To anyone wishing to avoid feeling down, I suggest skipping the remainder of this post.
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Today, after a month of serious illness and constant visits to the vet, we had to put my pet, my friend of 11 years, to sleep. Writing that sentence took me about 15 minutes - I'm not generally a very emotional person, but this event has really struck a heavy blow to me and my family. She was always stubborn, as much as any cat ever could be, but I loved that chubby little furball. I've never even realized how much I did until this morning. Entering my house after coming back, I've found that I still expect her to come out behind the corner, looking at me as though nothing happened. Because I loved her with all my heart, and I cherish every second I spent with her.
Those among you who never had pets probably can't understand this, so I'll just address the ones that do: spend every spare moment you have showing your pets how much you care for them. I always have, and today it just doesn't feel as though it was enough. Every second that I haven't shown her my care now pains me. So please, cat owners, dog owners, iguana owners - I don't care: find your pets right this instant and give them a hug, a pet, anything. Because when you won't be able to do that anymore, you will regret it.
Goodbye, my friend. I hope that you moved on to something better. That's the only comfort I can give myself at the moment.
Sorry to anyone who is bothered by this post, I just had the need to say it, and writing is currently a bit easier than speaking the words out loud. I've only told my gf, and barely found the strength to finish my sentences properly.
