At this point, you're going to have to bite the bullet and find a couch to crash.

Your home situation is never going to stabilize.

Your best bet is to try and get a college dorm/some college kid friends. They'll understand your situation better than most other people. You can get loans to pay for dorm fees even if you have no job, which will fill you in until you can find work.

It's a shitty situation to be in, but you can't kid yourself that your dad won't keep playing the "get out of my house" card. He's apparently a power hungry dick.

At 11/10/09 06:19 PM, LiliumDanceOfLies wrote: somebody get a mod

Why?

At 11/10/09 12:31 AM, Korriken wrote:

begins slamming his face violently against a hard surface.

Dude, fuck that using ass bitch.

She's a bitch.

A fucking BITCH.

She believes in a bunch of "love at first sight" hollywood fucking nonsense. I wouldn't piss on her if she were on fucking FIRE.

At 11/8/09 04:21 PM, Jackdabomb wrote: What does the soldier dying have to do with anything?

Makes an intriguing title though

Nate's cousin died in a military operation. The show I played was a benefit.

God I love tits.

At 11/8/09 02:23 PM, JoS wrote: sup?

Sup G.

Make jokes about his dead granny.

Constantly.

It's the ony way.

At 11/8/09 02:00 PM, BAKEdLays wrote: You noob! D:< you were suppose to a pic of it if it was hot... for evidence... or something like that

Why the fuck would I look at them with a camera when I have EYES and HANDS?

Get your own goddamn boobies.

At 11/8/09 01:47 PM, Orange-Jews wrote:

At 11/8/09 01:42 PM, Earfetish wrote: http://earfetish.abortedfoetus.com

you're the king of disturbing

And he also misspelled "Fetus"

There's no "o" sound in "fetus", silly brittaine.

At 11/8/09 01:45 PM, yurgenburgen wrote:

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That's because most of us aren't alcoholics.

Hey! I'm not an alcoholic!!!

I'm a binge drinker. Get it straight.

Also, it doesn't count if you're a musician.

At 11/6/09 07:02 PM, Leidolfr wrote:

I hate to agree with this guy, but yeah, this is blog material, also theres like 100 HEY GAISE WHAT GUITAR/MY GUITAR threads, so, again, yeah...

[ search ]

Don't agree with him. He's banned for backseat modding.

At 11/8/09 01:28 PM, Mechabloby wrote:

I don't find you to be a disturbing person at all, though, and I've seen you try to freak people out on the BBS.

Hahaha, I have not yet BEGUN to try to freak people out over the BBS.

I know you guys are culturally retarded.

I know this.

I know, that you guys don't know what brotherhood feels like, what it's like to walk into your bar and have everyone know your name, glad you came, Cheers.

I know this.

Backstory: Nate used to a run a bar called the Rally Point that was INFAMOUS for being hardcore as fuck for no goddamn reason. Shootings, beatings, drunken dumpster fucking, moshpits, the whole nine yards.

Anyways, so Nate's cousin dies in Iraq. Yeah, serious bullshit. So the new bar is House of Thor that all the old Rally Point nutjobs hang out at, an we have a benefit show.

Endless Nameless, Firm Foundation, Three Man Riot.

/\ that right there is the monkey flippin' LINEUP. Improv grindcore, Rasta Skinhead music (yes, it exists. Omar is a crunk ass motherfucker and black as goddamn coal), and old school "I don't give a shit" high energy punk.

So there were these tits, right? Big ones. And they were on some serious display. And the tits were all "Sup FUNK, long time since a show like this, right? Here, let me rub myself all over you during this Rasta Skinhead shit. "

And I was all "BEEEEWWWBBIES......"

And then Beth was all "BUT WHAT ABOU /\/\Y BEWBIES?!?!?!"

And I was all "Here, let me rub these in my face, just to make you feel special"

And then this other chick was all "But... But...I have bewbies too!"

And I was all "Mmm, yes, I see your point."

And then it was 4AM and I had to load my drums back up.

good times. still kinda drunk.

Read my blog.

Be disturbed.

I've got a novel and a half rough drafts of lesbian bloodsex.

I hope dey is no I be trollin.'

Sorry. Sometimes... sometimes you're got to quote somebody else's sig text.

And sometimes... sometimes you just don't need a reason why.

At 11/5/09 08:12 PM, Elfer wrote: Yesssssssssss.

Just beat Rad Racer without using the continue code.

That's going to be the last time I ever set out to do that, because that game is not even REMOTELY beatable.

Woah dude, just... woah... I mean, that's been a dream to hear about for 20 years...

Oh, and mississippi mud pie? In the south, that's only considered the tip of the iceberg for the awesomeness of the south.

We have real barbecue down here. As in, our barbecue makes all other barbecue taste like a fucking JOKE.

At 11/5/09 06:03 PM, Slosha69 wrote: LOL! This is the most lulz thing I have ever heard. It is in no way selfish. Giving life to another is a selfless act.

Even when you POSSESS that life and CONTROL it for the next two decades, being able to employ it to any labor you so choose for PROFIT?

Because you know, it sounds a lot more like slavery when you turn off the fucking Hallmark channel.

I have a hard time taking you seriously since you are only 17. I am 17 as well, and in no way do I completely understand life at all either.

Well, at least you KNOW you're ignorant. The next step is of course to educate yourself.

But saying something like this is selfish in fact. You wishing you were never born is completely selfish also.

So him wishing he no longer had to take up resources to stay alive so that other people could have them is selfish?

Are you reading this shit before you hit "post"?

At 11/5/09 06:15 PM, Fleuve wrote:

Emotions are subjective experiences, often associated with mood, temperament, personality, and disposition.

So don't call me an uneducated fucking peasant.

Wait, what? So basically you're saying you've changed your mind and have abandoned the idiotic belief that hatred is an emotion in order to not be uneducated?

Because frankly, that's what I would do if I were in your position. And I was, once.

At 11/4/09 05:12 PM, EpicFail wrote: I think about suicide and killing myself every day man, it would take balls, but it's cowardly to leave the world because of your problems, they're all happening because you deserve them I'm sure... I'm dealing with mine, only because of my religious views.

Nah man, you've got a level of maturing to do. Every day you live is slow suicide. Every breath you take is a death sentence. There's so many things a man who is willing to die can achieve that a coward cannot; the trick is to pick one and wait until you've already accomplished as much as you can.

My grandfather blew his brains out after discovering he had cancer. That is the right time to commit suicide.

Life isn't about finding a reason to live, it's about finding the most badass way you can die and going for it. Right now I'm playing with the odds of years of drunk driving and hardcore psychedilic use, combined with the most violent mosh pits to be found in a city that ranks just below Detroit for percapita murder.

Jinpachi had fucking black lightning that could paralyze you. None of what you described was cheaper than that.

Tekken has been the most technically demanding fighting game in the industry for the past ten years, and frankly, I'd be disapointed if their bosses DIDN'T have some gnarly cheese.

At 11/5/09 05:51 PM, Yamor wrote: Whats so wrong with life?

I'd think the fact that 99.99% of the universe doesn't contain it should be a big hint on that one.

Life is merely an extension of disease. The earth, unlike it's beautiful sister planets, is covered with a disgusting green mould, and that mould is life.

At 11/5/09 05:44 PM, Fleuve wrote: The Penguin Dictionary of Psychology defines hate as a "deep, enduring, intense emotion expressing animosity, anger, and hostility towards a person, group, or object." Doctors do not hate Cancer, but merely love humanity. They work towards humanities livelihood for a better future for our kids kids kids kids kids etc.. And love does exist!

"Because hatred is believed to be long-lasting, many psychologists consider it to be more of an attitude or disposition than a (temporary) emotional state."

http://www.answers.com/topic/hate

From the same goddamn page you quoted. Experts think hate is an intellectual dispostion. Idiots don't.

I can't help it I studied Aristotle and use the oldest definiton of hatred, while you're an uneducated peasant who still believes in unconditional love and the easter fucking bunny.

At 11/5/09 05:35 PM, Fleuve wrote:

At 11/5/09 05:22 PM, FUNKbrs wrote: Hatred of humankind is the first step towards wisdom.

It really isn't, abstinence of emotions is. This world would get along fine without hatred.
Thanks FUNKbrs..

Hatred isn't an emotion. It's an intellectual predisposition to the destruction of the hated object. Anger is an emotion.

Doctors hate cancer. Doctors cure cancer. Their anger and frustration with the disease accomplishes nothing, only the intellectual convolutions of their pure intellectual hatred inspire them with solutions.

Think about it. The first step to curing cancer is slicing that shit out with a razor blade (aka, scalpel). There is no love for the patient in that; only hatred for the disease.

At 11/5/09 02:59 PM, Me-Patch wrote: You need some love.

How could he need something that doesn't exist?

At 11/5/09 03:03 PM, Deathbybible wrote: even if they dont want to live later in life, how does that make the parents selfish?

Because a baby is a form of property. That's why you can sue for one in court.

As a 28 year old man, I constantly see women who don't feel "special" getting pregnant simply for attention. "I have a baby now, I have a right to x amount of money to raise my child. I have more rights because I've taken on the duty of raising the next generation. I'm so amazingly special, me with my inability to figure out that if I take a pill every day, I don't get pregnant. I'm not smart enough to know how to work a condom, but goddamnit, I'm a role model for the next generation!"

These bitches make me sick. My ex GF has 6 kids, everylast one of them in state custody. And what does she do? SHE HAS MORE SO SHE CAN KEEP THEM.

Hatred of humankind is the first step towards wisdom.

You have a long path ahead of you. Just remember: it's never wrong to hate.

At 11/5/09 07:39 AM, morefngdbs wrote:
Funk on your comment about 'Lamb of God' Christian reference...is that about Jesus , sacrifice etc?

It's an old joke. You walk up to someone who doesn't know about Lamb of God, and you talk about how it's your favorite christian band. Then they actually go LISTEN to Lamb of God, and their lyrics about, you know, raping people, and then watch t3h reaction.

IRL TROLL FTW.

At 11/4/09 10:02 PM, blackqat wrote: Relevant?

Almost.

Beatniks are supposed to be intellectuals, and shaggy... well...

He was a retarded stoner.

But beatniks were the first part of culture to smoke shitloads of pot and get jacked off of speed and heroin, so maybe that's ok.

At 11/4/09 07:44 PM, comicretard wrote: drunk drive

This sounds like a plan.

I think I'll do this tonight.

At 11/4/09 09:32 PM, stafffighter wrote:

Funk. I've been holding this back because you kind of scare me.

Considering our history, I actually take this to heart.

But The simple fact is that if you rode this Spider woman to the House of Thor where your band Iron Fist played a loving cover of the classic Wolverine Blues, you'd make pretty good marvel ultimate allaince team.

YES.

I need to change my new band name from Endless Nameless to Iron Fist. YEEEESSSS.

When I was in highschool, I thought I was a beatnik. I wore a beret, and had a goatee.

Do you know anything about beatnik culture?

Basically, all style as we know it today is a cheap ripoff of beatniks. It was the beatniks that made it ok for white people to listen to and make music originated in other cultures. Without beatniks, Rock and Roll could have never happened.

Beatniks made wearing black cool. Shit, beatniks made calling things "cool" cool.

God, I wish I could get a beatnik band. The closest I've come is improvisational punk and rockabilly.

At 11/3/09 05:53 AM, Sawdust wrote: from California.

All people from California are whiny dipshits.

EDN.