So, a lot of you who know me know that I am an indy-pro wrestler, right?
Well I'll admit things aren't erally going according to plan. Like in a way they are but in another way it's not.
Let me tell you whats been going on. So early in May I was 185. I had no job, my girlfriend dumped me, and my father kicked me out of the house. So I asked my friends if I could move in with them. Being homeless in Denver is a bitch, I wouldn't survive.
So of all people, my asian friend took me in, knowing that I didnt have money or a job. He knew that I was there to survive. However, he didn't know what it meant when I said I was there to survive until I got a job.
A lot of poeple know that these times are harsh for the economy. I been looking for over a year and a half for a job, and still cant land one. I've practically looked all over the main city, I've travelled a 30 mile radius looking for work and cant find a single job. It's bullshit! It's like I have to go out of state to look for a job now.
Anyway, I didn't want to be a mooch but I couldn't live out there on the streets. But my friend, or former friend, was so selfish with his money. He's all talkin about how he wants me to survive too and be fit for my wrsetling career, but then he does the complete opposite.
There was no food in the place. And he was always buying fast food. I was literally starving. Four months I spent at his place and I lost 30 pounds. I was 155 when I left for a new roommate.
This is where I said it could be good. It was a new opportunity cause at 185 I was kinda fat. Not too fat but I didn't have a good 6-pack as I do now. But if I want to be a wrestler I want to go up in weight.
There is a cruiserweight championship title shot coming up in a few months, and I'm hoping to get to 170 by then. However, this is the part where I say its bad. I'm trying to work out, I'm trying to gain muscle weight, but this past month I been working out, I dropped to 145. I'm still losing! And I'm not starving anymore, and I'm doing oddjobs. What the hell am I doing wrong?
My fellow wrestler suggested roids. Not too much, but maybe taking them for 2 months and that should get me to my desired weight. Protein shakes arent working, working out every day isnt working,....
What can I do? Or rather, what should I do? Should I go for it, being that I'm ONLY taking them for 2 months? I mean, I know it's cheating but I want that title.