Too bad my parents will be back home, we could have hosted the afther party here!

(Yes, i already invited 40+ random people in my house and got no problem, especially because i had a private barman. /awesome)

Bah, il be working those day, and my e-penis is no macth for rig, too bad.

*Check your profile*

Now i know.

At 4/22/09 11:55 PM, Carbon wrote: Why the hell did you make a second thread?...

Why the hell din't you read what i said ?

Anyway, going on...

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Sensationalism - I fell the sensationnnsss alll over mah bodiess.... but not from you.

Well there you are, proud of what you are. You live your life camly, but you always regret it because it could be the last day. You have an obvious love for mother nature and all the ecology thing, so you must admit a lot to yourself, and you got more than half-a-ball. You tend to go for things even if you're unsure about them.

Still you're not the most sure about yourself man in the world, you like to listen to music, because then you don,t have to think, it makes thing simplier. You also like big sensations, mabey even dominance, because you always leave a way to get back to you. You would like to fix every moral issue in the world, but what can you change ?

Wild Guess : You think it's weird that people aren't the same, that there isin't conformity - even if it would make the world boring, it's just weird.

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Elios - Elite + Cherrios

You blantantly are open about yourself and pretty sure of who you are, confidence shine out of your every orifice. You like to be right when you give what you think is ''good advice'' and that points out you like kids (not in that special way, though...) The internet is not real life for you, you have things to do outside. You also like a touch of irony for laughs mostly, you don't mean to hurt people unless they are idiots.

You have a penchant for art, i guess you see it as your talent. Riddles too must be fun, and quick-reaction IRL issue must give you a thrill. You enjoy confort and just being there. You look for a higher meaning but you can't seem to find it everthing dosen't seem so exiting, afther all. So you must have another passion than art, i cannot tell wich.

Wild Guess : When you sit down and think about life seriously, you think it's quite boring.
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igrieveforurloss - Thanks.
You have almost no post... i cannot do much.

That account must be an alt. You like to create things, to see great and nice things in life. A internet combo is wayyy cooler than most things. You have a bitter view of mankind but you don,t express it all over the world. You like akwards solutions too.

-Wild guess : You don't get drunk often.
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Koriigahn - We are the korrigans, you're gonna be bited by korrigans!

You like things that are planned and structured, mabey a little repetive. You care for your friends deeply, mabey more than your family. You have no difficulty imaginating things and you're pretty much into mystical things. Feelings are a great thing too, you like to fell something up or down your spine : it define life. You are deeply attached to music and the feeling or sensation it procures. When dealing with asshole, you use harsh irony. You reserve direct insults for those you really hate.

You like to help people when it comes to creating more musicians, but only over the internet. You would't trust someone in real life that you've never seen before, you tend to be a little off with too much social persons. You're not too much sure about what make life but you kind of enjoy it anyway. You don't question yourself too much about you, because you don,t need to know who you are to live...for now.

Wild Guess : You wish to be very very popular in the future.
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Kalibur. - EX much ?

A lack of confidence in yourself, but you fell like you're telling the truth. You say you don't like too much life for the things it din't give you, and you fail at thinking ''I could be great at that one day if a pratice'' because your views are pretty much ''you're born with a skill, you don't acquire it''. Deep within yourself, you like life for all the question and variety it offers (Ever wacthed deviant porn? *wink wink*) but then again loathe you for being off-morals.

You opinions are pretty much ''il tell what i think then say it must no be it, so i am safe''. You do not like risks that could hurt you, but you like discussing unusual things with people and general acceptance and normalist, so i think you must have a ''Dark secret'' that you never tell, because you judge yourself kind of different for thinking of that

Wild Guess : You would like a girlfriend that is a true leader and a great lover, so that you would't have to involve too much.
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Zombified - Must...eat....peeblesss

You like when people talk about you, and especially what people think of what someone thinks of you. You also go with the flow, a popular opinion is often yours because it is said by people. You don't like to stand out very much, you blend in. You like to develop friendships and see it as a necessity to have friends. You give people chances often, and you would trust a convincing eought stranger to say to you something important. You are not too sure about who you are, neither do you ask yourself the question.

You see people as a horde of Zombie with some differents goals, and lead by somes Zombies themselfves that were just lucky to be bigger and smarter. Each person is different and you like to take your time to know them. When you do get strong opinions, you stick by them for a very long time. You waster your time and you know it, you feel a bit guilty each time you think about it. Overall, you're just not sure about a lot of things.

Wild Guess : You're not even sure what love is, but you know you can feel it.

I think no one, minus albinos, beats me.

Last time i tried to get some tan, MY SKIN PEEL OFF MY ARM!

http://www.newgrounds.com/bbs/topic/1052 975

Sorry guys, could not keep up at this rate.

Sooo, i got bombarder with request in the first thread, i following some people intelligent advice, il set up a list. I won't accept anything until i am done with those. Mind you, i can't do this all the time, it takes me a good 15 minutes minimum to get one persone done. Another good reason, this will stop the mindless bumps. So i will limit the demands to 30 for now, sorry, otherwise i could't keep up with all of this.

Also, this is mostly for ME, i want to test myself and i also want you to counter review if i am right or wrong. To all those that don't see the point, i do. This is a test for me, for i think to have lost my magical know-all-from-a-look thingy. Yes it's easier in real life, but recent failures have made me doupt. (Specificly in the love field, for all you care -.-)

When this is all done, il start thread number 3 or ask i mod to change this post, something like that.

Frenchy, so don't mind the engrish too much.

Here is the list at the start of the thread, 22 april 2009
30-ish next people.

Sensasionalism
Elios
iGrieveForUrLoss
Korligahn
Kalibur
Zombified
EverReady2kill
Homor
pauralotter14
Ragnarokia
Imlunchboxx
Silver-Glint
SolidLiquid
Another-user
Maximus
McJesus
Frank-The-hedgehog
The777demon
Kuro
REDSPADES
amplefield
andsoitbegins
ilikegames12
Podburrys
Whatont
InsertFunnyUserName
Bramly-apple
Sammeh
Rubbertrucky
andhination
SCUD14
Bassanova-001
BobbaQ
Ismael92

I shall start right afther i finish eating that delicious fish i am cooking. Fell free to post so that i can post when i am ready, or just comment even if you're not in the list. Demands will be refused until part 3.

You guys are gonna kill me. Thanks for the counter-review. Il do like 6-7 per night, be patient.

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StarF68 - To the star! To the end of the universe! To the toilet!

You are one of the other that are not sure they love themselfves. Sure in overall you're pretty much good, but when you think it deeper, you don't do it for long, it's not fun. You think you're just pretty much lazy, you can overcome it sometime, but your comfort is worth more than efforts, especially if the result is not sure. You are confident in yourself when it comes to talk about yourself and you're quit e open about it.

Your vision of life is pretty straigthfoward, you like things clears and your vision must be one the better ones. Love is one of the thing you're the most knowledgable about, you like to talk about it, just when you're not starting the discussion. You broke up recently (I read that up, i am not that good) and that scarred you, you do still love her in a way. This is not gonna kill you, though it does takes a lot of time in your thinking time. Life is fun to you, but it could be soooo much better...if you had the balls to undertake something that would require a lot of time and effort. You don't like to lose your time on something that's not sure to bring you back something (ex :self-satisfaction)

Wild Guess : You hate cooking.
Type : Stand-out Lover Relaxer of Type 1
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xxxalecxxx - xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxolulz

Blantant one-liner reviews point out at you trying to be cool or at least, pwn something or be right. You go the cool way, not the ''i am sure of my awnser way'' so you're not quite arguing, you're fitting in. When you do give serious awnsers, it's no or a yes, nothing else. Lack of developpement while trying to awnser, you must be somewhat depressive (or thinking you are, for me depression does not exist.

You try to fit your harsh personality unto something else, and you will probably rejecy everything i tell you here, but fell a sting somewhere aftherwards, then admit it slowly withouth telling. Of course, you're young, so you not sure of who you are, but you never ask yourself the question anyway. You enjoy life for now, even though school suck, and you pass time in your projects to fufill something.

Wild guess : You joke about a lot of things, but never death or love. Don't mess with that.
Type : Non-defined Fitter, Type 2
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Sensationalism and Elios and some more tonight...

Il resquest, gently, a counter-review... i want to know where i was wrong, if it is possible.
Also, taking in advice Sensationalism, Il be closing registeration for now. I can only do this 2 hours a day ! So until i finish those, no more, please.

Neverhundred - Don't you like 99 and 0 ?

You like music, you like mystic, you like specials things, you love love - But you don't say it out loud. Why do you like those things ? They can't be proved or disproved, the Soul question remains, eternal questionements, you like that. You like to rack your brains for awnsers. You are not sure of your views ; you like to 2-side your responses to be sure to be right, not that being wrong would destroy you, it would be...just bad.

You like to argue in the simple matter of enemeratings facts one at the time. You have a lot of little phobias, ticks if i may say. Things that bother you. One in perticular if you being touched, held, or modified, i guess you don't swimming nor changing your appearance.

-Wild guess : Are you in love ? I think you are. You don,t seem to be completly concentrated when posting

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Irashii - You don't have a lot of posts, and you're a girl, this might be off charts completly XD

You quite like yourself, nothing special to say about that. You could be better, but right now you're great like you are. One thing that is important for you are friends are proving to eachother : no one has earnt your confidence unless they proved they are real friends ; same thing for love, you would't date a man that has not done anything for you. You think everyone should be able to do art and fear nothing, but that's really a way to say that you have something to show, or would want to, but can't because of social boundaries.

Life is life for you, the rules are set, no twisting, no spectacular things : you think of it, but it's out of bounds. You fell a little bit empty, you give your opinions and that's that, you go to work and that's it, you do something...because it has to be done. You pull through because you see a higher meaning somewhere. You can combat your fears but you would rather not face them. Though if it has to be done, it will.
What can i say more ? You are a typical person, much rather normal in appearance and judgement that a lot, nothing out of the ordinary.

Wild Guesses, you get 2!
- You do have a Dark secret or a horrible memory stuck that you would like to express.
Very wild guess - Would it be the death of someone in perticular ;-) ?
- You wish for a quick change near you to find other things to do... but you don't always realise that.