About this anime-man thing, as condesending as I may sound, 12 is way to young to start drug use of any kind. Just period. That puts you in what, grade 6 for christs sake?
I mean I was walking down the street a few days ago and this kid who looked about 11 came up and asked me for a light... and he pulled a cigarette out of his like fucking grade school bag, with his chubby childish fingers. It was the most pathetic attempt to act cool I had ever seen and just laughed at him and walked away. I realize cigarettes and marijuana aren't the same game, but the analogy applies for both.
Now to your defense of I have a high IQ, I'm smart and mature and all that jazz. That is actually a very bad thing to believe. I have read/skimmed your posts and for a 12 year old you aren't stupid, I might question the maturity with an alias like animeman15, but that is besides the point and I digress.
Now being smart tends to give you confidence in matters like this and you tend to believe you know what you are getting into, which as I said before is a bad thing to believe. The truth is, in the matter of drug use, all your preconceptions prior to actually taking that first hit are almost certainly wrong. The fact is you cannot know what to expect. The same narcotic effects everyone a little different and the same person doesnt even neccesarily get the same effect everytime. Some people act like complete fucking retards when they are high, something that is likely undesirable when you are 12 and will likely have to confront your parents after such an incident. Lets just say there are several different factors, many of which you wouldnt think of considering. It's like sex, no matter how much porn you watch or how often you jack off, you are not going to be prepard for what happens the first time you get laid. But in the end it is up to the individual to make up there own mind, so you just have to go with your gut, if you think you're ready and have no doubts at all, fucking do it.
Now after realizing I started the last 3 paragraphs with 'now', I feel way to much like one of those busy body preachy soccer moms, so onto my current state.
I have just had my first experience with hashish oil. Unfortunately I spilled some on my pants, good thing they were already covered in paint, because it appeared to stain something fierce. Anyways I poured the oil onto rolling papers and rolled it into a cigarette with some loose tobacco from a friends cigarette combined with a half filled dime bag of some spare cheap marijuana I had. The end result was perhaps more potent than any marijuana I had previously consumed and after almost a month of complete sobriety it is a very welcome treat before the start of the semester. In addition I watched the movie Reefer Madness for the first time after prodding from many people, and I must say it is the GREATEST unintentionally great thing I have ever seen.
Also I'm very tired and still a litte blazed right now, so I appoligize if parts or more likely most of this unneccisarily long post is incoherent and retarded.