I used to smoke. I tried quitting, went a month without cigs, just had a camel yesterday...felt good

As i come home from detention, i check the mailbox for my progress report and I see that manilla bubblewrap packaging......i shit my pants and run inside. It...is...GEETAR HEREOH VAN HAYLIN. The game came in a little cardboard sleeve like a pc demo disc or some shit. Also came with a bandhero/djhero poster and a worldtour/smashhits poster.

The game plays on the metallica engine with metallica graphics. The songs in the game are excellent but challenging and the songs are charted near perfect. The solos are semihard but not to hard to pass. Ill be working on 1000gs in VH so if anyone's interested in MP Achivements, hit me up: GT; aYc Brumak

inb4 xbox is gay

Thanks for the invite. I got 27 ptz on that loading game thing. this seems legit u guize.

ccannavin@comcast.net

jerzeyzsniper123@hotmail.com

go for it

weed is niiiice

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Was Bored, Omen Red

Mine had to be Ozzfest 1998. First Ozzfest i went to and it had to be the best one. Ozzy was fucking amazing.

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At 7/27/09 07:57 PM, amplefied wrote: So what exactly is the relationship between Adam, GF, Guy1 and Guy2. Did ya'll have an orgy or something.

alright...im adam. GF is my GF. GUY 1 is her old neighbor that was the husband and father of the cousin's children. GUY2 is GFs uncle who passed a long time ago. they were rereeeeeeeeeeally close..

At 7/27/09 07:52 PM, g-muff wrote: Don't you ever fucking leave her Adam!! You Hear me, Don't ever leave her!!!!!

She'll haunt your ass down if you do!

She told me a week ago shes gonna haunt me for fun.

At 7/27/09 06:59 PM, scarneck wrote: I don't know you or your family but my eyes are still watering right now. really touching and I really am sorry for your loss. I literally laughed and cried at the same time when she wrote 'shove your tongue all the way down his throat'. She sounds like an amazing person

I appreciate that lol, thanks.

At 7/27/09 05:52 PM, Excursius wrote:

At 7/27/09 05:48 PM, TheRipper00 wrote: Tell GF to be brave and stay away from the knife. If she cuts, do not yell at her. It makes her feel good

WTF.

agreed

I know it may sound weird but yea....letme tell you something, ive cut before...i regret it in the first place but i have. For those who dont know it gives you like a "holy shit" high but yea..she hasnt cut since weve been going out,

At 7/27/09 05:37 PM, CrazedKiller-X wrote: Exactly, who gives a shit...!

You havent even been here a year, your opinion is invalid.

At 7/27/09 05:11 PM, David wrote: Hey Adam, I am really sorry, dude. This is some sad stuff. That was really cool of her to write these though. She sounds like a good person, minus the fact that she wants to go to hell. You better stay with your girlfriend now!! What a bummer, dude.

Did you meet little Mel? Why block out your girlfriend's name Mel when it is mentioned? lol.

oh sheeet, missed that. But yea, she was in maine during final days and she had twins named Mel and Jude (girl and boy). They're currently living in maine, idk whether the family will ever come to NJ anytime soon. I promised her though that when I get my license or some cash i will take her up there to see the kids.

At 7/27/09 05:08 PM, Figter wrote:

At 7/27/09 05:01 PM, Sanch wrote: who cares

Peapole whit fucking hearts you fucking douche

Thank you. i have to agree, what sanch said was very faggotlike

At 7/27/09 05:01 PM, EpicFail wrote: And you think she would want you sharing this with the internet?
Newgrounds especially...

i dont know if she would but when ive had to go through hard times in the past, NG helped me out a bit....i guess I can't say the same for today's users.

A very good friend of mine died last night giving birth. She also had lung cancer which was a huge factor so we knew it was going to be her time soon...This morning I got a im from her sister explaining what happened and sent me an email with the note. Names are taken out (except for mine)

My letter
To Adam-
Yeah, I know what you're thinking, "Why the fucking hell would she write me a fucking note?" Well, you're my cousin's boyfriend and I love you, like you're my brother and shit. I'm actually in labor as I'm writing this. And lemme tell you, you better fucking be there for GF, it's a bitch. Take good care of my cousin. I know I've been a bitch, but I take it all back if it can be taken back. I'm sorry. Tell GF to be brave and stay away from the knife. If she cuts, do not yell at her. It makes her feel good. Always love her and keep her protected and safe. Make sure she knows GUY, GUY2, and I all loved her. Tell her not to cry.
Ok, Adam. My wish is that you will always be with GF, forever. Don't ever leave her. I know what she's thinking right now, "If Ashley dies then I only have Adam left and what if he leaves?" Make sure that doesn't happen. I'm dying, without a doubt I won't be here to see her get married to you, or see your kids grow up, or go to fucked up family reunions that you attend. Don't bring anything up around GF or her parents or your parents. Thanks. Just give her reminders when your sitting in your on her roof making out, "Ashley loved you, GF." "GUY2 loved you, GF." "GUY1 may of been a douche, but he loved you, GF." And listen to this song Hello by Evanescence.
Feel free to read GF's letter, I'd actually like you to, before you read it aloud to her. I want you to tell her what happened. Tell her not to cry. Thanks, man. I owe you one. See ya in Hell, buddy.
Love,
Crazy Bitch Ashley.

GF-
Do not cry. Please don't. I know its hard. You got through it with Grandmom, GUY2, and GUY1. Be strong and go through it again, just once more. We all know I'm gonna be dead within 24 hours. I remember when you were like 5 and we'd all sit in the computer room, me, you, GUY3, GIRL1, and GIRL2. We'd play that donkey game we made up. Where you'd crawl over us then jump on one and crawl through Aunt Dorthey's house while the person who got jumped on would look for you slowly. And one fourth of July you bit GIRL2 and didn't say sorry. Haha, the best. And when you and I would fight for nothing and end up hugging. I'm sorry, GF. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I smoked and got pregnant and that's what killed GUY1 and it's all my fault. Get over this and be with Adam. Shove your tongue in his mouth and be together forever no matter what, it's all I ask. Read those depressing books until you get sick of crying about them. Write a lot. Continue your wall, don't stop everything because of me. Don't try and be like me either. Stay like GUY2. Don't cut, I understand it gets rid of your pain, but it scars your gorgeous body.
(cut out part, too personal)
I know what you're gonna do. Adam is gonna read this to you and your gonna cry and your gonna say be right back once its over and slam the phone down and run to your room and just bawl. Don't hide your cries from Adam. We were close, he should understand. It's hard losing someone. Its even harder when that person was always around and was always there. Take those fucking pictures off the wall, btw.
I fucking love you, GF. I really do. I'm naming my baby Mel after you. I hope you meet her one day, she'll be just like you. I already know. GF, I love you and nothing can change that. This isn't meant to be romantic, but I never told you until when I went into labor. GF, I heard you holding those tears back. Don't cry over me.
Adam's gonna be pissed when he reads this long ass letter to you, but I don't care. AND HE BETTER READ THIS LONG ASS LETTER TO YOU! Right, A-damn?
I love you GF, remember my wish. Now, go shove your tongue in Adam's mouth and hug him and don't let go. Write me something.
Yours in eternity,
Ashley, baby.
p.s.- GO LISTEN TO HELLO BY EVANESCENCE. <3. love ya, Melly Jelly. Live long and prosper. *PEACE*

idk....i just needed to show someone, it made me cry a little. she was a great person and ill miss her dearly
R.I.P Ashley

we will miss you

At 7/23/09 07:30 AM, Vincoid wrote:
Not worry since you can't predict the future and thus there's nothing to worry about.

First off all, why worry about a girl killing herself when you leave her if you're not planning on leaving her? Also, why worry that she'd kill herself because there's no way to know for sure and, even if it did happen, it's not your responsibility but hers?

I'm not saying she would kill herself. Im just saying shes medically diagnosed as suicidal. She used to cut before we met but sicne we've been going out she has seemed much happier. I really do love her, and was sort've scared but your right...you can't predict the future.

So you have nothing to worry about at all. You don't know when you're going to die and how, but you don't worry about that either. You don't know when anything in the future will happen, yet you worry only about the thing that's certain, namely this girl loving you and you loving her back.
If there's truly something wrong here besides you worrying about nothing, it's her being suicidal (if she really is). Though it's highly unlikely she'll actually kill herself, you might want to wonder why she's miserable and how you can help her deal with it.

Thanks Vincoid, I appreciate it. This took a lot of things, namely stress, off my mind.

D

I am in a relationship. this girl wants to be with me forever. I am in love with her but I am sortve frightened by the fact she is suicidal and might harm herself if i broke it off. I am dumbfounded by the fact a girl as wonderful as her would want fat lazy ol' pathetic me but im not sure of whatll happen or who i might meet in the future...what do I do NG?

At 7/22/09 09:31 PM, scetch00 wrote: Any price estimation?

The whole kit thing seems expensive.

Kit is $5. Id say $18-$20 for everything.

I appreciate everyone ruling in my favor but i am not a dick, so I am going to gladly help scetch( or whatever the fuck your name is) out.

Screwdriver: I suggest going to radio shack and buy a hobby phillips head set. The ps3 has about 3 dif sizes of screws so get a set that has very small bits. Or if you want something worth the money and that will take care of EVERY need in the future, go to home depot and buy a Husky Screwdriver kit.
Masking Tape: You really dont need it but if your gonna get it get 3M painters tape, the least widest kind.
Type of Spray Paint: Any hardware store. Id try to get Krylon Fusion or Rustoleum painters Touch. Both amazing paints and if you buy them from the right place can cost $3> a color. Buy the brand clear coat of your other paints or you will have a problem. Different paints react chemically to different clearcoats
Controller to test on? Neither. Practice on a large piece of carboard or posterboard. That way you can mess up multiple times :D

your welcome

At 7/22/09 06:58 PM, H-A-X-O-R-Z wrote: I'm standing with Brumak, it's not his fault if he has to pay for shipping, go and weigh the controllers, Im sure you ahev some scales around asshole.

Thanks HAXORS

*sigh* the BBS is a neverending war

According to your profile, your a year older than me. Nice math. Oh and 10 controller? A can of paint is 4.60 + tax. 2 colors = around 10.00. Seriously, know your shit if your gonna talk it.

At 7/22/09 05:38 PM, scetch00 wrote: So yeah. I figure that dickhead Brumak is a rip-off with his prices and such, I figured I can do it myself.

I was thinking 2 things, considering I have a $20 budget.

1. My graffiti tag on my SIXAXIS controller, making it all white, and my tag SKETCH black on the back.

2. Camo style, brown / green / black, in random orders and spots, wildly on my DUALSHOCK 3, like in a youtube video I saw.

Of course I need to know all the materials I need. Such as:

wow, your not a douchebag. Just cause SOMEONE thinks paying for shipping is a jip, doesnt mean my prices are a ripoff.

At 7/22/09 02:06 PM, Captain-Ben wrote: Awhile back I painted the faceplate for my GH controller for wii, I keep meaning to not be lazy and paint my controller for my ps3.

damn old painting

Forgot to comment lol. Bob-o, that is pretty good. I like it :D

At 7/22/09 02:10 PM, DarkSytze wrote:

in 3 days i could cut out a stencil (i mean, just use a working calliper and cut out parts with a sharpee.) and cover up the buttons with some painters tape or screw the bodyplate off. and then you're pretty much finished besides painting the body and screwing it back on. i could do that stuff within a few hours. what's up with you only having 3 days doing that? i'm hoping you do have these materials since you're taking this ''customizing'' pretty seriously. what do you think people will think of your work if you hand them over some crudely done paintjob?

Haha, om now sit down and listen. Your telling me my job was cheap? Taping the buttons is for lazy asses. I take the guitar apart and spray everything separate. Not keeping it whole and taping off important shit and hope it still works afterword. Calliper???? Don't you mean a Compass? and Sharpee?? LMFAO yea ima cut out a stencil with a permanent marker. FFS I strongly hope you mean an X-acto knife. HAHAHA and painting it in a few hours??? It takes a good 12 hours to dry. You also need to clear coat which takes another 10-12 hours ontop of that. Don't try to 1-UP someone when you don't even know what your talking about.

cockstain

At 7/22/09 01:43 PM, DarkSytze wrote:

At 7/22/09 01:32 PM, Brumak wrote: I did all the lines by hand so yea,, i didn't expect them to be perfect.

if you were going to base it off another design you could at least stencil it. or something. instead it looks cheap.

I had 3 days to do this. With the time and materials at hand it was a pretty damn good job. If you want to give positive response thats great but if your here to point out small flaws then leave.

At 7/22/09 01:26 PM, DarkSytze wrote:

At 7/22/09 12:52 PM, Brumak wrote: Its finally done, one of my best works.

wow. you made a wylde's trademark guitar look girly. also, the lines are uneven.

Thats where your wrong good sir. It is based off of Eddie Ojeda's Kramer 1984 Reissue.

guitarist of Twisted Sister

I did all the lines by hand so yea,, i didn't expect them to be perfect.

and btw Wylde doesn't own the bullseye design.