Just to give an update on the situation (which I'm sure 90% of you don't really care), it has been pretty much determined as of today that she is NOT pregnant. After 2 weeks ago with her taking the pregnancy test and it reading a big ol' NEGATIVE, she told me today that she finally started her late period. Period + Negative pregnancy test = I'm one happy motherfucker.

I swear, would you people read the whole thing before you post? I mean come on!

At 8/26/04 05:01 PM, MamaTequila wrote: I hate to say it...but she needs to go to a doctor to get tested properly..when i thought i was pregnant I took a test. It was negative. I went to the doctor..it was positive.

Besides,the circumstances are a little shady there.You can't really tell that early. ( I have two kids, i know what I am talking about)

She should have found out for sure first, instead of freaking you out. That was kinda cruel.

Thanks so much for your concern. I really do feel that everything is fine though. I mean, something could happen, but for now I believe that the test is accurate, that nothing is going to come of this, that both of us can move on with our lives. Me and her are over, kaput, no more, etc.

It's like one of those things when you feel like the weight of the world has been taken off of your shoulders, it's such a good feeling.

For those of you who made fun of me and ridiculed me for my situation, fuck every single one of you.

However for those of you who were understanding, tried to help calm me down, or even just tried to say something funny to cheer me up, I thank you all so so so much.

Fact is, she took a test and she is NOT pregnant! YEEEEEE!!! hehe... anyway, I have definetly learned a lesson from all of this, as I'm sure all of you can guess.

Hey everybody, I need to know what you all think.

Ok, I had sex with this girl one time, and one time only. We did it without a condom, and I pulled out before I cummed. 2 days later she said she started feeling kinda sick, and she has been feeling sick for a little over a week now. To make it worse, she said her period was supposed to be last week. Am I as screwed as I think I am?

Thanks for the advice. I just want to give RPG maker a try, then as I get more time to work on other things, I'll try and work with flash or other programs and/or languages (like C++ or Java)

Hey everybody, I was just wondering if anyone can help me find a site to get RPG Maker 2000 or maybe 2003 (if it's available in english). I've tried looking for sites to purchase the product from, but I keep getting led to crap sites or places where you can buy RPG maker 2 for PS2. This would be helpful if I was trying to buy it for my PS2, but I'm not of course.

So, if anyone can help me find a site to get RPG Maker legally (not some illegal download), it would be appreciated. :)

(yes, I posted this in GENERAL forum as well, but they said I should ask in here)

Is 2 easier to learn, or something?

At 4/22/04 07:48 PM, UltimateZeldaFan wrote: i know a site where you can download for free a pretty nice rpg maker. except i doubt you would want to know what it is...

Well I mean, if it's a free download and not illegal or anything, then go ahead an tell me.

I actually have been learning C++ in college, but all they teach us is basic crap. I'll have to find time somehow in order to learn to make games with C++

Hey everybody, I was just wondering if anyone can help me find a site to get RPG Maker 2000 or maybe 2003 (if it's available in english). I've tried looking for sites to purchase the product from, but I keep getting led to crap sites or places where you can buy RPG maker 2 for PS2. This would be helpful if I was trying to buy it for my PS2, but I'm not of course.

So, if anyone can help me find a site to get RPG Maker legally (not some illegal download), it would be appreciated. :)

Hey, just thought I'd revive this thread since there are more people on right now. If any of you would like to, please leave comments.

At 2/25/04 05:27 PM, Earfetish wrote: I've got a load of really fucked up songs. Some of them = bannage for posting, and some contain references to rape and the enjoying of such acts.

Go for it man. Might want to censor a few things so you won't get banned, but post a couple on here.

Here's the other new song of mine. Leave comments if you'd like.

Remember, copyright. PLEASE ask before you use. Or else I'll sue your ass. LoL

A Little While
By: Will Damron

How do I tell you I miss you
Before I've even left your side?
How can I get all the words out
While emotions I try to hide?
How can I stand to breathe
When the air turns cold as I start to leave?

The look of your eyes, the touch of your skin
Makes me wish this moment would never end.
The sound of your voice, the way you smile...
Though I may be gone, I'll be back in a little while.

How will I walk tomorrow
When I know you're not around?
How will I stay on the ground
Without your halo to bring me down?
How will I face the day
Without seeing the sun shine down on your hair?
Where will I hide my eyes
If I turn around and see that you're not there?

The look of your eyes, the touch of your skin
Makes me wish this moment would never end.
The sound of your voice, the way you smile...
Though I may be gone, I'll be back in a little while.

I can't breathe this lonely air...
Hide my eyes, for the sun won't shine,
Without you there...

The look of your eyes, the touch of your skin
Makes me wish this moment would never end.
The sound of your voice, the way you smile...
Though I may be gone, I'll be back in a little while.

At 2/25/04 12:52 PM, invisible_guy wrote: several things
1. cool song
2. do you have music to it, if so could we hear it
3. post the other song.
4. and finally cool song.

(some how cool song got in there twice)

I don't have music to it yet. I've been experimenting a little with the electric guitar to try and find a good sound for it (not to mention music to where I can sing it in my vocal range).

I'll post the other song here in a few.

Meanwhile, does anyone think I should change my profile pic to the following? Just check the profile to see my old one.

Hey, I wrote a couple of new songs recently, and thought I would post the lyrics here on the board. I'm going to post the first of these two, titled "Blind". It'd definetly the darker and angrier of the two.
If anyone would like to see the other one, just tell me and I will post it as well. It is more of a love song, probably the best I have ever written.

Anyway, here it is. And please, please, if anyone wants to borrow some of the lyrics, ask. They didn't invent the copyright for nothing.

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Blind
By: Will Damron

I am not a savior,
I am just a child with no direction.
I can't see,
Anything that the future holds for me.

Bring me to life with the golden arches
Flying high above my eyes
Carve me through to the crying rainclouds
Never to be recognized

I am not a savior,
I am just a child with no direction in my life
I can't see,
Anything that my future holds for me.
Blind as can be.

Hold me up with a crutch of pain and sorrow
Cutting through my skin
Beat me down with weapons of your recollection
Teaching me another lesson
Never to begin, never to end

I am not a savior,
I am just a child with no direction in my life
I can't see,
Anything the future has in store for me.
I'm blind as can be, never to see.

Fuck all your answers and
Fuck all your questions.
Fuck all the lessons you try to teach to me
Fuck all your answers and
Fuck all your questions
Fuck all the lessons you preach to me

I am not a savior,
I am just a child with no direction,
No fucking direction in my life.
I can't see the future in store for me,
I'm blind as can be, and I'll never get to see.
See the fucking pain I feel when you cut me through the heart.

Who cares if they understand Stewie all the time on the show? Fact is, STEWIE ROXXORZ!

At 1/22/04 03:39 PM, Maurizio wrote: Bert reminds me of Squidward

Actually now that I think about it, their voices are VERY similar, and where Bert is obsessed with bottlecaps and pigeons, Squidward is obsessed with his clarinet and... well that's all I can think of for Squidward.

Sorry about that being such a LONG sentence. My brain is fried from classes today and I just didn't care. LOL

At 1/21/04 11:15 PM, ThatDudeOverThere wrote: No good can come from this. Look, Nintendo, get your shit together and get your goddamn consoles online. You make great games, really, but they'd be a hell of a lot more fun if you'd focus on what gamers really want, and stop doing shit like this... this... thing, that's most definitely gonna go the way of the Virtual Boy.

Keep in mind, not everyone wants to play games online. In order to play online you have to be connected by ethernet or cable, which many people cannot afford.

At 1/22/04 10:54 AM, Waq wrote: who are these burt and ernie people?

They are muppets and a couple of the "stars" of a popular children's show called Sesame Street. I'm guessing you never heard of the show? Surely you've heard of the ever-annoying (and high pitched in voice) red muppet named Elmo.

At 1/22/04 10:51 AM, Darklilangel23 wrote: bert and ernie are gay

they have a guy with his hand up their butt all day long

LoL... well I must admit, that is true (thanks for the laugh) :)

Guess that means Elmo is gay too. LMAO

I've been on a lot of message boards, and in the rare occasion Sesame Street is mentioned, the thread is bombarded with people saying that Bert and Ernie are a "gay" couple in the Sesame Street world. Well, I have found an article that does in fact prove this wrong. It's about halfway down the article, so look for it.

http://www.abcnews.go.com/sections/us/WolfFiles/wolffiles162.html

Hopefully this will show the truth to some of the sickos out there.

Oh, and for those who still think they characters are gay after reading the article... keep this in mind: THEY ARE PUPPETS! NOT REAL!

At 1/19/04 02:28 AM, DopestarZero wrote: Congradulations on getting rid of your jealous girlfriend. They're a hassle anyway. Now as far as the quote, why not use a quote that's actually one of HIS? Do you not know any of his songs other than his cover of Hurt?

Of course i've heard other songs he's done, but it was the last one he released before his death.

sorry, that should be "an update" in that last post.

And in response to the person who mentioned the quote from J. Cash in my sig, I put it as a quote from him and not NIN because I put it there as a dedication to him, the man in black.

Well... and update... I no longer have to worry about my girlfriend's jealousy... because she is no longer my girlfriend. :(

Over the last few days, we have talked on the phone and just kept arguing and arguing, never reaching a solution to our problems. And as bad as it may sound... I just couldn't take it anymore. I haven't been really happy for a long time, I feel paranoid about going out with any friends that are female, and I HATE jealousy.

Yes, I know that jealousy is an inevitability, but there is a difference in types of jealousy. The kind that had to do with the whole "prom" thing is... well, sort of understandable. But everything else about my friends is just ridiculous and inexcusable. Friends are the most important thing in my life, and until I'm married, they will stay an important part of my life! Even after I'm married, although I won't be able to spend as much time with them.

I'm in a mix of emotions right now. Relief, sadness, self-hate, and I could go on for hours. I just hope I've made the right decision.

At 1/17/04 03:21 AM, Waq wrote: Dude...For a joke (you need a card with yuor details to get into the comp rooms at our school) i stole my g/fs card.When i gave it her back she went MAD at me.So i said "Wanna break up then...?" she shouts as loud as she can "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM JUSTN MAD AT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!".Everyone stares at us.I was fucking so embarrassed.I just walked off from then.We are still together but our elationship doesn't hold as strong

Dang man, I swear. Are girls just irrational or what? I mean, one little thing sets them off. I know what you mean about how it doesn't hold strong anymore. This has just been a few days ago and I already feel unstable in the relationship now... geez.

I know this is slightly off topic, but for those who don't believe in Heaven or Hell or anything affiliated with those, do you believe in spirits, ghosts, souls, and the like?

Sorry, I was just curious.

At 1/17/04 01:06 AM, Mopsicle wrote: She doesn't trust your friends, so obviously she doesn't trust you. Don't ditch your friends for her, and make her know that you can be trusted... that is if you can really be trusted?

I really can be trusted, at least I believe so. I have never cheated on a single girlfriend I have ever had, no matter what.

At 1/17/04 12:19 AM, ACDC_AONGHAS wrote: No jesus died from sniffing crack. Jesus isn't even real. I hate christians, they are so fuckin stupid.

Please don't claim that you hate all christians. Not all of us are uptight jerks. Some of us are actually quite friendly.

First, I have to say that I don't agree with you in any way. I do respect your opinion however, and am not going to flame you as most other christian users would.

I must ask you however, was there really any point in posting this topic other than trying to make people mad?