Some of you know me as the stupid fuck who owns mobiusfactor.com, Yes that guy that nobody seems to like. Recently I have had my entire life destroyed which has caused me to write a short essay on why humanity is so cold. Here it is...
"Humanity as a whole, although intriging is a race of animals. Driven by instincts and needs, however to me the most intriging aspect of humanity are the contradictory emotions of love and hate. I find myself fascinated by both, myself experiencing hate but never love. Hate, is an emotion I know all too well. Although both love and hate are both unstable, hate seems to be the easier of the two to foster. It is obviously easier to hate someone than to love them, this pahse has become apparent to me. Love is about sacrifice and affection, both mean giving up part of yourself for the other. I however believe that our savage nature as humans causes us to become greedy, that is why so few people are ever truely in love.
Hate is an emotion I have come to terms with well, Myself being hated by a number of people, for no more reason than being myself. The tempting fruit of love so close but so far from me, always coming close to tasting it, but never being able to take a bite. Sadly I have come to the conclusion that Love, the most fragile of the two emotions, hasd almost entirely died out, replaced by "crushes" and trivial unions that neverlast. I believe this is because of such trivial concepts of lineage and social status, money and power. Why these thing matter so much is beyond me. The trival concepts are also the concepts that drive hate. Love is no longer based on sacrifice or loyalty, in my opinion, but by greed and self gain. Humans willingly toying with others emotions. These fools who fall for false love have my pity. It is because of this fact, the majority of the human race, and the status qo that I am sickened almost to the point of suicide. Humanity is going down the crapper. No longer are we driven by dreams and inspirations, but rather by desire and instinct, and our egos boosted at someone elses expense. This false existance is no way to live, this false society, many of us are no better than tose we comndem, I just hope my children wont have to feel the pain I felt. I end with my own personal quote. Humanity is a race of hypocrites."
I hope that by reading this you all have a little better understanding of my attitude, and why I'm so tempermental. Ya'll are probbly thinking that "this fuck hasnt been laid in so long" But dont get me wrong, I post this to enlighten you, to show my opinion. You may not share it, but this is what I believe. Only we can change the system, only our generation can do it, we're still young. By posting this essay and saying humanity is a race of hypocrites, I include myself. I'm no better than the rest of humanity. I emplore each of you to live your lives to the fullest, dont deny yourself or others the more important things. I leave you with a quote from Earnest Hemingway- A Farewell to Arms
