I wouldn't call myself anti-social, not by your definition.
I have a very large group of friends, or well, more like aquintances, they are very close to me, but I'm not close to them. Probably just because I don't really share any opinions with most of them, so I don't really care for them dearly. As pretensious as this may sound, most of them can actually be replaced. Not all of course, the guy who sells me weed and speed, Don't know of anyone else that can do that.
I'm a loyal friend, when I need to. I am also disloyal, when I need to.
If one of my closer friends is going to beat the shit out of another of my friends, then I stay neutral and keep out of it. Even if I know he's going to get badly hurt.
It's just the smart thing to do.
And that's what's important right?
If you're smart enough, you can get yourself through pretty much anything.
I've been messing with drugs, doing, selling and occasionally smuggling (not out of the country, just from town to town) for a while now, and I'm completely fine, I don't have any debts, although I should, and I've never gotten my ass kicked. Just because I know how people work.
Everything is so dramatic these days, so cheesy and predictable, although I guess it always has been, the world is filled with people with these completely idiotic, dramatized, and Iconized opinions, which are fed to them by the media. Teenagers killing themselves because of iPods and breakups. Soldiers dying for "the good of the nation". A "nation" is just a piece of land, claimed by some people, which supposedly share the same opinions, although they don't.
It's all just so fucking stupid. It's like everytime I get into a conversation, I know just what to say to get someone to do what I want. I can get girls to sleep with me, just by praising their appearance and saying I love them and such bullshit. Love doesn't exist you bitches. I can get guys to kick someone's ass just by saying this guy said that, bla bla bla.
It's all very simple really. What I say leads to an emotion/emotions, which then leads to a reaction. So If I say to someone "Dude. I did actually, No bullshit. Just rape your mother. Just now. Not kidding"
Then that will invoke anger, which leads to me getting punched in the face.
It's sort of like the science of people.
Deep down they're all the same. Black or white, Christian or Atheist, Male or female.
You're all the fucking same, you sort yourselves into these cliques of people that resemble you the most, the most obviously. Music taste and such, what you like doing.
I am really venting here.
But it doesn't matter, I don't give a shit.
You see, to me, this whole system, capitalism, communism, whatever.
It's all bullshit, there is no such things as "human rights" it's all just some bullshit made up by people who didn't like being pwned because they were so weak-hearted anymore. And thus, through everyone being sheltered like fucking kittens, the weak have truly inherited the earth.
Struggling to serve these stupid Ideals, Freedom of speech, war against drugs, equality. bla bla bla.
None of that shit matters. If people weren't so stupid, they'd have long realised that it's each individual that should (for results) take matters into their own hands. Instead of grouping up and yelling shit at passers-by.
Ok this is enough for now.
But I seriously think "Anti-social" is just another stupid label, to put on people that actually have something between their ears. I've been told I have APD several times.
Does that mean I'm crazy?
I function perfectly fine the way I do. Of course my mind thinks of my OWN good. anything else would just be incredibly idiotic.
Fuck you.
