You are fat and you are ugly. There is no denying this. As for your character, you may be older than many of the people who use this website, but you're no more mature than those who are years younger than yourself. Personally I find homosexuality to be revolting on all levels. I don't mind if people are gay, so as long as they have nothing to do with me and it effects my life in no way. On that note, stop whoring yourself ffs. Nobody gives a shit if you're gay, and if they do it's not because they're in favor of your poor choices. You don't see me holding up posters declaring how "straight" I am or posting about myself being "normal" in web forums. If you're so proud of yourself for being the abomination that you are, then do us all a favor and form your own island-like community somewhere that nobody cares about (like Cuba) and there you can have all the gay sex you want with your other emo friends. Within time, mother nature will kill you off due to the fact that you can't reproduce. Once again, you are fat, and you are ugly. You're not ugly because you're fat, you're just ugly. Now go amuse yourself with some exercise.