At 10/6/13 09:34 AM, Ericho wrote: I just realized it's even funnier because the main character in Madness Combat is actually named Hank.
I realized that 10 minutes after posting this thread, so I am first.
At 10/5/13 11:13 PM, MrGcCc wrote: That site doesn't have anything to do with NASA, what are you talking about?
If you would've looked closer then there was a "click here for the discovery" link. Click it, and there's the proof.
I came by this website unexpectedly today. Apparently NASA has made some kind of shocking discovery that will be published by the media on the 6th this month. That is tomorrow.
What could it be? Is it all bollocks, are they just exaggarating, or will this live up to the hype?
No.
Past heavy, heavy, heavy drug abuse, failure at college, my total failness at listening to other people and chronic laziness has contributed to a life that now looks like this. Turd. I'm just happy and surprised drugs didn't fuck me up to the point that I became a vegetable (although my ass is starting to grow roots to this chair I am sitting on right now)
I managed to kick off my total dependence to drugs however, which I see as a huge step forward that created some more belief for a future. I still feel it's not big enough to get where I want to go, because I have a hard time to take off and self-confidence is critically low. I fear failure more than anything.
All in all, I still have a lot to work on, and for today, I am not satisfied with how my life is working out. On the positive side I haven't given up yet and probably never will, although I do have my dark days where everything feels impossible. But yeah, like the famous quote says, life is a rollercoaster. That's what makes it enjoyable.
Willpower? Did I ever have any of that thing since I was born to begin with? No, so I don't have that weapon. Do I trust myself? No, I don't, so that's not a weapon either.
Guess my life is fucked then. And yes indeed I'm an idiot for ruining it, what more need I say? Congrats to all of you who managed to grow up and graduate. I envy you.
At 9/23/13 06:09 PM, Elitistinen wrote: Renoise user here, bru. Sound like a need idea. Gonna PM u soon
Renoise? Never heard of it, is it good?
I use Reason btw, sorry I forgot to mention essential info.
Scheduling sounds like a standard idea just like how anything is scheduled, but the problem is that I don't have self-discipline. Maybe I should switch the subject into how to develop control of yourself? Sounds like something that would help me out on all aspects, not only cumming around.
The only thing that comes in my mind when coming to strengthening your will, is to will. I will now and then, doing shit that is a huge pain in the ass, and complete it. It's a really good feeling once you've accomplished the goal, but next time I think that I should do something, such as cooking a meal rather than eating microwaved food, sausages or pizza, I get reminded by my previous experience of doing shit you don't want to do that it was fucking horrible. It discourages me as fuck, it's as if I start feeling shackled to whatever is holding me back. I feel this dysphoria in my stomach, I get tired by the though, body feels heavy and sometimes my head starts to ache. At this point I see 2 options
1. Rest on the bed like a loser
2. Just doing it, even if it's as if I enter a fight with my "inner-demons", pussy ass fucks that are actually very skilled at tricking, torturing and taunting at me. Of course I mean it in a metaphorical way, I am not schizophrenic.
I always pick the easiest choice, just laying down on my bed and fall into a circle of negativity that my inner demons are creating inside my mind. Wow how they just love to make my life feel worthless, make me think that there's no way of escaping this total mess of insanity. I've let them grow to this point where I feel overwhelmed by them, and I don't know why I let them do that.
So what is a good weapon to fight these demons? And what is a good tactic to use against them?
I've reached the point where I have realized I masturbate WAY TOO MUCH. And my penis is overreactive to stimuli that I like, both the touch and view of good stuff... that I like to look at. (PS. I got a fucking weird fetish that I don't dare telling anybody about. Really, too bad I don't find "real", or "normal" porn attractive. Mine is a bit... alternative of porn.) As soon as I get home from work where I work pretty much as a daydreaming slave, I will grab my lil brother and start shooting... before that, while I am headed back home in the taxi, I am pretty much only fantasizing about amazing impossible stuff that I happen to get turned on by. The amazing impossible that can only be drawn or CG animated, but I mostly only fap to drawn, anime kind of stuff. As far as posing, I like it natural and not faked. Guess I am a bit of a vouyerist.
Anyway, I am... 24 years old now. I seriously wank more than I used to do when I first discovered the technique very early on, you'd be surprised to hear when I became sexual and actually started playing around with it now and then. However, now? Now it's not now and then, now it's EVERY DAMN DAY. At least twice, once in rare occasions and it's not really such a rarity that I fap 3 or more times even, when I am monstrously lustful (Either naturally or because of the concerta and ritalin, methylphenidate that is, that I get and don't really take as prescribed. Silly me. :() It's seriously one of the best things I am looking forward to in my daily life. Kinda sad if you think about it, I know, but that is why I turn to newgrounds to receive some suggestions what I could do to turn my back on masturbation and look at something else, because I know these kind of discussions are very suitful for this place. Unserious or serious, go on, gimme a reply or something!
So yeah thanks for reading, and a few of my last words... OH NOE, WHAT DUH FUCK DO I DO?!?!
//kthxxx :) Peace and luub from Mohabot.
How u become supporter? Me want supporter... n stuff. I been here for long enough, enjoyed some of my times here and newgrounds has supported and encouraged me to keep on living, although that was the past.
So yeah how become support? Me want know.
I'm starting to get bored of my outdated circle of unhealthy friends. Kinda breaking loose from these people so I thought maybe it's about time to get to know new, fresh people so I can cure my growing loneliness.
The idea that I have is that maybe someone, or maybe even several people, could create a song together to add some diversity to the final product. Not the most original idea, but it's the best one I can come up with right now to build an opportunity that can potentially lead to new friends or simply just contacts.
Check out my songs if you're interested, that's a good way to get an idea of the styles I am capable of laying out as a theme. I'm not exactly the best out there, far from it, but I think I am decently skilled to make something that isn't uncomfortable listening to. I don't really care for how skilled you are (although that makes it easier to produce something that sounds good, which is still preferable in the end), it doesn't matter how long you've been making music or how good you are at it. Still, I want you to be able to imagine that you're capable of combining your own style with mine, or either that you can attune to my kind of music.
I'm in the mood for making psychedelic trance, progressive psytrance to be specific, right now, but it's not a necessity that we pick this genre although it would make the whole journey easier. If you want to create something else, then come with a few suggestions of different genres that we can potentially make.
Hope to get this thing going.
// Mohabot
At 9/22/13 06:43 PM, Tankdown wrote: If repealing to shitty posts thus make you a shitty poster. Then how can anyone approach the problem?
Maybe you ignore it. No that unhealthy.... Maybe work on yourself. Be the good example!
I know. But people like these just pisses me off because they try to protect their own opinions no matter what and refuse to admit that they are being whiny bitches.
Sure, I have to be honest and tell you I was a bit of a crybaby until recently. I complained and complained, I just loved to pour out my dissatisfactions as if it would be some kinda diarrhea, but if someone came with a reasonable argument, I at least acknowledged I was wrong... even if I was a bit frustrated. I just can't figure out why some people are so glued to their opinions.
Why are people in quebec so obsessed about a specific language though? French, English, Japanese... same fucking shit except for that you express yourself in different styles. Don't like, all the people, in Canada speak english decently? Correct me if I am wrong, I don't know anything about that place except for that I know that they also speak french.
I don't know if creativity is something you improve. I think it's just something you let loose by increasing the stream of creativity into your brain. Try meditating, I heard that's pretty good. Or either get some inspiration, do something else. Just enjoy the flow, the music of life.
At 9/22/13 10:24 AM, Darthdenim wrote:At 9/22/13 10:21 AM, Viper50 wrote:8/10. Pretty good.
Bathory - Under The Runes
La Rent.
The porn part was pretty funny. 5/10. It's good I guess.
Not sure if lots of people appreciate the awesomeness of progressive psytrance here, but if you happen to like it, then check this one out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWevOXfMtbo
The best part begins here
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=KWevOXfMtbo#t=69
At 9/22/13 08:30 AM, Ron-Geno wrote:At 9/22/13 06:38 AM, Mohabot wrote: Whaa? I'm sure you've been enjoying every single moment of it each time you get the opportunity to aggregate the drama, something you yourself are creating. If you dislike shitposting, stop doing it, or either stop being such a hypocrite.OP is far from shit posting.
Every reply you have made to OP, however, has been a shit post.
OP is asking questions and is asking NG for answers.
All I see you doing is throwing shit all over this thread while others try to discuss the subject.
Define shitpost. I see shitposts as posts that are utterly useless and contributes with nothing constructive. Bringing up this subject doesn't exactly lead anywhere, especially not in this section where lots of people love to shitpost. To them, this is a shitpost too, and I view this a shitpost because it's nothing but a tool to satisfy the need to complain.
If you hate useless topics so much, then what about switching view and try to think how it could be seen from the other side. Just saying... food for thought.
At 9/21/13 03:51 PM, RealFaction wrote:At 9/21/13 03:33 PM, Mohabot wrote:I have too much on this site to leave behind, been almost 8 years now. Now as far as forum posting, I may go back into a hole not posting as much but I regret also not being a part of the community as much inside the forums. But if people shitpost like this, I may not post for a while. Its really not worth the stress or drama. I've got better things to do than to argue with people who can't even act like a decent being. While it's true I have been responding, I don't think I will anymore. Been a waste of time.At 9/21/13 03:11 PM, RealFaction wrote: why I don't like to post in this community because of them.Then just leave.
Whaa? I'm sure you've been enjoying every single moment of it each time you get the opportunity to aggregate the drama, something you yourself are creating. If you dislike shitposting, stop doing it, or either stop being such a hypocrite.
At 9/21/13 03:11 PM, RealFaction wrote: why I don't like to post in this community because of them.
Then just leave.
At 9/21/13 01:01 AM, Satan wrote: Don't take any of the shit you read online seriously, nobody does.
When someone is being an edgy asshole, they do it because they know it pisses you off, and your OP just does nothing but let them know that you acknowledge them, which, in turn, encourages more shitposting.
But you could also say the OP is also returning a slap to the edgy assholes, which in turn also makes himself an asshole. He is just contributing to an endless cycle of conflicts, which could be seen as "bad" itself.
No?
;)
So... dear OP. If you're thinking you're so good yourself, then what about stop posting virtual slaps to your opponents? Hmmm...
Please check this one out guys, I worked A LOT on it.
Sounds kinda like House... kinda like trance.
Here comes the shameless advertiser again... I'm such an ego-whore. Anwyay, here are a few of my latest unadvertised songs. Top to bottom, newest to oldest. Thanks a lot if you check them out, at least my latest one <3
Progressive ambient beat
Yet another song made by me
Just an attempt at something tranceish
En easy going song... until some point
En easy going song... until some point
Yo, please take a listen. Probably the best achievment I've made so far.
At 7/13/13 04:40 PM, Idiot-Finder wrote: Nevermind, I'll see you again in the next few pages.
None/10, GZ
https://soundcloud.com/circuitbentobox/01-arachnid-master?in =circuitbentobox/sets/trenchfoot here is something very good.
Although I do not hear voices, sometimes I have conversations with myself, usually when in need of motivation or encouragement.
Whoever that is, he is a part of me. Or it is my higher self trying to help me out. He swears a lot though.
At 7/1/13 12:14 PM, Lachi wrote:At 7/1/13 12:14 PM, Mohabot wrote: Holy motherfucking god of shit.serious? being mad at an internet forum?
Okay, I sent you a PM instead. Let's talk this through over there.
woah :=o
Yes I am mad. Totally.
At 7/1/13 11:56 AM, midimachine wrote: you call me butthurt, but i don't think we'd be having this particular conversation if you weren't, yeah? so, if you still have a bone to pick maybe you can pm me instead of derailing this insightful thread (<<< that is me being a terrific moderator as usual. gold star!)
Holy motherfucking god of shit.
Okay, I sent you a PM instead. Let's talk this through over there.
At 7/1/13 11:19 AM, midimachine wrote:At 7/1/13 10:32 AM, Mohabot wrote: Is this how a moderator should act towards his community? Oh god, I am disappointed.if it's not already perfectly clear, i am being jocular in this thread.
however, i feel as though my job as an audio portal mod is to look after the audio portal, and not to blow sunshine and rainbows up people's assholes. if you feel as though my not blowing sunshine and rainbows up your asshole has negatively affected your experience of the audio portal then you may pm an admin and request punitive measures against my asshole.
if you would instead like me to blow sunshine and rainbows up your asshole ask a really interesting question in the fl questions thread or make some really good electro shoegaze because i feel like listening to that right now.
I'm not taking action just because of this. But I can say I don't appreciate your attitude as the role you're playing. At all.
I was just pointing out you're worsening the mood of the forums as a whole. As a moderator, you are entitled to balance out the spirit of the community, and you seem to have 0 responsibiltiy for this. You're the type of moderator who encourages users to be throwing insults at eachother, and that's not your fucking job. It's rather the opposite, you're supposed to PREVENT it.
What, do you want to create a hurricane? A sandstorm? Your reaction seem a bit to the "butthurt" mode. Grow up, midimachine.
Is this how a moderator should act towards his community? Oh god, I am disappointed.
At 7/1/13 09:25 AM, ClockworkSpace wrote:At 7/1/13 09:17 AM, Mohabot wrote: I decided to update my logo and userpic since you guys revived this thread.4/10 I'm not fond of the colours and it's a bit boring. You should use a different image on your profile image than your icon.
Kay, did a few adjustments. Like you said, the color choice was probably not the best suited for NG, so I tweaked around a bit and the result was... tada, this.
Oh and don't forget that it's clockworkspace's turn to get rated.
I put it back where it came from.
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