I want to sing, I really do - i've wanted to sing since I was a little kid, but you see, every time I ever tried to sing when I was alone I felt like my voice was far too crackly PLUS I had no idea what my voice, legitimately sounded to others since I was the one singing.
Every time i've tried singing in front of others I was just fooling around and not singing for real because I was too embarrassed they'd think I suck.
I've never recorded my voice because I don't own anything I can record my voice with.
And I never took chorus or other such classes in elementary or middle school because I was too embarrassed at the time.
But it's not that i'm embarrassed to sing, it's that i'm embarrassed to sing in front of people I know - I always sing along at concerts and such fine, even if no one else is. (No one ever told me if i'm good or bad though)
Now I am 16(Yes, I admit that when I first joined I said I was this age) and at a point of my life where stuff I do matters and I need to start finding stuff I enjoy doing and stuff i'm good at so I can find my career for the rest of my life.
But you see, I have no real talents for anything I can see myself doing in the future.
And the only thing I really enjoy is music...
I want to learn to sing clean, high-pitched vocals soooooo bad.
Here are some singers i'd like to sound like some day:
Opeth(the clean vocals only)
Old helloween
Oldest Sonata Arctica.
Dream Theater from the early 90's.
Etc, i'd like to become a falsetto vocalist like Bruce Dickson, Timo Kotipelto, Tony Kakko, Lance King, Michael Kiske, etc. or AT LEAST be able to sing normal clean vocals good like Mikael Åkerfeldt and James LaBrie.
I'd like advice such as: Basic singing tips, Good songs to practice my vocal range, how much I should practice singing a day, How do I find a good vocal teacher, How much I should be paying for a vocal teacher(So I don't get jipped), how do I know if i'm actually hurting myself.(Which I heard can happen if you sing any type of vocals in metal wrongly for a long time) and over such things.
Help.