Yeah, I used to be able to hate my weekends if it didn't consist of alcohol or drugs, and to an extent, I still feel that way.
But I've realized that I've been drinking way too much this past year and I need to put my drink down.
I've done so many regretable things when I'm drunk, and I've said so many stupid things that weren't supposed to come out.
sigh.
You can have fun without being drunk, or high.
At least you can remember the jokes told the next day.