I'm actually getting pretty angry just about nao.

At 8/23/07 09:15 PM, Luis wrote: I think I have all parts except 12a.

I did send you a 12a. :/

At 8/20/07 12:03 PM, Sawke wrote: neeeext!

A rather tall baby with a pacifier in its mouth, looking below itself in an unaware and curious horror, as a vital substance/object passes through it - escaping through the thorax (and approaching the birth canal) of its newly acquired insect-like lower body.
The middle body is arching backwards and the chest is arching inwards.

The baby is actually a male human/part insect... meaning that the birth will slightly painful and only partially pleasurable.
The falling object may be the baby's heart (in a somewhat liquid-like form), which escaped its mostly enclosed space (around the breast area) and fell through a narrow pinball-machine-like passage into the lower abdomen.

The baby is inhaling deeply, pulling in its chest muscles, and tensing up the rest of the muscles in its body to prepare for the upcoming release.
Meanwhile, the two halves of the baby's brain are splitting apart and exploding like smoke through each of its ears.
The pressure points in the pocket between its neck and its shoulders are becoming extremely tense, as it feels that it needs to scream - but cannot, due to the pacifier.

At 7/23/07 11:05 PM, hashbrown wrote:

At 7/23/07 09:33 PM, fenix wrote: finished my rough outline

ugh i didnt like the drug theme that much in the last one, i want the transitions to be more imaginative than a guy imagining things high. hell id rather see the entire collab about raping 2 year old girls.

Transitions involving 2 year old girls imagining things while being raped would definitely be much more engaging this time around.

At 7/20/07 03:49 PM, RobTheNerd wrote: i take it this collab has atually died then ?

Don't take it that way.

I'll join tomorrow, and begin my part two days later.

I strongly agree with everything Coolio-Niato has said so far in this topic.

I'm hoping that it will continue to release itself on any date later than April 3rd, if at all.

It would be endlessly disappointing to most viewers if it resumed releasing itself on April 2nd, if at all.

At 10/16/06 09:12 PM, Joodah wrote: at this point, i think you may need to pm gumonshoe, as we have'nt seen him in a little while...other than that, i'm not too sure on the leaders.

but as for me, welcome in.

Oh.
Well, that would explain the fact that this club has nearly completely died... if not completely died after its original death(s).

But really... The Jew Crew cannot truly live when deprived of Gum on a Shoe.

Taking into consideration that GumOnShoe has apparently disappeared...

I have now decided to resign from Judaism until he makes his epic return.

SO.
It is MyPuddle.
And now Thuberbaer... yet MyPuddle nonetheless.

One Hebrew year ago, a little under a Gregorian year ago, and about 30 BBS pages ago... I utilized my fingers, along with my tongue (as I had a great deal of tongue precision at that age), and typed:

At 10/4/05 08:36 PM, Thuberbaer wrote:

At 10/4/05 09:33 AM, Lidov wrote: "Tashlich"

Mmm... Tashlich...
Yummy.
My congregation's Tashlich services are going on right now. I don't think I'm there... No, no I'm probably not...

Ever since Puddle was a young Puddle, he was never really like, "YAY! RELIGION!", but more like, "Whoa... maybe, there is no god... yes, yes, that's very possible... but I don't know for sure, so fuck it".
But Judaism was like, "Whoa, Puddle... whoa. You need to calm down. Stop thinking about things and doubting me... it makes me sad."
And I just kind of tried to cheer Judaism up, but he never really got over it... and it was beginning to show in his school work also. It needed to stop. That's when I decided to send Judaism to counseling.

:{{....}}

Recently, though, I learned that Judaism isn't the earliest historically known religion, which is what I had previously thought.
The earliest historically known religion was polytheistic and worshipped the natural forces which helped keep them alive, similar to the religion of the Native Americans, which is interesting, because if the Native Americans originated from the western hemisphere and had migrated to the Americas early on via a land bridge, as many scientist believe, they would not have been affected by people in the western hemisphere as years went by. By the time they were discovered along with the Americas by European explorers, their religion might have been the same, although maybe slightly changed over the years, as the earliest historically known religion.
But, if the earliest known religion worshipped the forces of nature, they were probably just worshipping the only life sustaining forces they could find. This would lead one to think that if there is a god, it at least didn't introduce itself to humans.

Judaism is known to have appeared... later. And Christianity is known to have appeared... after that. And then there were also other religions. They were known to have appeared... at different points in history.

So now, I'm sitting here... typing this... while my parents are throwing pieces of bread into a pond about 20 miles away. And I'm wondering when this particular tradition was thought up, and who thought it up, and why.

But then, I see a shard of glass, and I begin licking it, and suddenly, all of those thoughts rush out of my head and all I see is that shard of glass. Sitting there, anticipating the next lick. Waiting for the chance to cut my tongue open be engulfed in my blood. And at that moment, one word comes to my mind. "PUD!" And I suddenly realize that everyone is staring at me with angry eyes. They want to kill Puddle. So Puddle rolls away and ends his post, wondering why he even posted it at all.

---

Now the new year has come again... and I suppose nearly my entire outlook on life/religion has shifted towards another direction.

Realizing that Judaism truly did not have much to hide - I simply hadn't/haven't yet found much of the information that once seemingly made me quite suspicious of it....
And also learning a bit more about myself...
Coming to learn more about the history of Judaism and its place as a religion among others... Although, really it no longer seems to matter AS much as it once had...
And possibly, most importantly, finding some sort of newer connection to Judaism through an oddly religious growing feeling often found through rather ambiguous art and art in general... seeing the world "frame by frame" and in an animated motion and rhythym for the first time... and realzing (again, or maybe even for the first true time), that I actually had a family, as well as a family history, built up and displayed in many ways through my own being.

Another reason for this is the fact, which gradually grew on me, and I found to be more and more true... that contradicted my partial statement at that time:
But Judaism was like, "Whoa, Puddle... whoa. You need to calm down. Stop thinking about things and doubting me... it makes me sad."
Slowly I began to find that Judaism was much more open to thought, debate, discussion... and even complete doubt, than I had thought previously.
Much more open to questioning varieties of philosophies which were rather foreign to Judaism.

I find it interesting...
The fact that this has happened.
Because it seemed rather unlikely.
I still may not be anywhere near as interested in the rituals themselves, over the ideas and philosophies that can be found and debated in Judaism...
Though now, they feel of much more importance - a culture.
Which I share with quite a few others.
And I also find it interesting...
That I now find myself living in the most Jewish area and community of my city, which is probably about 25% - 40% Jewish - Chassids and all... in divided areas of the only slightly larger area at least.
Somehow that is humorous.
Yet it doesn't stir laughter... in any shape or form - only in non-existent sound.

---

Last year I announced where I was currently located... and the premise of my being there:

So now, I'm sitting here... typing this... while my parents are throwing pieces of bread into a pond about 20 miles away. And I'm wondering when this particular tradition was thought up, and who thought it up, and why.

I am still wondering when this particular tradition was thought up - who thought it up - and why.

Then, I concluded what was basically my final real post in this club with:

So Puddle rolls away and ends his post, wondering why he even posted it at all.

But I will still roll away... a Puddle, rolling its way into a pool of bodies, surrounding a tiny embodiment of water.

Not just any embodiment of water though...
Not a pond...

I finally realized:
That bread will be thrown into a Puddle - and in some sense, I will be fed... some part of me will be fed.
I am that Puddle.
And I will melt into that Puddle, re-uniting myself with its liquidity.

No matter how often my NG username my change... I will always be that Puddle:
The Puddle of my youth, and my probable future.

A Puddle which never fully leaves the pond from which it came.

Hey, I'm working on a film-like Flash, which I've already posted a topic for on the Voice Acting Club boards.

I've already gotten voice actors for 2 of the parts, and now I still need one more:

Character

Wife -
Age = Late 20's - Early 30's
Voice = Very slightly raspy (due to lack of sleep), married relatively "young" woman's voice.

Scene = Arguing with husband.

Line

(Wife): (In tears/fed up) I don’t want anymore of your... (searching for words/ slightly frustrated) Philosophical bullshit!

My email is:
MyPuddle@gmail.com

Thanks!

At 4/10/06 03:27 AM, ZekeySpaceyLizard wrote: Most music collabs die. Keep this one alive!
There are some wonderfully talented FDSGAFDS participating already!
Please get it done! An excellent cartoon to an excellent song would be poetry in motion.
Poetry being, a long dead art on newgrounds.

GOOD DAYS!!1!12

YEE!
It was actually your part in the 5 Shades of Blue collab in which I first heard the song.
I... along with "-Evan-" posted the collab last summer, but by the end, more than half of the members had quit or didn't submit their parts.
Then, one day -Evan- suddenly reappeared and suggested and begged that we revive the collab.
At first, I was skeptical about the idea, as I remembered that in the past -Evan- had a few bad experiences with running his collabs, but eventually, I made the post (which he couldn't do due to his batting average).
I wasn't active in this revival of the collab because I feared that the same that happened with the last would happen to this one, or that -Evan- might quit for some reason, since his idea of reviving the collab in the first place seemed too... spontaneous for him to really be determined to carry it through.
And now, -Evan- has mysteriously disappeared from the collab.

But.... now that you say that it could be poetic, which is what I had originally hoped for the collab to be since the song is poetic, inspiring, and almost numbing, (but I lost that hope somehow)... maybe -Evan- could hide as I guess he already may have been doing, and I could take over.
Yes, yes, it is quite possible.

At 4/7/06 06:10 PM, -Mogly- wrote: I knew Evan would quit like this, fuck should never of joined.

He even got the list wrong..

did anyone else finish there parts?

I also knew he would quit like this, which is the reason that I only made the first post and didn't sign up for any parts.

At 2/18/06 02:13 PM, ConAir wrote: How many times have you guys made threads like this?

-Evan- and I did this same collab once before, last summer, but it failed because too few people submitted their parts.
I haven't made any other collabs... and -Evan- might have made a few...

At 2/18/06 02:13 PM, -Mogly- wrote: i'm pretty sure it's already been done. not that it cant be redone.

We did start the same collab last summer, which failed and wasn't submitted, but -Evan- wanted to try to revive the collab with the same song, so we're redoing it now.

The "Clocks" by Coldplay Collab

This is NOT a Clock Crew collab. The name of the song is "Clocks", by the band Coldplay.

-Evan-:
Okay, now that things have been cleared up. This collab was made a LONG time ago, last July to be exact. Although it had much success, it kinda died off due to everyone going their own ways. And since then, I'm sure everyone has definitly gotten loads better at animating. So -Evan- and I are going to bring it back, since we made it in the first place.

RULES
-24 FPS
-Default stage size (450x500)
-Default stage color (white)
-1 to 3 lines per person, no more than that
-All animating styles are accepted, though FBF is preferred
-You do not have to lip sync, but you can if you want

REQUIREMENTS
You must have a 3.00 BA or higher, with the exception of -Evan-. -Evan- was not long ago "hacked" and somebody submitted some horrible crap movies to his account, putting his BA waaaay down. If you check out his -NG- movie you would see that he is a very nice artist, and that was a very long time ago, he's much better now :D.

If you havn't submitted any flash, Havn't submitted enough to get a BA yet, or have submitted some really old stuff that is crappy compared to what you can do now, then just post an example of your work on this topic and we will decide wether or not you are worthy enough.

DEADLINE
The deadline isn't very vital. The DUE DEADLINE FOR ALL PARTS is APRIL 1ST but if everyone isn't yet done, then we can wait for a little bit. The SUBMISSION DATE IS APRIL 10th. This is the day that the movie will be submitted to the portal. So you have well over a month to do your parts, and join.

LINES

The lines can be heard and downloaded HERE!

*NOTE: many of the lines are instrumentals, so make sure that you have some nice inspiration!*

1- *instrumental*
2- *instrumental*
3- *instrumental*
4- *instrumental*
5- Lights go out and I can't be saved
6- Tides that I try to swim against
7- Have brought me down upon my knees
8- Oh, I beg, I beg and plead, singin'
9- Come out of things unsaid
10- Shoot an apple off my head
11- And, trouble that can't be named
12- A tigers waitin' to be tamed, singin'
13- you (extended) are (extended)
14- you (extended) are (extended)
15- *instrumental*
16- *instrumental*
17- Confusion that never stops
18- The closing walls, and ticking clocks
19- Gonna come and take you home
20- I could not stop, that you now know, singin'
21- Come out, upon my seas
22- Cursed missed opportunities, Am I
23- Part (extended) of the cure, or am I part of the disease, singin'
24- you (extended) are (extended)
25- you (extended) are (extended)
26- you (extended) are (extended)
27- you (extended) are (extended)
28- *instrumental*
29- *instrumental*
30- you (extended) are (extended)
31- And nothing (extended) else compares(extended)
32- Oh no, nothing (extended) else compares(extended)
33- And nothing (extended) else compares(extended)
34- Compares (extended) (soft)
35- *instrumental*
36- *instrumental*
37- *instrumental*
38- *instrumental*
39- you (extended) are (extended)
40- you (extended) are (extended)
41- Home, Home, where I wanted to go
42- Home, Home, where I wanted to go
43- Home, Home, where I wanted to go (you *extended* are *extended* soft in background)
44- Home, Home, where I wanted to go (you *extended* are *extended* soft in background)
45- *instrumental*
46- *instrumental*

Well, thats all to know. I hope everything goes well. -Evan- will run most of it for a while. Thanks :D

Good morning Puddle!
Oh, good morning!
Yes, thank you. Where does Puddle live?
Pittsburgh.
Oh really? I live in Pittsburgh too!
WOW! I would never have guessed!

At 10/28/05 10:33 PM, Rhabdophobia wrote: Its not exactly invasion of privacy if its on the internet

Yeah, I guess it isn't really an invasion of privacy since it is public... but still... I doubt that one of the school staff just randomly stumbled onto my DA page, and knowing that my teachers, principal, and guidance counseler may constantly check it for a while still isn't that comforting a thought.

Now, they've gone too far. Today, I was called down to the guidance office at my middle school. Apparently, one of the school staff (probably one of my teachers, but they won't let me know which one) just happened to "come across" my DeviantArt page, and just happened to view all of my submissions, posts, comments, reviews, etc. (I'm guessing that whoever it was just randomly Googled my name) Then, they just happened to send the principal an email saying something like: "This is one of our eighth grade students, you should take care of this." They then provided the following links:

http://www.deviantart.com/view/19502848/
(This was their main concern. In the Flash, (yes, it did suck) a "goth girl" blew up the middle school in which the Flash took place. They took this Flash movie, which I made late last school year as a threat to the school, and filled out "Threat Assessements" because of it. Ok. First of all, I made this last year. If I was planning to blow up the school since then, I probably would have done it by now. Second of all, everything in the movie was based on actual things that really do happen in middle school. Yes, some middle schoolers do cut themselves, play with fire, and plan to burn schools. WOW. How surprising... Third of all, it's a fucking flash movie about Dibburville Middle School in Dibburville. I don't believe that is the name of the school and area that I live in. Fourth of all, the character in the movie that blew up the school was a "goth girl". Although this year it may not be as apparent to the school as it is to me and everyone else, I am actually not a goth, nor am I a girl. The prinicipal was also concerned to see that, in the beginning of the animation, a character who he believed "represented" me (he seemed to think that almost every character "represented" me), was cutting himself. He assumed from all of this, that I was depressed, a cutter, had intentions to commit some form of mass murder, and was very "violent". He called my parents, and emailed them the link. Nothing in the animation necessarily concerned them, but he felt that action would need to be taken. His solution to this problem: "Kenny is spending way too much time on his computer. He needs to go play with butterflies in parks and run around joyfully. If he had done that all along, he would never have become so "violent". Kenny should also join a great social group, like.... the Boy Scouts! Yes, Kenny needs to join Boy Scouts." (Luckily, I'm not doing either of these things) I will also be put on close watch during school hours, and am scheduled for a few meetings with psychologists. The worst part though, is the fact that half of the school staff have my DeviantArt page bookmarked, and will probably now visit it on a regular basis. Waiting for my next submission. I don't find that thought very comforting...)

http://comments.devi..1/21559637/176925287

(It's a comment that I made on Autumn Tree... They gave the line: "It's interesting to see the other side of the story." a lot of attention, and assumed that I "thought that the Columbine shootings were a wonderful and interesting subject", or something to that extent. I explained to them that it was just a "review" that I wrote for a very well made Flash movie that dealt with a subject that cannot simply be ignored, and that I did not support the way that the two kids that commited the Columbine shootings handled their problems, nor did I ever state that I did. They seemed to ignore it and just move on, still believing that I was in some way a supporter of the Columbine shootings.)

http://comments.devi..1/13110094/174719833

(At this, they were "shocked" that I had given my grade, city and state, and the name of my school over the internet. They also said that I wasn't to use my name on the internet any longer, because as we all know, as soon as people see: "Name: Kenny Holstein, Age: 13", they will all track me down, and rush to my house or school to kidnap and rape me. Hmm... Another interesting quote by the principal while we were on the subject: "I don't give out any information about myself on the intrer...net because I dont know all that much about computers and anyone could track me down and do bad things to me. I don't even feel safe about buying things off the internet because the people I'm buying products from could be bad people. You just never know..." At one point, it even seemed almost as if they were urging me to delete all of my records and accounts on the "dangerous internet" and stay away from it.)

So I am now considered an "at-risk" student. "At Risk of commiting a mass murder or other violent crime." ...

The worst part of this wasn't the "consequences" that I will face because of this, which really aren't that bad, but the idea that the school was basically "stalking" me. They were snooping around through all of my deviations, comments and activities on DeviantArt. For some reason, this scared me more than anything else in the past year or two.

It started out like this:

*I walked in and saw the guidance counseler sitting in her chair, in front of her desk, next to her computer*

Guidance Counseler: "Hey, Kenny! Ok, just take a seat."

Me: "Ok."

Guidance Counseler: "So, I met with your parents yesterday, and they were nice."

Me: "Yeah..."

Guidance Counseler: "Well, anyway, I think you know why you're here."

Me: "No, not really."

Guidance Counseler: "Just take a guess."

Me: "I... don't know..."
(I hadn't caused any form of trouble all year so far,unlike previous years (I went to the office 4-5 times/year) so I had no clue as to what it was.)

Guidance Counseler: "Can you think of anything that might have done on the computer recently that you might be in trouble because of?"

(I could think of a few things, but doubted she was referring to those.)

Me: "No... wait... MY computer??!"

Guidance Counsler: "No, at school. Come over here, does this look familiar to you?"

*My DeviantArt page is open and "Days in Dibburville" is playing*

Me: "Uhh... I didn't make that in school, or ever show it in school... I made that last year, not recently."

Guidance Counseler: "That isn't the issue here." *Pulls out "Threat Assessment"*

For some reason, that was the least thing I expected to see. It just wasn't meant to be seen by the school staff. It seemed to me like... an invasion of privacy... And Puddle was angry.

So, basically, what I'm saying is: "What the fuck?"

At 10/9/05 04:02 PM, Ninja-Chicken wrote: gallery back up

Yay! Oh yeah... my name's Kenny Holstein.

1...2...3...PUDDLE!!! 3 Puddles!

Oh no, Puddle, oh no! http://putfile.com/p..0104945.jpg&s=x1

PUD. http://putfile.com/p..053113.jpg&s=x10

Poodle?

At 10/4/05 09:07 PM, gumOnShoe wrote: wow, I want that post to stay out of shear creativity... I'm dumbfounded... and if you read into it you can get something out of it...

but wow

YAY! Puddle's been a good Puddle...

Hmm.... Oh yeah, and on a related note, L'Shana Tovah! =)

By the way, about the above post, I wasn't saying anything to be offensive to anyone, even though I was referring to religion in general... mixed in with a few other things... and possibly a couple of randomly placed subliminal messages of no meaning whatsoever, but if something I said actually did offend you, it's very likely that I meant it to be much more offensive than you have already realized. Or I might have just been simply stating that I have doubts and certain ideas about... things... for no apparent reason.
It's actually the Rosh Ha'Shana services' fault.
You see, Judaism is the quiet one, he just kind of keeps to himself, and often cuts himself and listens to emo music at home. He's also very sensitive, and his feelings get hurt easily, so you have to be sure not to do anything to upset him. The Rosh Ha'Shana services, on the other hand, like to play mind games and screw with people's heads, so that when they get home, they write large essays on seemingly random topics that go on and on, in the Jew Crew on the Newgrounds BBS...

At 10/4/05 09:33 AM, Lidov wrote: "Tashlich"

Mmm... Tashlich...
Yummy.
My congregation's Tashlich services are going on right now. I don't think I'm there... No, no I'm probably not...

Ever since Puddle was a young Puddle, he was never really like, "YAY! RELIGION!", but more like, "Whoa... maybe, there is no god... yes, yes, that's very possible... but I don't know for sure, so fuck it".
But Judaism was like, "Whoa, Puddle... whoa. You need to calm down. Stop thinking about things and doubting me... it makes me sad."
And I just kind of tried to cheer Judaism up, but he never really got over it... and it was beginning to show in his school work also. It needed to stop. That's when I decided to send Judaism to counseling. Unfortunately though, as is almost always the case, counseling didn't help Judaism, it even made things worse for him.

That might have been strengthened slightly by the fact that my father is relatively narrow-minded on the subject of Judaism and everything relating to it, and is usually only interested in books, art, or movies that are about or share similarities to events in Jewish history. For example, he will usually defend almost every decision that Israel or any Israeli makes, even if he wouldn't have defended it if another country or person had made the same decision. He's also not too interested in ideas such as the possibility that god was created by people, the Torah and other religious books and customs were written and made by humans, etc. Which are things that I only really talk to him about around the high holidays, when he starts repetitively asking me if I remember a certain Hebrew word or the name of a certain thing relating to that holiday.
Yeah... my dad is very religious and closed-minded, so, at least as of now and for as long as I can remember, I'm not.

Recently, though, I learned that Judaism isn't the earliest historically known religion, which is what I had previously thought.
The earliest historically known religion was polytheistic and worshipped the natural forces which helped keep them alive, similar to the religion of the Native Americans, which is interesting, because if the Native Americans originated from the western hemisphere and had migrated to the Americas early on via a land bridge, as many scientist believe, they would not have been affected by people in the western hemisphere as years went by. By the time they were discovered along with the Americas by European explorers, their religion might have been the same, although maybe slightly changed over the years, as the earliest historically known religion.
But, if the earliest known religion worshipped the forces of nature, they were probably just worshipping the only life sustaining forces they could find. This would lead one to think that if there is a god, it at least didn't introduce itself to humans.

Judaism is known to have appeared... later. And Christianity is known to have appeared... after that. And then there were also other religions. They were known to have appeared... at different points in history.

So now, I'm sitting here... typing this... while my parents are throwing pieces of bread into a pond about 20 miles away. And I'm wondering when this particular tradition was thought up, and who thought it up, and why.

But then, I see a shard of glass, and I begin licking it, and suddenly, all of those thoughts rush out of my head and all I see is that shard of glass. Sitting there, anticipating the next lick. Waiting for the chance to cut my tongue open be engulfed in my blood. And at that moment, one word comes to my mind. "PUD!" And I suddenly realize that everyone is staring at me with angry eyes. They want to kill Puddle. So Puddle rolls away and ends his post, wondering why he even posted it at all.

At 9/25/05 04:47 PM, cybex wrote: Nowadays, clocks are just a label for bad animators to hide behind and pretty much get all their flash attempts saved.

The topic's 2 years old. RsRiddick just came back to it to flame someone who recently commited suicide.

At 9/25/05 04:34 PM, RsRiddick wrote:

At 11/2/03 12:48 PM, Livecorpse wrote: Repressed homosexual alert.
Its okay little guy you just have to accept the way you are.

oh yeah?? well who's 6 feet under you pshycho piece of shit! BO-YA!

How's it going down there anyway? give my regards to the worms

You bastard...

At 9/22/05 07:12 PM, iggy101 wrote: GUESS WHAT GENIUSS! i have a mac, not a pc dell linux or any other of those computers! controls are differnt!!

Mac key (3rd key from the left on the bottom) > Enter

OR

File > Publish?

At 9/18/05 10:41 PM, SEXY_FETUS wrote: Kinda interests me as well. Is it possible to open a website inside a flash document?

I've seen it done before.

Elderflower juice = good for Puddle.

This was my first flash. I was 12 then and I didn't feel like looking at any of the tutorials within flash, so I taught myself flash while I went. It looked ok in my eyes then, so I submitted it to Newgrounds. That was a bad move...

http://media.putfile.com/baddeer

My second flash sucked just as much as the first.

http://media.putfile../Days-in-Dibburville

Puddle will join.

Earlier today, I was reaching for a glass on my kitchen counter, and as I reached for it, it slid into my hand from about 5 inches away. A bottle of pepsi slid into my hand a few weeks ago also. My first thought was that I was moving it with my mind, but whenever I tried, it didn't work.

The thing that happens to me most often, is a strange form of deja vu. I've been having deja vu for as long as I can remember, but it's becoming much more frequent now.
In mid-July, I was in Istanbul, Turkey and visited an old palace on a tour. When we were in the palace courtyard, I turned around, and saw a building with bushes, 3 trees, and a rope blocking the enterance. I knew that I had looked at the building from the exact same position before, and there were also tourists there the last time I had seen it.

In the beginning of August, I was forced into a 5 day water-skiing camp. At first, I had no idea how to water ski, but on the 2nd day, when I was sitting on the floor of the boat, I looked up, and saw the water skiing rope moving towards my left. When I saw that, I remembered seeing it before, then I remembered being in the water and getting in the right position to water ski, and water skiing, then falling down. That day, I went in to the same position that I now remembered being in before and I water skiid, then fell down in exactly the same way I had remembered.

Later in August, I was watching an old black and white French movie. Halfway into the movie, I remembered seeing the movie before, and suddenly knew exactly what the ending would look like, but I'm almost sure that I'd never seen that movie before.

When I was about 4 or 5, I began having dreams about sex (in first person). (Trust me. I had no idea what sex was then, and I don't know why I had dreams about it.) I also had many dreams about being choked. In the dreams, I was I lying down, and someone (I don't know who) was choking me. I didn't know about what sex and being choked by a blurry figure looked like from a first person's view then, and still have no idea how these things made themselves into so many of my dreams back then. Ever since, I've had a small fear/ paranoia of putting my head back and leaving my neck open while I sleep.

The things I see when I have deja vu usually stick in my head very clearly. Even the strange dreams I had when I was 4 or 5.

Yeah... I'm probably just insane, or maybe it's something else.

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