At 1/12/05 08:46 PM, Myst_Williams wrote:
Everyone of those questions is very true. Although, i am, at heart, one of those guys who thinks he has all the answers....
I know exactly what you mean. I was once there myself. A know it all "smartass".
Some things a hard for me to believe, such as some of the more 'miracle' type stories of the bible. Not only that, but...
I am sorry for being a Devil's Advocate, but these are some of the things i ask myself and wonder.
Not at all. We all wonder the same from time to time. The more you know about the work of Jesus. The way God has act in history, the more you wonder. The more you question but at the same time. The more you get closer to him. Who said that Jews didn't believe in him¿? All his disciples were Jews. Christianity was born within Judaism. Many of them converted to Christianity. Plenty of them believed in him, they followed him. It was the extremists who didn't believe in him, or didn't want to.
Why¿? Because they turned everything into a Dogma, into doctrine. It wasn't about following God anymore and following his commandments. It was about creating a series of rules "do this" "don't do that" and forget completly about the principles, forget completly about the attitude of the heart. They were doing stuff for men to see them. thus why Jesus treat them the way he did. Take for example what many people do, they deliberately sin then pray and they are even. I mean, is not a magic formula.
You may fake your christianity very well for the men around you to praise you. But at the end, what is going to save you is your true faith in God because he is the one that will judge you. He is the only one that can really read your heart when you pray. And he knows is what you do is because you feel really repentance or just because you seek peace of mind (Like for example: "I feel terrible. OH I know, I shall pray and ask forgiveness. Phew, now I feel better" Know what I mean¿?).
When you actually follow God, Sin burns you. It is not the rule in your life. It's the exception. You can't avoid it, you are human. But when it happens, you repent truthfully and it just shows you how hopeless you are. And how day by day, you need of God to help you, to give you the strenght to fight those daily temptations.
You said something interesting about Jesus being dead. And about how we await for him to come back. Jesus died on that cross. And with that he paid for our sins. A just died for a sinner. Just as sin enter humankind through one man, salvation came through one man. But he didn't remain dead. And this is our faith and hope: That he ressurrected, that he is alive. The hope in eternal life is that, that just as Jesus ressurected, our Heavenly Father will do the same with us at the end of times. That's the hope in eternal life.
Because God is a God of living, not of dead. And our God is alive and so is his Son.
It is hard for me to do so, but i am going to try. And i hope my efforts will prevail, thus ending my confusion.
Just remember that isn't you. Remember that you are not looking for God. You are not trying to find him. I mean, is God missing¿? Of course not. We are the ones who are lost, or once were. And he is the one who is trying to establish contact with us, to re-establish the connection that once we had but was broken because of sin.
Is up to you to take the step forth and accept his hand. To humiliate yourself and accept that you need him, not only to fill that spiritual void you have in your heart. But because without him, you will be lost (And I don't mean this in a terrenal way).
Just remember: The spiritual things can only be discerned spirtually. Pray God for Him to give you the discernment.
-Blessings
P.S.: You should read some of the previous posts made. There are some interesting debates and inputs that could be useful for you. Also start reading the Bible(if you don't already).
"Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."