At 11/23/09 01:40 AM, Peaceblossom wrote:
Haha, nobody has said it, but based on some of the posts its clear they didn't read it. And yeah, something about shy girls draws me in so much.
Oh, it's been said. I just happened to lurk your thread and extend them the courtesy of unsaying their crap. ; )
Anyway, you're kinda young to the whole game, but I'd be feeling pretty good about myself other than the apparent lack of condomage during coitus. Fuck that shit... ALWAYS be prepared. You stop at the store on the way home, tell her she can only blow you; WHATEVER. No going in without putting on the batter-block.
So, yea. It's not that bad. I mean... it could be worse for sure. What if this chick actually thought you wanted a relationship with her? You're clearly not interested any longer and into that other girl, so it's good that you don't have to be inexperienced and now you've got some decent confidence vibes going so you aren't all timid or whatever around your real interest. Even if the other girl ISN'T clean... you're probably fine. STDs aren't exactly prevalent, nor are the odds 100% of you contracting them given that somone has one. I mean... you can't even be guarenteed to get a girl pregnant with one occasion of spilt milk you're cryin' over. It's repeated exposure to the population at large that puts you at risk; NOT each individual occurance.
Good luck with it all. Oh, and lay off the drinking. It'll catch up. Monetarily, health-wise, etc. You DO NOT want to deal with alcohol withdrawals.