Does anyone ever get this feeling?
This is it. This is my life. No second tries. No second chances. This is it.
I'll never get to go to elementary school again. I'll never see so many of my friends again. As I was playing Call of Duty , my mind trailed off as I camped in Search and Destroy.
It doesn't matter if anyone remembers me , it doesn't matter if anyone likes me , hell , I don't matter at all. How can this be it? Then again , when I die i'm not going to be worrying about that am I. It's been a while since i've graduated from elementary , but now it's starting to sink in. I'm not going to see half of my class ever again. For the rest of my pointless life.
I might as well join the army and have some fun shooting stuff until I die. Or I could try to make my friends lives happier than mine is.
But the worst part is , i'm supposed to be enjoying life , and here I am wondering why I bother to exsist.