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I noting the lack my being on this site often, have came to notice there is a great lacking within Newgrounds on all things to deal with any form of Occultism, and it's implications.
(Along with Religion in general as well, both of which, in all it's incarnations I am very interested in, and immersed in beyond the realm I was when this club was first created.

I must say I did have a difference of belief that resulted for about one year's time, though I never ceased reading, where I became more "Religious," resulting at the same time a curious means of trolling that involed an inverse of my original personality purposely to the extent people really didn't know where I was being serious, where I was trolling, or if I was being a general purposeful dick troll.

Regardless, though my interest in Newgrounds is indeed subsided greatly, I'm very much involed within all manner of Occultism, and much like Religion, I've noted both an Atheistic, and a "pseudo-scientific" "intelligence" popular, as often is the case, within the old teen, young adult age group. Which would judge and dismiss all form of Occult and Religious perspectives in a means so unrelated it would be as if debunking English speaking individuals Psychology by the formation and order of the Russian Alphabet.
In other words two structures that are not readily intended to be instructed toward specific other Sciences, but is a Science unto itself, and through personal experience of that which many may cite as "coincidence, becomes so staggeringly able to defy probability due to it's resulting amazing of non-repeatable but all the more resulting outcomes.
Thus it is not a button pressed that delivers the same result, but a unique method that those involved can state from experience such experiences outweighing logical statistics.
And thus much as one can "prove" a car cannot drive by jamming the wrong set of keys, as a means of "starting the car,"
one who truly desires it not to work, will have is truth calibrated (and humorously, paradoxically actually proven it DOES work via it bringing about this true desired outcome, willed intent. Though humorously ironic, this is not the result of Magick, simply the result of an individual who sabotage ability to drive.)
As stated, "The Universe wants to Play" personally I've noticed this manifests in a way most innate to the individual and branches out from their, but such is from my perspective and understanding.
Likewise keep in mind one needn't believe in any higher power to practice Occult related Activated, nor need one need not one to be Anti-Religious, Religious, Agnostic, Western, Eastern, Uncertain etc, to be an Occultist. one. eventual Or even simply Practice, Magick, Mysticism, Transcendentalism, Religious or alternatively Religious, even the usage of Chi in martial Arts, those simply curious, even that not mentioned.
All are welcomed, if one is to attempt to join simply to be an annoyance, to mock and troll, I personally state you are not wanted, welcome or desired here, and will be asked to be removed via PM to Moderator staff here, but if one is curious for a well respected debate, such is welcome.

As I've noted a number of even Christian Chaplin, asking their point of view, almost all uniformly stating "The human is filled with abilities we as of yet do not know, so long as you practice within the guideline of the Morals of Christianity i see nothing sinful with it." This clearly NOT reflecting the horrid stereo-type we picture within the extremist sects off Evangelical idiocy. Myself far from such, though still having a respect for it the Christianity one may find in the Bible, as well as The Book of Enoch, The Apocrypha, Sanskrit Scriptures, Gnosticism and Esoteric beliefs, and could be considered a Universalist for Simplistically sake, though apply that to seemingly, in some form, all Religions, active or rarely practiced.
Also noting some of it has been "doctored" by ruling powers so that it can fit to be used as a means of aiding in often it's anticlerical (or so it would seem, aside far back in the past, which was clearly a much rougher time in all manners of life.)

I must state, this is purposefully a rough draft done so that after it being posted I can note any mistakes to further writing ability.

I doubt I'll be on as often as times before, but will make an effort to drop by from time to time.

Anyhow topic, by the power of my Necromancy, and reference to the long unimpressive, yet pistol games ever made, one of the first games for Sega Genesis and spurred, among a few others the rating system: RISE FROM YOUR GRAVE!

Anyhow, signed,
-Michael
93/93
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At 12/24/13 04:58 AM, SpankyG wrote: So NG, what drugs have you done in your life? What were some of your experiences with drugs?

I saw this, and being seasoned, once an addict now replaced with Methadone. thus a new "Legal" form of addict.

I've done:
Nicotine/Tobacco
Caffeine
Melatonin
Kava
Thus light stuff out of the way:

Alcohol of all kinds
Absinthe imported
Marijuana (at times extracted into a drink)
Magick Mushrooms
Amanita Muscaria
Sailva
Kratom
"Spice"
And keeping my out for new "legal" highs
Though I'll add very briefly Riddle as a child, didn't like it.

Precribed Klonopin, but have done all benzodiazepines aside Valume.
Oxcy's
Dilaudids
Fentanyl patches for Withdrawal or Augment Opiate highs, sometimes being mixed with Herin I've used. (If you're an addict, you can tell.)
Ecstasy
LSA
(When I knew a dealer of it, a close friend, I was staying away from hallucinogens, and since haven't found any LSD, as I would now enjoy trying)
DXM
Now for the heavy shit:
Wet (Angelic Dust on Mint leafs
Cocaine, snorted and short
Crack
Heroin, (Swallowed due to the cops once, not the right way to take it) Snorted and Banged/shot up/Mainlined, and Smoked, my personal favorite of all time, best mix, for me was Mainlining, snorting Xanax, and smoking just a little bit to keep the high staying high until the six hour mark.
At one point spent 3500 dollars for one month, not able to get a deal for weight, being within my Gang, we'd find the best spots until they "fell off" (IE become week Dope) bought and shot easily over 1000 bags, and highest amount I shot at once was 4 1/2 bags. Around 4 years since I started, and don't regret it. Never degenerated into the stereo type many addicts hide behind as "this is what our stereo type this is what we can morally do."
Had my own means of getting money, put in my work.
Only driver could get an extra 4-5 bags, for a full car ride tossed my way, and being the "get-away" from boosting Bluerays from Walmart and selling them used usually for 200 a pop, allowed me a cut. (This always something I had no moral reservation, s was the ONLY place I'd steal from, never Mom and Pop stores, never ripping anyone off, not stealing from anyone, especially friends no matter what. getting revenge against those who ganked shit from our gang with Blood I myself known in at least 6 towns and 2 counties, so needless to say, being the most Honest, goes a long fucking way, as do friends who are all known to be dangerous, in and out of jail (or in my crazy ass case, in and out of mental institutions.)
To reiterate, any major stores that would have sweat-shop labor overseas to have young kids work for rice and their parents a few bit of money, I take pride in stealing from those companies, their greed fuck them all."
Speed Balled (Shot Coke and Dope)
Would purposely "OD at times and use my willpower to fight it off (learning what it felt like once after literally ODing) to see how strong my will was, and not fearing death, never cared. Saved three of my friends life, one possibly twice.

Going to try out Mescaline soon for literal Spiritual purposes.
Have a "Dream Machine" which has a light effect that stimulates the human brains Alpha Waves to exceeding strong and stronger visuals and feelings simply due to it's synch up with one's brain waves, now acquiring a pair of head phones, going to Augment it with utilizing both, bi neural beats.
(Shit's no joke, just like the Ganzfeld experiment of nearly immediate sensory deprivation inducing a strongly hallucinogenic states, the dream machine simply requests one to return to baseline simply by opening their eyes, needing to be closed to have the devises effect.
The there, take off the head phones.
And verified beyond me and it's creator in conjunction with the scientists who help reproduce this using equipment available to individuals at the 50 (the most advanced time AT THAT time common house hold item.)

So these are great way to basically "hack one's brain." And have legal hallucinations. No bullshit, if you don't take my words for it, do searches and you'll find many regarding to both as validation.
Have reached heights that were drug like via Meditation.

And the experience of sleep deprivation for 62 hours.
Now of Methadone 170 mg's much better than the Suboxones and easy to get high from safely if you know wha you're doing, thus it feels like each dose equates to popping 3-4 perk thirties.

Still, if Heroin was cheap and legal, I'd be right back on that, personally the best feeling I can fathom, better than any form of sex. (Granted many other Countries allow for an individual to be on "Heroin Maintenance" dosed twice daily with Methadone to hold them over night, allowing you to go as high as you want over the period of time.
Unfortunately America has a different mind frame.

Don't like uppers, could have been paid in Meth by a friend, but didn't, if anything since I was railing it, I only regret not trying simply to basically said I've done all drugs.
Otherwise GHB
Soma Strong Dr prescribed Muscle relaxers I've wanted to try
And never herd of it available anywhere, but would love to try DMT, a hallucinogen so strong five minute can feel like five days, entering realms of "other beings" and is so unearthly it is hard to relay words toward it.
As I understand a chemical released during Life,slightly in sleep and Heavily in death.

All the hallucinogens now would be done to add an "ascetic" to make use of, another reason as well, toward Meditation those not adept in Occultism would generally not understand.

Closest I can say is a quote, I believe by Maynard, not recited verbatim "Drop a hit of acid, experiencing it all the way, then take 10 years in your life meditating to bring up the experience again and then be able to utilize it at any time."
Such indeed true in the long run, AND in the short run.

Otherwise LSD and SMT aside, anything else, I could get before 6 hours, just a 40 minute drive to North Camden to get Dope Crack and Powered,
from there I could get directed to Wakki and get you a hooker to boot.

Again, shit's changed since I've last been active, intense and in all direction, regre nothing, a better person overall in strength of all kinds.

Be careful though, Dope is waaaaaay cheaper than perks, and much easier to get high from, as soon as heavy addiction kicks in (took me a yer, was known for the individual out of our "clique" with the most control, (might have been the reason I was the founder of our Gang when I proposed it. Along with being in the face of anyone who was against our life style toward the point their were little bitches, uploaded images with syringe withheld in mouth and my tourniquet/belt on wrapped wearing my and my "signature" 3-D sunglasses, letting everyone know, just like I was in person, anyone who knew me, knew my stance on sexuality, drugs, yet being honest plus the better more respectful treatment I give females
don't spit game and wouldn't want a female of that type. (Though ever a narcissistic online, knowing a portion of you rarely go outside your house, and small percentile am involved i that I am, especially as I write, and ready to join an Occult Order, always with a pack of touch friends all knowing as well, who would beat the shit out of someone if they even remotely started shit as has happened before. Knowing no matter what your perspective, I have lived, and am living a lifestyle of extremes, though once I lived online.
For better or worse, safety or dangerous, I say just get out in the realms of this world, keep an open mind, live for yourself, do as you so desire, and carve out your own path, be yourself. and when an adult read about Freud's "Super Ego" don't deny their being a God, but ply that "Super Ego" off you no matter what, and you'll gain a freedom itself beyond you'd ever believe one can believe. Though wait at least until 22. As it's likely not "Formed" yet.
No proof reading, rough draft, realize such writing contributes to a skill.

An unfortuante Part - 2

At 12/20/13 01:39 PM, BaronVonBadGuy wrote: Part 1:

The next reply having the Tree of Life before the wall.

-Michael

Here we see an aspect on not proof reading, "The Fall" being accurate.

Another unfortunate aspect of not constantly resaving that which you are going to post, as a glitch in regards to an images file destroyed that of the second half...

Consider it further putting emphasis on those that once would be considered true amazing Spiritual leaders, beyond Buddha at the right time.
But our day and age does not allow that.

We are all innately divine and have a vast greater essence than can be apparent.
Suspend disbelief and opened up realms both within your deepest selvses and beyond the heights of true Religion, that tied in with all others, and the worlds current Spiritual current, and partake in this.

Otherwise, consider buying a Bible, they sell them as little as 1 dollar, save it, atheist or not. Tell every generation to pay attention to revelations.

As has been done to the English Koran, since 9/11 it's been altered here, and next to obtain one prior to this date.

Religion has been used as a tool for the government, the book of Revelation is in part an accurate production, an Archetype which aided in it coming about, a book written concerning things directly at the time of it's writing, and over all something that would, as technology desires to grow, eventually the thing enacted will be against the very original framework in revelation to suppress as much as possible a Religious uprising.
Thus a reason to hold on to that, as a nation is easily able to become Atheistic and implement these things after a serious attack.
Not all at once obviously.

Such has been done in the past to justify villany, and the Pope is far from Religious rather Politcal. Doing that which the "public needs," even if perhaps chosen for his natural disposition.

We are ever alive, eternal.
I've played with life and death, utilizing my favorite drug until I should have died, but would do so to test my will.
Thus I have prior to, been far from afraid of death. (Heroin tolerance after not using in a while, 1 1/2 bag of raelly potent shit, next shoot up 4 1/2 bags, plus benzo sedatives.)

On Methadone now, and know how to make it feel nearly just as good as Dope, minus that divine pull back of blood into the syringe, which I'd let fill to the top, then blast off.
Around the strength of 4 perk 30's I'd say (The Methadone) due to it having a low euphoria, but just as strong in any other way, would kill one with no Opiate tolerance around 11 times over.

But I digress, many are always to come, and you yourself can be one, finding depth in such and realizing that to come.

Madam Blavatsky in coded words I mentioned prior but won't now, and simply say the "over exaggeration given of her were codes for those in here group.
Prophesied the next, and inadvertence, as the Next (if truly interesting, I'll allow one to search" know he is a Mystic who traveled the world with others to become parts of hidden areas, gaining secret knowledge, intergrating it all, and through his own being, an entirely new and undeniably potent conscious changing form of being.
While the other "inspired by her" would be but his, (that Prophesied of's Opposite.)

All three would be on par with Buddha and others if our time period were of the same mind.

Yet always through steps, many are already fulfilling from Prophecy, to other such siilar things found via Synchonicty, when the time is right and the culture allows for such, rather needs such with a number of individuals already known as the highest modern teachers, then usher in a new age. This something that as happen many a time, thus don't allow one fooled. And such I mean not the Pathetic "New Age Hippy Movement" though from it men like Timothy Leary, Robert Anton Wilson, and even purposely on the contrary knowing so many hate this movement but also hate the right wing, found themselves within Anton LaVey's Church of Satan.
He far form a Prophet, the other two only in their own right.

Still Osho, and the 9th and final Prophet of Nanak of the Sikkim remain still living Prophets well known.
And this other fellow being so reputable, has many a group already.
There is also a computer Program that takes in masses of informaiton, and manages to show hidden upcoming events, though unable to pinpoint them, as the internet is a form of "Collective Conscious" in a sense.

Otherwise, the room for more will come, and when the time is right, more will have grown, more will be ready to learn from such new teachings, that were gained through the stepping stones of those behind them.

Thus to return to the topic, even without Spirit, man is still emanating from a singular germ, a fleshy culmination, that if not of spirit, is of center, and such inwardly, with time far from definitive, especially in such time frames, their they may find the ever pulsating flesh of all time, and become a Heaven in a realm abstract.
The being itself, or the Consciousness, the Sentient itself a means of living on in a disincarnate form. now manifesting in a new, realm ever part of oneself, yet so vague the flesh obscured it, and the truth now that the Maya likewise obscured, removed now lives within such truth.

I, now covering as much I can of previously written, state more is to come, much more.
Being a part of this lifestyle is fantastic.
Once time is ready, (and perhaps those who are further reaching what need be, humanity will be ready, as the individual will themself be fully ready to rise toward the realms it need be.

Again, another rough draft, only allowing actual Authorship to be rewarded the ability, otherwise I read this over, and note all errors, until such is refined.

Anyhow the "Tree of life in it's first form, as is said:

-Michael

Ever interested, PM.

And the simplistic advice will be given aside Life and Death. unless something is really grating at you, and knowing here online is an individual who is familiar with nearly all Religions of past and present, along Occult Orders, and a practitioner himself.
All I can say is, just another stride toward infinity and that beyond.

Part 1:

In every moment we die/destructed and born again.
Waking and thus Sleep and the completion of this process a symbol of greater reality beyond.

Briefly throwing a curve ball:
Which of these is the definitive realm we exist "within" is subjective. As is existence itself, I can find more reasons for reality itself to be a fallacy, as I can to prove it's existence. "Consciousness" itself a negation or reality in it's inconsistencies equally the same as a rock.
Thus validating both in the same manner to debunk them.
A passing thought I like to toss out there, for diverse reasons.

There is much more beyond, Religions denied for this reason or that is not to say they did not, and do not uphold hidden truths.

As the Goddess Maya died in spite, she draped herself over the true world, and thus created the phsyical, realm of illusion.

In Judaic Mysticism, man lived in such a realm, if to be looked upon in Qabalah, as "Yesod" "The Foundation," upon eating the fruit, their punishment, being "cast out of the Gardern of Eden" lead to the fabric, tangible world, in Qabalistic mysteries, thus "Malkuth" "The Kingdom." With an inverse direction leading rather than to God, but to hell..
Each Emanation is known as a Sephiroth, hence the inspiration for the FF7 Character, and rae to be emanations of God.

The inverse is known as realms of the Daker forces now exist "Qilphoth" to mock the Seohiroth.
Unward to Lucifer, his original "Sphere" as well as mans, before their fall, truly.
Thus Lucifer left an actual Gap, known as "Daath" and prevents what once would have been a Qabalist to reach the final three highest Sephori, and beyond the highest manifestation of God, his three absolute manifestations.
Thus many Christians believed Christ allowed a both over that void.
Yet Daath is like a portal where once near, one may, from either side, stand in betwix, and see the temptation on both sides.

As the other manner is said to "cut off your umbilical cord" to God, deny your Spiritual heritage, and embrace the darkest self, until Lucifer is reached, and his true original promise is fulfilled.
This compared to the darkest nightmares, and constantly living in them, that so dark you may have originally cominited if you reached but the first Sphere.
Yet neither forms imply one need deny themselves of the carnal. Thank the Government and other such "means of controlling" to add that onto such books, Biblical.

Gnosticism likewise, an alternative branch of Christianity claimed similar statements, and to them both Jesus and Lucifer were the true Hero's, with the "Creator God" being barbarous, and needing to be overcome through Jesus, with Judas the greatest disciple, knowing he knew what must be done for the prophecy to be fulfilled.
Much as "Jesus rose from the dead," so did "Osiris" a key God of Egypt, after Seth comparable to Satan as "The Adversary" did so. Despite Osiris now risen, and consider one who plays a role in the afterlife, and the weighing of others souls for purity. As Christ is said to intercedes on man's behalf as he reaches his Judgement.

Buddha, never claiming to be God, yet showing man himself to be able to reach the highest nature of illumination, too spoke of a world beyond that of the subjective physical.

Since then countless worthy Prophet's, within even the past 200 years have come and demonstrated true prophecy, and reinvigorated hidden teachings.
Yet due to our times, these individual only exists with around 20,000 who follow their structure, and around another 5000, such as myself, who view them as not the absolute Prophet, but with their very manner showing how to reach heights of consciousness, as the one fellow abut a century ago embarked, with others, across the world to find hidden traditions, gain from them, merge them, and imbue their best connection and essence toward it, reformatting it. With realms of consciousness even beyond that taught of the Buddha, not denied by any, as they are reached, only those against it simply say it causes one to reach a state that isn't "above" any previous form, but simply due to it's new manner of comprehension, alters the mind, and those who note it as truth, therefore follow it.
I myself am one who learns such, grows his own, and expands. This as much as you'll know aside names of practices my actuality.
And have much larger plans.

Papa Legba, a key deity of Vodou, is said to hold a staff that touches the ground of the world, and rises upward unto the very heavens, upward and downward do spirits flow.

There is life after death, so certain am I of this that I would stake my life on it.
Death is not a "fear" lest I not purposely have toyed with it often, using my drug of choice to "overdose" while strengthening my will to fight death overcoming me. Knowing full well I would die otherwise, and may.
This done at least 5 times.
Thus fear of death is only the fear of it's impact on others that care for you.
This accomplished added to a certainty, that life is transient, it is one progression onward to the next.
Some believe in Reincarnation, if such is true I am quite aware not who I was, but a good grounding to state I was "within this percentile, and this was my life" these still believe eventually leads to a Heaven, and curiously enough, prior to, one becomes a "Demi-God" an actual "Deity" themselves, to the point eventually they may be so high up upon the scale, they will be noted and their presence felt by humans that they be worshiped, until heaven is reached.

Others the individual can become a Saint in cerain other practice, known or unknown, they thus reach a point that they are blessed to fulfill.
And in many ways, Hell is thought of as a place to "learn" assuming there are absolute truths, thus one learns from them.

Overall it is more than curious how similar these al are...
It's alternative horrifying creation is vague, and varies in interpretations of such books.
Some believe it is a "paradise" of that without the Spirit. Until one realizes that which is missing...

(Purposely a rough draft. until my writing ability has no error.)
An image of he Qabalah and it's inverse, demonic state.
At times, they are refered to as "the Tree of Life/The Tree of Death."
But due to being tempted by the "Sepant (Lucifer) promising the knowledge of a God.
And more being considered.
Is considered the tree of Wisdom

Regardless, the nature response will, upon searching for a reasonable image, show what once was before both falls, and therefore there was no "other tree."

You may note it looking for from any "tree" you've seen, this is Metaphoric in it's nature, and has been drawn as such.
This the schematic, it's root essence.

The next reply having the Tree of Life before the wall.

-Michael

As has been said, you're fucking 18, this is no big deal.

THIS IS ADVICE FOR ALL MALES. (ROUGH DRAFT FORMAT, NOW LATE/IN A RUSH.)

What hasn't been said is the following, self examples: just because a fair portion of females and males are interacting at an age of 11, 12, basically at the onset of puberty, and the vastness of sexual "age related" previous taboo's are being demolished by the very younger that the moral imbeciles of old, (mixed with a specific flow our society has taken,) had taken to impose "sexual morality" and other both subtle to extreme methods, that were there to "protect" the very younger ages from the freedom of mutual sexual exploration, and other such activities now becoming the normal age of sexual interaction, and eventually sex.
Consider morals subjective when it comes to sex, less moral idiocy, more freedom.
The fact that you are alive during such a time where sex starts earlier and earlier, 18, though I knew it felt exceedingly past the time I should have banged a female, even 21, is not uncommon, at all, nor even mid to late 20's, less likely, but again, more common than one would think, and part of it has to deal with individuals who have no social life. Do not worry. Gain in confidence, if you know where to get hookers, (in Camden Hand Job 5 bills, BJ 10, Sex 30) obviously wrap it many times, and go as far as a blow job.
Generally they are a bit more than being about the money (and usually would rather have real drugs, hard drug; Powder, Ready/Hard or D-Boy, especially if you know where the good shit is. (This will be the type of area you'll find these individuals, the closest notorious ghetto to you, ask the bums some questions when you're new, they'll hop in, give you a run down, toss them 5 bills, and a cigarette, and a cheese burger/soda.
From there, it's much more than getting head. Hookers will give you a damn vast amount of advice, and can read your sexual fetishes, deviances, without you even realizing that's what they're doing (thus next session, if you're too nervous to tell them, they'll start bringing up "your attractions" as things they "often perform," and not to make release you from feeling guilt for any attraction.)
They generally want you around them for a little while longer than they are done, in part to see if you'll do it again, in part to allow the set, or pimps to think "she's bringing in new clients," for protection, and at times, giving you money to buy drugs from her set, as often their set doesn't want them using anything more than alcohol, weed.
During this time, ask them everything, tell them to be honest, don't hold back, appearance,wise, ways they think you'd look more attractive, tips on getting girls, all sorts of information. And this is given after your sexual activities, while they have you walk with them, again, making it seem like more clients, at times even for protection if they have an enemy and you don't look like some wimpy nerdy white boy.

(Unless it's your thing, always have the hooker strip down, even one's that look legit as hell can have their dick tucked between their legs and strapped back.")

Otherwise, you're 18, do not worry, it's going to happen, confidence is key and making a list of all possible weakness is a start to strengthening, listing a number of benefits, insure as some individuals do, you not mix one up with the other, self delusion. Then realize how many of these "weakness" truly are, how so? Might some be illusion, or unnecessary, might some seem to stem from one singular instance, might it not matter if you have either any of them or not? Might you be able to simple utilize all your strong points and dismiss all the "negatives" but for a day?
Also might certain things need some act to fulfill them. (Often it may be sex itself, thus the hookers, even if it felt phoney, unlocked a certain part of your psyche and satisfied it.)
Might your reputation haunt you to the point you need a fresh start?
Got a car? Drive to a party in another neighborhood, easiest places to meet others, sip on something to unwind, or pop a benzo or a perk if this is what you need to mellow you out, but not get you trashed.

Save condoms, if there is a weakness you would feel there,honest implies, informing them unless they ask.

Another aspect, come off as mysterious. The more they want to know the less you tell them, thus you become an enigmatic figure, dress such a way.

As for a while these would be looked upon as experiments for me, go to one of these places, and just straight up lie, have a false life story you let people know "a little of" something dangerous, know enough about what you might purposely "reveal" create a persona as if all your weakness we no longer there.
And if you need to work out, shits easy as fuck especially if you're always online, just constantly do push up during your time online, one of the best exorcises one can do without equipment. Top it off with a protein bar.
Took be 7 months to go from a rather thin undefined individual, only able to do 35 pushups 10 times.
Got up to 100 pushups 10 times every other day.
Until having a gym member ship and things/muscle grows like mad so long as you have a shit load, literally doubel the protean of a normal individual taken just a little before, and a shit load around 10 minutes after.
Need to lose weight? Do the pushups, then go for a daily long brisk walk.
As you lose weight, your muscle will grow likewise speeding up your metabolism.

And I could show you a means, if ever to get a gym membership, to do a 40 minute a day workout that combines ceaseless muscle repetitions, by switching machines frequently (allowing one muscle group to rest, while the other is maxed out.)
This gives you basically a cardio workout twice as much as a brisk mile long walk could ever do, and work so many muscle groups, as long as you have protein, say around 50 grams, a daily vitamin supplement, and some creatin. (Sp?)
Starting small, light weights, warm up, jumping jacks shit to get your muscles ready, then do two reps of your max pushups as a starter, (ending your workout with another 2 max at the time of ending)
Learn about Muscle Memory.
Eating right, always protein and vitamin supplements.
Thus I've given you a heads up on body building.

Take up a hobby unique and something akin to your strengths, and likewise learn about certain aspects (such as me, being an avid practitioner of Occultism, Magick, Mysticism, Spiritualism, Psychology, Sociology, Symbolism and appreciation of all Art forms. I am working on three books as an Author, etc, despite being hood on the one hand, the lovely seemingly paradox allows others to be blown away when they hear of my knowledge and noted by many skilled in this area. And have new means to have a job I'd love. Past mostly illegal, now following my passions.

Otherwise, my compendium of advice.
Keep your standards open even for ugly females you can turn off the light, close your eyes and fuck them, gain experience from this enough, and it will seem easier to kick laid by the hot chicks.
Anyway, image of my self 7 months after Push-up/Online Method, with eventually 3 mile brisk walks and 1/3 mile sprint, usually done in the early morning.

Knowing how to rock your own look. I've gotten bitches WHILE looking bummy as fuck, but knew how to rock it, here's a video from last year:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_IAdEYNRwo
Year before, hookers, (I took the black chick) :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0iG75RqXRg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wyO2HEiUeUI

As seen, I don't bullshit. Shit's changed since I wasted my life on NG.
D-BOY/CMD RIDER!

Cultus Pairidaēza ov Angra Mainyu
Ritual available if interested.

Haven't seen it around in quite some time, are there any new "sites" or stat lists dedicated to showing the top Voting Power List.

And likewise, any talk of finally, as once there was, have visible for all to see one's full voting power, with perhaps their current Non-B/P "raw" voting power beneath it, or set-up in such a way? Something I viewed more as a downgrade than an upgrade back during the first major upgrade, in... 08 or 07 was it?

Most importantly is, an incredibly large THANK YOU to an old friend from this site, CyberDevil, who is also aware of my various past trolling, and it's often time merger with a personal truth, with otherwise certain over the top nonsense.
Though quite serious post wise at this point, as I'm not really a part of this community other wise.

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Though a moment spent toward the individual whose eye might again be caught via projected "sadness" and other implications more than likely allow me but some humor to use, only likely to myself:

A Sad Man? Indeed at one point I was, such as during the description I had given of times past, otherwise I'd say I'm quite good spirited, happy hopeful, and productive in my own right, going forward and doing more, living more, and experiencing more than most people, especially those still lost spending their times endlessly on sites like this, where opinions can be thrown about without worry of the individual being directly beside said those hiding behind veil of the intershit.

As for this particular flash movie consider it having more to do than "lol e-enemies" as something a bit more.... Serious, in combination with direct occurrences compiling during that time, all related to individuals known in real life, and his connection toward them (Said individuals of IRL now made peace, this person the individual never meeting, am curious his motives aside of "a favor," mixed with something more I can only assume...

Consider it literally something personal I care not to respond overly openly due to it's nature, as again, this was far more than something as pathetic as an E-War many here may still be immersed in. And consider this close to a means of, only between I and a few other people within real life, the topping, posted online, in partial allegory equatable to what is being mentioned, and at times subtly literal: mocking of the death of one close to myself, the loss of many friendships falling apart, (this varying in intensely negative 3 years of hell, and residues) an injury of my true best friend, as my house caught on fire and burnt to the ground in this the loss of life, and of my perspective of living drastically turned forever. Thus NOW a sense of prospective changes from the assumption I'm some dipshit with a high stat count who seems as if prattling on about something benign in nature E-Butt hurt years ago, and whining about it now.
No rather to the mockery of something very serious of what had occurred, and intended to cause a reaction in real life, that largely occurred properly. Thus upon the death of one, an alienation from all known but a few, your house burning down, damage done to the entire family, remind me to, after IRL instigation in hopes of driving one toward suicide prior, put up a video only one you would understand, at the peak of all of this, to mock all that had occurred.
This may not make sense considering the content of the film, but there is still more to it than meets the eye. Something only I and but a few others would know...
And more to it even than was (though deleted now) added to the reviews to further it's sting.
Thus though much time had been wasted on this site, no doubt (aside depositing and B/P being the means of depositing thus it's ease of gaining daily, taking about 3 minutes,) I was simply using my previous standing on my site as a means of differentiation, showing I didn't just join and have made an impact in times prior to many who have been here and are now regulars. Over 10 years is quite some time.
And during this snowed in day of nothing but the killing of time to occur, such will be allotted as my response, though not quoted of individual, purposely. Thus much frustration at times due to certain ridiculousness of incompetence waste a great deal of time better spent furthering my goals.
Granted I feel this likely nay have another form or implication being implied of a likelihood I'm assuming dealing with, well I'll leave that up to the individual responding in "he and his sadness" in some manner if he so does see it fit. Assuming I am guessing correctly, I'd say consider over exaggerations at times usually combined with truth, equate to the actuality of my opinions of an offensive nature "on this site" as a means of "Trolling," while still not being "shy" to reveal such information, but to encourage and reassure nothing being done in fantasy is wrong.
Those curious, the purely honest nature in real life being granted as well, hence a reason I still have a curious amount of respect from a number of friends from an "underground" sort of nature. Never mincing words , sharing all and everything any so asked. With replies of this length not the typical length.
Still I have never been one to think inside the "pact" mentality. Rather from a distance, and one far enough away one can see the very subjective nature of cultural "rights" and "wrongs." And such demonstrated via past and current times along the signs of times to come, that demonstrate an ever altering consideration of such cultural adherence toward many not even aware how sheepishly they follow.
Yet "standing a distance away from the pact" though never denying myself friendships.
Otherwise also consider that any form of "force" or of "manipulation" the taking of one's will to be vehemently again my own moral structure.
But again perhaps I'm not looking into thisSad response not properly, vague as it is.
Oh ye of, sad projected assessments, and it's likely implication of "patheticism." Though my self equilibrium and status of being has not been this high in over nearly half a lifetime ago. And all I stand against further.
Perhaps now any who read this will be more on a similar page of understanding.

At 11/24/13 04:03 PM, Cyberdevil wrote: The feature to remove yourself from submissions you've been co-authored in was just recently added, simply browse to the projects section (in this case for movies), select that specific project you wish to be removed from, navigate to 'Project Members' in the sidebar (second option), and in the dropdown menu under your name there should be an option to remove yourself.

So to this fellow, again, thanks quite kindly, and I hope things are going exceedingly well. As noted how I usually rush through this site, when I noted it still there I assumed such Admins were willing to delete various other of my flashes, but one of personal conflict, didn't care to.
Now checking back only now, I thank you very much and am grateful for your insight.
Thus I will feel all the more "in control" doing so myself.

I am indebted in someway comparable to you, consider I am good at advice to the extent I was offered via my Psychiatrist two years back a legit job starting at $12 per hour, part time. A job in a mental care facility as a patient advocate, due to my last stay in a Mental Hospital for reasons of suicide, (note indeed, sadness was a fine example of giving up, denying one to be free to take on their own dreams, and the aforementioned equilibrium,) due to being cited as the key individual who helped in the recovery of every patient aside but a few.

I doing my own thing declined, though was glad to hear such a proposition he never had offered to anyone, being offered to me. Both through staff mentioning and documentation so many patients stated.
But I still needed to finish up the previous phase in life, as likewise involved getting paid, AND living a missing piece needed in life of Ego completion, with a surprise that boosted it in ways I will one day find a way to repay a specific female who enacted this freedom.

Anyhow self centered indulgence at best used to fill in the blanks of my times gone. Thank you CyberDevil, PM me if you feel I may be of benefit. Though I am not a Programmer, in many need, perhaps I'll teach myself it sometime, it would help toward the progression of my lifetime goals.

And for oldschool sake:
Mike

Though I should have done this quite some time ago, though it's presence has lost it's potency, it still defines a time of manipulation during a part in my life to "worsen me" so to speak.

If one would before something a "little more" detailed in regards to this and is an Admin or Moderator, Private Message me.

The time of misery is long gone, things amended, this reason enough for me desiring it to be removed from me as Co-Author from what it once was, simply is a statement representing a falling out tremendously, with a shock only a select few know of, then was then left always as an ugly reminder of a time that past, and thus ever knowing of my past vendetta. (This obviously dealing with things outside the internet, my curiosity with it's "Creator" Cannabis Clock, what his interaction with certain individuals, and what it was that compelled him to be willing to do such a thing. If anyone, he the only to be reconciled and having the final piece of puzzle... Again implying much more than it at first might simply seem.) Now so far gone, and desired to be removed for all reasons.
Thus again, I ask to be removed as Co-Author from this, (once I believe an Anti-Foamy flash, (such can be seen in the reviews) changed, long after getting passed, my name only then Co-Authored for reasons I will not speak of directly.

So please to any who see this and can do such a task,, or if unable to, for moderators, to inform an Admin, lest it stay faaaaaaaaaaaaar back in their massive bulk of private messages.

It's been so long, and perhaps the rules have changed, if this somehow is "not where i should be posted/just pm a Mod/Admin and wait for it.
I simply point to the length of time I have been on this site, and my once known reputation that existed far longer than the idiocy of my actions as a new member.
And likewise, on all these basis beyond a simple request, the desire for this to be removed from off my account
from the knowledge of years active on a site longer than most new "oldschool" regulars.
Thus cheers, and thank you in advance.

The Co-Authored flash: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/125005

PS Though considering this movie was swapped, I again, only not amended with it's "creator" would point out it against the rules to submit a flash that, after getting made past, completely changed to something different.
(Perhaps that would entice something from this individual. to make contact.)
If it be impossible to see what it once was, I must say the mere fact of it's reviews and their changing over time clearly indicates it's flash being something entirely different from that what it was before.

Mike

Voting power now 15.

1 Point away from being maxed out, (unless new levels and badges become integrated, but something tells me that's unlikely, with the Icons themselves now taking a far, far distant backseat from what they once were, and newer aspects are being implemented that seem to draw the site a bit "thin" so to speak.

Though curious where I'd now stand on the highest voting power list.

Later.

Rather metaphorically, in this symbolic Allegorym the only graetness I can compare equatable:
Alas, ALAS! Rome (equating to the best Movie ever to Grace Newgrounds, revered by many with a high score awarding it often trips within the top 50,) and yet, thus comes my second Metaphor "Fallen" as this touching movie, has been Deleted, and thus much as a culture of greatness was robbed from the world at one time of it's civilization, so too has my flash Winnie The Pooh :3 (Ironically passed on "Clockday," due to the contrast of content.)
which was passed through the portal and had remained in such a position for years to come.

Verily Rome has Fallen, yet I am of too much awed in a horror as I watch from distance as it burns to the Harp of Nero's music, knowing it's Spirit will live on in the hearts of all who witnessed it.
And likewise; woe, WOE may it's desecration in, on and of the earth add to it's glory in heaven.
RIP

Though the response is late, partially because real life and drug/career criminal lifestyle was more dominant than Internet lifestyle, though Probation/Methadone Program and other obligations for living a life as I saw a reputable means of living, and making money involving that which the government itself charges more for, gets taxes for, and keeps people under their thumb.

(IE Helping friends both void Withdrawal and get off of Opiates, telling them both the proper methods, though rarely used, so they could spend 10 here and there when needed, rather than 3000 first visit, then 150 for each additional visit, and more.
Thus offering a much more flexible means of allowing others to obtain what they want at far less the price. Never willing to make "business transactions" with those simply desiring to get "fucked up" not that I have anything against it, but I'd not like to be the catalyst for something that can cause quite a deal of problems for those in the US. Whereas other Countries are more liberal and offer better, more diverse options for help, trade now know, (short word Sub, whatever else one may derived from that.)
These Countries even offering "Heroin Maintenance" giving the addicts what they want, which not only cut down on Aids, and other disease, crime in all manners, and caused the majority of individual who were finally given what they wanted, the Opiate of their choice, under clinical care, caused a plethora of people to do anything from go to College, get a job of some form, or even go drastically further, the highest functioning legal method. With these Drugs, though sold for much due to information I needn't give out, initially it is exceedingly cheap, and thus can be offered as such without around 20 "middle men" all getting a cut.

The entire previous statement being was and is a lie, with the exception of the information on the majority of much of Europe's various methods of Opiate treatment, from Suboxone, Subutex, Methadone, to Heroin with Methadone during the night to prevent any Opiate Withdrawal. That being the only truthful instance of this post. All else is and was therefore clearly invalid but a story told for reason of poetic composition, and thus is only expressive fiction, thus all posts I've written involving this are complete void of truth in all forms yet all poetry, fiction. This statement made to clarify any legal misconceptions.

Thus the truth:

All that aside, as I practice poetry clearly I've been busy devoting myself to such passion for a number of years, and the time between now and this post. (Other things on my mind for making a living and living a life. Now altered in a sense.)

Anyhow, I assume this post still may be relevant now, for those who my be curious as as I was. I do recall a few years back a member that requested the same, and was not granted such by Wade, but it seems things have changed.

Even though aside from depositing and a rare post, the idea of not being 10,000+ in key area is a slight bother, that may compel me to rectify this at certain times. I beleive over 300 posts have been lost.
And with the AAHC, I would have easily been another 1000 posts or more.

Regardless, thank you quite kindly for your insight.

I'm an amazing person.
On this basis I feel it, if not an obligation on behalf of all that inspires awe in the world, than clearly at the very least fair that even be it only but one topic, that such become posted in devotion toward me.

Next major accomplishment, 30,000 experience points.

Though I've not been a fan of the new level icons since they've been integrated as part of the new update. (About the only true eye sore.)
Far from as into this site as I was years back, the next level up coming is especially unappealing.
But oh well.
Can only hope there will be better, larger icons that needn't alter the ability to have avatar.

But still 30,000, over 10 years, all major milestones. (Trying to remember, what was human target experience was 10 odd years ago, like 12,000 or so?

Time goes by...

Missed this mile stone; this account turned 10 years old.

Looking back to my previous self upon joining, aside from sexual similarities and attraction, I couldn't be more different. So writing two long differences in life.

Then, very much an Atheist, no chance of anything occurring aside the Tangible, no belief in anything other than the apparent.
In favor of Drugs, no connects.
Insecure.

Now after very personal experiences and experiments, believe greatly in being aside from the tangible that are greater than ourselves, and the likelihood of one supreme being, in some manner or form. (Even if such is the totality of all in and off itself.) And will give two examples of my life.
Have practiced, and caused in my opinion enough occurrences to go far beyond that of coincidental, but rather mind boggling in their manner of manifestation, IE bringing events into actuality that would otherwise be next to impossible by practices that as Crowley would define "Cause change in conformity with will" thus the odds being so ridiculous it would be as if winning the 50 million lottery jackpot three times within 4 years. Thus not "constantly repeatable, as nor would cause be (a psychology we're dealing with here, and numerous factors that need be taken into consideration, along with the human individuals interaction and application of specific actions verify, far from a simple button pushed that causes something to occur, thus "not scientifically proven" which many would thus assume "not real" as they replaced God with the rigidity of science.
The vast number of occurrences of such a slim chance occurring only after these attempts be made (usually three months of intense actions dealing strictly within the mind, or at times interaction within a form of God, until a tremendous upsurge of energy unlike any other is brought into accordance with the procedure and thus continued on methodically.) brought into reality events again, so mind boggling that, in combination with other interaction and results occurring, even when included one's that did not occur, the "coincidences" and vast "Synchronicity" are so massive it, though not consistently replicable, much as asking me for a Hamburger every day, at the same time, when I in the same mood, with the same manner of money, will react differently, regardless, and yet the interaction of my being is not refuted, personality, psychology other aspects to take into consideration ever present, as is the case with these practices.
Thus with such a speech, I've flipped over the forceful miserable skeptic who, at the time would only ever try such practices to disprove them . And as these practices generally function, when one desires to disprove it, it will indeed not work when that being one's deepest goal. To compare, much as one who rather than believe cars are able to turn and be safe, thus turns the car on, speeds off yet crashes due to not steering, the same concept, rather only proving one's own desires and inability to achieve driving, due to his desire to refute it's safety and ability. I was skeptical at first, but came from the perspective it "couldn't hurt to try" knowing it next to impossible to achieve my greatest desire any other way, of what was utilized was of self creation before involving myself in Occultism, (itself holding and teaching many of the same techniques I used, though at the time, due to being mislead and not properly giving it a chance, thought it all superstitions, which the one person I knew believing she lives with faeries, another thinking she changes the seasons, thus I had no real honest explanation on the real depth taught, with these morons living in such a way I can not fathom, nor can I be held accountable for such beliefs of which I've yet to read of) which I now include in addition to my own the integration of other practices toward my own and a lofty goal also being worked toward passionately within this reality. The goal thus detracted, the more expressed involving elevation and a "career" within such a field that is within this current reality we mostly are as closely rooted within as possible, expanding and exploring more as I became more adept.
Never to be a 9-5, nor make money so vast it would only be enjoyable betwixt the few hours not working nor sleeping. Such is great for others, for me I'd rather commit suicide. Thus my goals and steps toward are in play.

Another key difference and lifestyle, have and had a number of new friends.
For the past three years, especially the past year, I was using Heroin rather frequently, until last year I became addicted, eventually shooting over 20 bags of the finest a day. (with minor withdrawal prior I'd say, better to endure than get fully addicted, using once every 4-7 days for quite some time (which is long enough to generally ensure no addiction via withdrawal possible,) though some discomfort, no worse than a hang over, with much being even lessened due to it inducing sleep so long it would usually be 25 hours of intense, amazing dreams, where even the ugliest were beautiful in a nature so profound.
Eventually got hooked, got Sub scripts which I'd switch between the two, at first working right, later horrible withdrawal regardless.
Yet, never regretting using Dope, helped me in ways people simply wouldn't grasp, along with the right situations satisfying parts of myself that needed to be.
I, and my best friend at the time, created our own Crime Syndicate, using all resources we had to acquire currency, eventually it grew as our friend base became much larger, until roughly 8 members existed, all with a specialty, mostly each "out for himself" money wise, but via combination we managed to constantly get the other money in ways they worked best in. With some lager "jobs" planned.
We were often buying and "selling things" in the literally "Most Dangerous City In America" Camden, always in the worst parts, even dipping out from the feds at times.
This however, which at first felt quite bad ass, eventually just became business.
I involved in... "Legal" Sales, so to speak, nothing dangerous sold, often helpful. Also the most honest, with a reputation for being, knowledgeable, and one who "takes care of" his clients, (The only honest person "in the game" being the general term I'd hear.) Otherwise I the "getaway driver" for mass thievery of Walmart and other stores, with IPhones, Blue-Ray box sets, Etc being our targets. (a place I'd rather steal from, seeing it a mass conglomerate whose used very heartless means of acquiring that which they so have done to reach the top.)
Thus I always getting a cut for driving, other all doing there own specialty, some including simply working under the table, though many others being very grimy, the type of things I'd not be present to help nor condone. Such as breaking and entering enemies houses when home, with masks on, ganking that which they desire, knocking the person out, after kicking in their door. Never would I help in that.
Us having affiliation toward the Bloods, though never bought, also could get guns at any times.
All of us nit tight, if ever one of us were giving trouble or attacked by another a jumping would be involved. A humerus case involved a particular bitch side swiping a friends car, then though numbers were exchanged, she didn't want to call the cops on my boy.
One night she "Wanted to get it settled, with him to pay." Us with counterfeit money to give to her, involved me, wearing a long trench coat, standing as I am quite tall and intimidating, being claimed as "his lawyer" scared her so much she thought I was in the Mob and going to kill her, thus she was too afraid to ever try again.
A typical day.

I'm now happily on Methadone Maintenance, for life if I Want, knowing how to get just as high as I was one Dope legally, everyday, thanks to scripts.
Otherwise, I do miss the Pulp Fiction life. But no risks now all legal.
Indeed 10 years can be a lifetime of changes.

For Old-school:

Mike

At one point in time I believe I had reached a post count of 10,200+, if mistaken certain 10,100, and have not posted in well over a year.
My curiosity is, throughout this time it would seem my post count has been reducing, and my only assumption being that old topics are getting deleted.
It has been a while, but as I believe the rule was, a topic, after being posted for so long, could not be deleted but simply locked. (With I believe at one point a slight glitch in the system that certain moderators thus took advantage of.)
(Unless perhaps a member asked to be deleted along with all his posts.... But I seem to remember a user asking for that before, being informed he could be deleted if he really wants to, but deleting his posts were out of the question.)

Though, unlikely as I can imagine, somehow old topics being bumped, with something I had posted 1+ years ago somehow offended a Moderator (likely one who had joined after I was inactive, thus not having any familiarity with me, my humor and ingrained persona, nor what jokes may have been prevalent at the time) and thus deleted it, which likewise wouldn't make sense, as it's validity of a post and it being accepted for such a time period (especially with these posts generally having a moderator in them.) Would thus imply that which ever potentially overzealous Moderator has decided though it was permissible at one time, won't be under "his watch."

The next possibility being to assume a combination of the previous two proposed, only in regards to an Admin taking it upon himself to do so.

Another being, easily around 1000 posts were made in the old AAHC which was "deleted" (I actually believed locked and remained in full contact, if anything due to Wade having the ability to "sift through" the pleasurable perversity and take note of potential, as seems the case here more than any site, Lolicon's and similar (at time a notorious affiliation between myself within the vastness of Newgrounds") Keeping it intact to see if anything "Illegal" posted, and/or not wanting all these Member, some of which virtually always posted within that Club, thus frustrating them enough to leave as all their posts were deleted. No I wonder if perhaps after all these years in "hidden exile" topic is being deleted.

And lastly the simple possibility of a certain new type of "post calculator" that somehow has via some means either rectified previous miscalculated, be it posts that were deleted far in the past not registering as being deleted until now, or a curious error of assessment.

I am unsure, but the numerous site's I've since moderated (obviously of different formatting than this) would always still retain the deleted post (thus it always being able to be brought back, and visible to Moderators/Admins if they were to click a link of the deleted post/topic, unless, as though against the Admin/Moderator rule, (Generally one in particular power hungry bitch began doing so for everyone that posted things demonstrated her abuse of E-Serious Business, only to become and Admin and pretty much cause all Global Mods to walk on eggshells lest she demod us, causing many regulars to leave, myself included, or become else simply become her "bitch." I do digress though I'm sure the Mods know at least one of that mentality.) Often with the reason written upon this "collapsed" version of the post as explanation, could thus be expanded for view of Admin/Moderator, with the potential to bring it back if an assessment was made that validated it as a worthwhile post in no violation of the rules, or if it's humor was enough to warrant it's relevance.
(I somehow doubt the possibility this the case, as the vastness of Newgrounds in contrast to a site that has around 20,000 members with only 500-300 active to varying degree, (thus such post retaining wouldn't put much a strain on the server . Than to compare a site such as this that, if saving each deleted post would take up a large portion of bandwidth. So even taking that into consideration, along with my posts often jokingly, making light of such attractions, and always found it to be annoying that in many regards Newgrounds was found a mutual site advertisement and "friendship," with, I forget it's name but basically a site housing actual imagery and video of people getting slaughter. Somewhat like a real life Guro or a modern day "Face of Death," yet somehow found so much as linking toward an image of Lolicon (already being forewarned it was NSFW, and the nature of the image before hand.)
Thus one of the reasons I took every opportunity I could get to stay "within the rules" yet still manage to get under the skin of those offended by it. But now I thoroughly digress.
Unless such "risky" discussion could have led to post deletion.
So regardless of the reason, or potential reasons, might anyone out there have a feasible explanation.?

Aside from potentially getting a few posts I'd recalled that were quite humorous, I do enjoy being on the triple 10,000 list, even if mostly on the site for statistic reality reasons anymore.

Level 51, nice to be back in gold again.
If only I could get that damned Deity whistle I'd have a thoroughly pimped out account. (barring medal points.)
So yeah, 27,750 experience points... All things considered, quite a lot. Can't believe the difference within life since I first joined to now. Quite a transition.

Anyway, screen grab:

Awesome, ranked #145 for experience, prior to my account being compromised numerous years back, I had reached #146. I have now surpassed the highest ranking my account has ever reached. Took forever. Super.
(If the aforementioned account jacking never took place, I believe I'd nearly be in the top 50 by now.)

Now if only we could get some good, nice sized, impressive level icons again, I'd actually look froward to leveling up, rather than strictly just gaining stats.
Well, at least I'll once again be part of the gold level icons within a few days... That counts for something, I guess.

9.00 Base voting power.
14.41 Total voting power.
Super.

At 5/9/12 08:55 PM, RightWingGamer wrote: The unsimulated rape of a child isn't sick and wrong?

Haters gonna hate.
Barons gonna post overused catch phrases.

Bags = Packed.
New York City here I cum!

Just reached 25,000 experience, epicness.

Also, though I'm sure the question has been asked numerous times before, has there been any word as to whether the B/P levels will give voting power boosts as was the case prior to the upgrade, or are we now stuck with only our experience points to define our voting power?

At 27 minutes ago, Lady-Stardust wrote: Try Boogiepop Phantom.

This is quite an amazing Anime. Truly a work of art, completely unique in it's presentation.

If the OP finds herself enjoying Boogiepop and Lain, I'd recommend the somewhat more well known Paranoia Agent, as well Perfect Blue. All great psychological thrillers.
Also, consider checking out When They Cry, though I personally don't find it on par with the other thrillers mentioned, it is still quite an interesting and impressive series to watch.

There are quite a number I could list, but here are three of my top favorites:

Welcome To The NHK - An absolutely amazing Anime, blending a great deal of humor within a plot that, though quite outrageous at times, is still highly believable. Dealing with a paranoid recluse and his various misadventures. The series has quite a deal of heart, with characters that all have quite a great deal of character to them.

Serial Experiments Lain - This would be my favorite Psychological Thriller/Mind Fuck Anime, which is overall quite surreal. The story is really quite hard to sum up, but it deals with a High School Girl, the Internet, and reality itself quickly unwinding. A great series to re-watch. I often find myself coming to different conclusions regarding certain aspects of the series through each watch through.

Kodomo No Jikan - This series isn't for everyone, but as a fan of Lolicon, it's totally right up my alley. Though never actually released stateside, it is available via a variety of different sites in fan-subbed form. The story centers around an extremely sexually charged Grade School student, her friends, and her homeroom teacher whom she continuously makes forceful, often lewd advances toward. Through her advances, he himself ends up having romantic feelings toward her which are at odds with his otherwise uptight personality, and more often than not, he finds ways to divert these feelings to prevent himself from fully realizing he's developed a crush on her.
The plot itself, despite all this, is generally lighthearted, and more akin to a sort of risky (and to the typical Westerner, quite shocking) "slap-stick" comedy, yet it clearly elevates itself beyond that of simple fan service, and can be quite humorous regardless of your take on Lolicon.

Anyway, there are plenty more I could list, but I don't feel like typing a novels worth of recommendations at the moment. If you'd like further suggestions PM or something.

Fortunately during the update, and the brief window allotted before the site went down again, I managed to deposit my experience. Though there was no indication it was being deposited, I still opted to vote for 5 submissions to be sure.
Considering the "recent deposits" list didn't reveal I had successfully deposited, I used a previously taken screen grab as verification my experience had been acquired.

Somewhat off topic, but I assume it won't be long before both our full voting power is once again displayed, and the correct B/P icon is visible. As despite being a Supreme Commander, my icon is still that of the "Commander" rank.

Still, I must say, Old Level Icons > New Level Icons.

At 13 minutes ago, Chumbawamba wrote:

At A few seconds ago, II2none wrote: Satanic book

Pretty sure it's the Necronomicon.

Nonsense, the books cover is far too happy to be a book dealing with Satanic/Cthulhian subject matter.
I think it's "The Little Engine That Could" or something.

At 1 minute ago, sebaboss wrote: Is there a list of all user levels and icons?
It seems that wiki one is not there anymore. :/

Right here:

My survival would both depend on how literate the zombies are, and whether or not they enjoy reading.

At A few seconds ago, MadCow wrote:

At 2 minutes ago, Squidbit wrote: There's 300 people online right now. What makes him so special?

he's a p. cool dude (unlike that faggot squidbit)

Who's Squidbit?
Oh wait, didn't he post in a topic I made or something?
I guess not everyone can be memorable...

At A few seconds ago, Halberd wrote: Isn't he the guy who apparently was a moderator once then got demodded LOL

He's also the guy who's online now.
Plus he even has a topic made about him, check it out: http://www.newgrounds.com/bbs/topic/1292464

This topic is about him being online.