I'm not exactly sure how to say it, so I guess I'll start off at the beginning...
I've always loved music. Always. When I was five or six, and all my little friends were listening to radio Disney or something, I would always be the one who knew ALL the lyrics from Smashmouth, to the Backstreet Boys, to *NSYNC, to everything. Like I said, from a very early age, I was obsessive about music.
When I was nine, I discovered Green Day. And then Metallica. And then Linkin Park. And a few other big names as well. Like before, I was obsessive about these bands. I had to know when their new albums were coming out. I had to know which songs were chosen as singles. And I had to know everything I could get my hands on.
When I was eleven, I discovered LimeWire. From there, I was listening to everything from everywhere.
And it's kind of funny. I used to be so excited about music. I'd get really into songs, turn up the speakers to full volume, and jump around like crazy while singing along. I sound insane, I know. But this just shows how excited about music I was. And any minuscule detail could get me excited: A cool sound, a clever lyric, a strong beat... anything.
Since then, I think I've gotten bored with music. I can't explain it other than to say that nothing excites me anymore. In fact, music actually bothers me a little. When I hear music now, I grow tire, and sometimes even angry. I just don't know what's happening, so I thought I'd get some feedback from NG. What do you guys think?