...about what I'm going to do with my summer.
And no, this isn't like, "Summer camp or get a job?" A little heavier than that.
So I have a cornicopia of shit to sort through. First off there's the offer to go on tour again with my buds Houston We Have A Problem. I'd absolutely LOVE to. I went with them and Outclassed on
their winter tour a few months ago and had the time of my fucking life. Plus, it made me a much much much better bass player, which I was definitely happy about. Here's a vid of me playing with them at the Mr. Roboto Project last weekend.
I'm also thinking about sub-letting my room out to a friend this summer. It would save me a boat load on rent a really loosen up all the stress that I've been having this year over paying rent. But this is also layered on with this girl I'm currently seeing.
We've only been on a more than friends level for a few days, but she makes me incredibly happy. I've been in such a good mood lately and I've never really felt this way about a girl before. To be brutally honest, every memory of every girl I've dated in the past is full of regret. And to add a little more brutality to it, I felt embarassed by all of them, too. Not because of looks or anything, just their personalities. But I would stay with them because a fear of lonliness. This new girl though make me feel nothing of the sort.
So I fear going on tour and sub-letting my room would both really wear on us. Me not having a real place for her to go to and me not being around for a month makes me nervous.
Any advice NG?