About three months ago, I was looking up random stuff on wikipedia, when I saw the article on autofellatio. I decided to try it out.
I couldn't do it at first, but I was just so curious, so I've been stretching and doing exercises so I can get more flexible. I finally got only the tip in, but I was determined to get more in. I figured that if I wanted to get more in, I would have to be able to put that much in my mouth. So I started with door stoppers, and eventually worked my way up to deep throating sharpie markers.
I began to get frustrated, because I couldn't get more than an inch into my mouth. I couldn't understand why I couldn't get more than an inch in, I was pretty flexible, I have a good sized dick, and I'm doing the technique right. Why am I not getting more in?
I decided if I really want to get more in, I would have to stretch and exercise whenever I got the chance. I would, in a sitting position, try to bury my face into my pants. I decided that I would put off masturbating until I could put my lips on my pants. I hadn't jerked it in almost a month when I put finally put my face onto my pants. I could choke down half of my dick, and I couldn't be happier. This was two months ago, and now I can put almost my whole dick in my mouth.
So about a week ago, I was sucking myself off, when I wondered what it would feel like if I came all over my face. I closed my eyes and mouth, and started to suck. I kept sucking, and with no hesitation, I blasted a huge load all over my face. So two days later, I pondered to myself and said "I wonder what else I can explore". The thought of me tasting my own cum came to mind. At first, I wanted to get just a lick, but then I started deciding against it. "Don't be a bitch, swallow it all or swallow none". I went with swallowing it all. So when I came close to coming, I sucked as fast as I could. With no hesitation, I blasted the gigantic load into my mouth. It tasted pretty bad, but it wasn't enough for me to gag it out. I swirled it around for three seconds and swallowed it in one big gulp. I've done this three times since.
Now, the whole reason why I wrote this thread was because only minutes ago, did the word homosexuality come to mind. To this day, I cannot see myself sucking someone else's dick, or swallowing someone else's cum. I still fantasize about women, and always think about some chick sucking my dick while I'm performing autofellatio. I have never found any man attractive, never had any sexual desire for a man, no homosexuality whatsoever. I want your opinion, people of newgrounds. Do you think I am a homosexual?
