983 Forum Posts by "DonCarrera"
The younger/earlier you sign up, the more regrets you're bound to have when you look back at your older posts.
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At 1/3/12 05:51 AM, roderickii wrote: Because if you payed attention most fab users aren't exactly .....straight.
To bring back the meme: Tough Guys Wear Pink.
Which is why I'm not fab. And prison? Nope, got framed, yada yada. Time to break out like a mOtHeRfUcKiNg GiAnT bUtTeRfLy ravaging it's way out of a cocoon. Yeah...
You're sick. You should obviously be using a dildo.
At 12/30/11 05:54 PM, Nemo103 wrote: The trolls would be the psychos
The furries would be...
nevermind that
Went asexual last year.
Feels bad man, but what can you do if nothing piques your interest anymore? When you simply just don't care?
nothing
At 1/2/12 04:57 AM, JaguarProwlKnight wrote: to be honest, if we were all in prison, none of us would cope
Pseudo-true.
Hanging out a bunch on a forum doesn't automatically make you a wimp. That said, I've been lifting a twenty pound weight with one hand for hours on end while typing like a speed-demon with the other.
Fitness is important, yo. Multitask if you have to to achieve that goal - it's manly.
Anyone who is not afraid to openly express their views without being an ass.
It doesn't matter if their post is long. As long as their phrasing is eligible, smooth, and genuinely thought out, all while retaining a civil, helpful, preferably non-pompous (>cough not me<) underlying attitude, they've got my respect.
Too much generic stuff and brostep (WUBstep). There's usually nothing innately wrong with a genre, just the style that the creator used to manipulate the sound while still staying rigidly within the bounds of the given genre. Dubstep
I enjoy off-beat things that say "fuck genres, helloooooo actual interpretation of emotion and an enthralling variety of sounds!" Don't see why artists are always so intent to close their world off and never wander or dabble in other things a bit and make clever trans-genre fusions. It gets boring, fast.
At 1/1/12 11:30 PM, Light wrote: 2 or 3. I am bisexual, after all.
Used to be this.
I mean, lately I'm just turning into a virginity-holding X. The drive is already gone at 17 and now I just platonically hug the shit out of everyone.
Close body warmth is the most amazing thing ever in my universe. <3
At 1/2/12 10:03 AM, Slint wrote: UGH.
10/10 for the epitome of plus-one posts, unimaginably creative in the art of onomatopoeia while showing quite clearly the attitude of the poster, additionally functioning as an ingenious magnet towards insufferable pricks like me and their snarky horseshitometers - basically prompting this reply in the first place.
wwwww
Dreaming is healthy. Sadly, I either don't dream and sleep envisioning sinister blankness (9/10 times) or have an unimaginably horrific nightmare that plagues me for the rest of the day. Ain't that a downer.
Lucid dreaming seems great, but somehow my subconsciousness is totally buggered or my imagination is a steaming pile of radioactive cow dung. Subtle jealousy abounds. Damn.
Well, of course there are others like me though! No shit. I'm not saying there aren't. It's not a special thing, I know, but it still sucks to be missing out on what should ideally be one third of your entire lucid existence. It almost seems like living in a coma for at least twenty years, unable to escape and simply live your unbridled dream life.
At 1/2/12 06:03 AM, fuzzum111 wrote: Quick index
Nara = my kitsune fursona
HNNGH!!! I usually don't mind furries, but being this blatantly open and successfully shock-induced attention seeking gets grating. No. Bad kitsune. No smut fanfics today. Blargehy.
At 1/2/12 05:20 AM, Mantinziza wrote: You look up and greeted with a shit eating grin 3 inches from your face followed by a low toned "hello"
who is this stranger, why is he/she/it their, and whats about to happen?
It's Fenix Funk, obviously, and he wants to get his TB-303 on.
Manic acid house suddenly starts blasting from every direction, lashing away at the room and my ears in full force and forming into a clear, noticeable melody and rhythmic progression. Digitally crafted soundscapes wash over the immediate vicinity and override every other beep, click, and shoosh in the night while the stranger slyly unfurls a crumpled slip of little paper he had pulled from his coat pocket. He asks if I'd like what he can offer, but I politely refuse and instead bathe in the cacophony of stunning polyrythm and colors.
His grin turns into a puppy-kicking frown at my refusal and he shows me his stabs. The end.
why am i doing this
Live on. It's just a holiday. Consider filling the void by doing something productive or playing warm, consonant and peppy music in the background a lot. Hey, taking the time to sip on a steamy mug of creamy, luscious hot chocolate wouldn't hurt either.
At 11/29/11 05:04 AM, convict357 wrote: Wait! when she died, was she jaywalking? or was she crossing the street in between the white lines? did she look before she crossed the street?
She was on the middle of the sidewalk! Fucking bitch had the intoxicated courtesy of swerving to hit.
The story hasn't hit any newspapers yet, and likely never will. You can bet your ass, and everyone else too, that I'm keeping my fucking eyes open for any bit of truth I can find, although pictures and an obituary are ruled out by her parent's requests.
At 11/29/11 05:44 AM, Jedi-Master wrote:At 11/29/11 02:08 AM, EmmaVolt wrote: You obviously didn't "know her" beforehand, and certainly didn't help create "her" account.This is pretty much the last nail in the coffin.
. . .
read this reposted answer, please. For the sake of reading, or whatever... just, read:
2.) At first I was afraid of claiming I knew her in real life. The Skype thing, and knowing Emma was a girl through those means, was a ruse ~ yes! But who would believe I lived next to another person who used NG, cod forbid a GIRL? Who?!
At 11/29/11 12:00 AM, EmmaVolt wrote: Same with this one, i suppose? River always seems to come to your rescue after you "joke about yourself".
Stupid joke about the girl-on-the-internet phenomenon. Just... stupid.
At 11/28/11 11:51 PM, 0ctopus wrote: That still doesn't explain why you replied to yourself with the wrong account
Joke - about - myself. That was my account and me posting.
At 11/28/11 11:41 PM, Travis wrote: Are you trying to defend yourself? He says the accounts were made using the same IP address.
Yes I am defending myself. For Christ's sake, yes - YES - I am defending myself! Care to know why? Because I introduced her to this site and convinced Emma to make an account. Because fuck, that was one of the rare occasions she was at my house and not vice-versa, and got her to make one to test it out.
At 11/28/11 05:50 PM, WadeFulp wrote: If this is true, than Rivergrey used the same internet connection as Don.
. . .
"Posts came from the same IP because I was using her laptop to access her account."
Thanks Wade... Way to go.
At 11/28/11 03:24 PM, Painbringer wrote: But why was this posted from Rivergrey's account?
You probably forgot to logoff Rivergrey's account, but still.
^ answer
Getting tired and ill from all this. People need to learn how to read threads...
At 11/28/11 02:46 PM, JoeMation wrote: How about instead of being a complete dick, you explain your reasons for questions that people pose?
Will do. :(
Why did you wait an entire week before giving the news,
*three days.
Mourning, as Natick said. Mourning and knowing that this sort of questioning and accusative shitstorm would ensue.
trying to say you made a mistake of stating it was the 28th when later saying it was the 25th?
It was a typo. Nothing more to it.
How did you get access to her computer, and why did you use her account rather than just yours?
1.) This has been explained before, but I'll say it again...
I live just a 2 minute walk away. Right down the street. I told her parents my intentions ~ to inform the public and forums she frequented that she couldn't reply any more, and why. They, being
2.) She claimed to talk to many people from her account. I thought that posting the news there would function as a better, well, memorial... and notify people that she's gone. Eternally.
Why did you post it here on NG when it's actually pretty personal info?
Many people here knew her very well and have talked on numerous occasions. I can't just keep track of every PM chain in an inbox of 2,598 messages, so, for the sake of maintaining my personal sanity, I displayed it on her user-page, and on the forums.
These are all real questions.
Some were answered before in the thread and on her user-page, though. It just feels like I'm getting probed and tested unnecessarily from every angle now, and the feeling is madly infuriating.
Have an apology for lashing out like a dick, but it just hurts, so, bad being called a liar all the time. I'm not, and for the last bloody time ~ this is true.
At 11/28/11 02:49 PM, JonWB2005 wrote: Dude w/e you're just attention whoring, you say she's a close friend that lived 2 minutes away, but on a previous post you said you had to skype with her to confirm that she's a girl, you said you introduced her to newgrounds but were completely oblivious to her in another post.
1.) Directly from a user-page response ~
"Hell yeah I've been on Skype with her. I went to her house pretty much every weekend for a while, but my parents thought enough was enough for a while and didn't let me visit over for a weekend, where we organized a Skype chat in privacy.
And Skype was a one-time-deal. The interface got messed up after a recent update and we ditched it, as being physically face-to-face on things is so much nicer anyways...."
2.) At first I was afraid of claiming I knew her in real life. The Skype thing, and knowing Emma was a girl through those means, was a ruse ~ yes! But who would believe I lived next to another person who used NG, cod forbid a GIRL? Who?!
You see, I was up front here. I said what I know, I said the bare-boned truth, and I get bogged down by repeated questions, repeated explanations, and hate...
3.) Completely oblivious?
I just didn't know she liked Homestuck. That's all there's to it.
At 11/28/11 02:39 PM, Little-Rena wrote: To be fair, you haven't given anyone a link to a news story about this and chances are it would be covered in a local paper/news site because things like this always are...
Big city. Berlin. Germany. Land of cold motherfuckers and brawny Russian immigrants.
They just don't give a shit.
At 11/28/11 01:52 PM, JoeMation wrote: This user calls himself the "harbinger of sadness" ... As though someone with sad news would ever say that.
I've already said I've dealt with death before. Yes, I mourn, although not in a sappy manner you may expect. Yes, the phrasing is awkward and pretentious, although mainly because I suck as a writer and couldn't find something to say that could express how I felt right, that.. ugh
You all just get fooled so easily.
Just fuck off forever, you and each and every piece of meat that has to claim shit like this. I'm not kidding, just burn in hell for being such a cynical, presumptuous... just fucking fucking fuck, raaargh.
No, this is not some sad sadistic excuse, for the last fucking time.
A person, a person that I loved, in a weird amalgash of platonic and a little bit or romantic ways, died. Instantly. Gone for-fucking-ever and out of sight, but not out of miiiind.
Empathy or sympathy, you filthy nooksniffer ~ learn them.
At 11/28/11 09:57 AM, AnalPenguinFarming wrote: Every time one of these threads has happened the person has miraculously come back to life by some "miracle" and they post the next day. I'll believe it when I see a police report.
^ read my response a few posts above. Good luck on that police report business.
Sorry to those of you who believe this, but let's be honest, I've been here quite a while. I've seen this shit happen...A LOT.
The general population of Newgrounds is populated by quite a few scumbags - fuck... yes... but I - am not - one of them. River fucking died. The one fucking human being I knew so damn well and could tell nearly everything just died three days ago, and there was not a bloody thing I could do about it.
She's not coming back. Ever.
At 11/28/11 09:48 AM, SineRider wrote: this one goes out to Rivergrey
Fitting. <3
At 11/28/11 09:51 AM, Chdonga wrote: Call me a cynical bastard, but is there any proof? I'd like to see a police report of this.
Germany =/= The States. Police reports and files are not just sent out to the public or leaked. Unless some newspaper finds a hit-and-run newsworthy, I doubt I could give you serious, concrete proof.
And how did that "harbinger" guy know her account password?
Borrowing her personal computer, obviously. She saved her password AND username.
I live a two minute walk away anyways, making this doubly-eerie, kinda empty in a sense...
;~;
At 11/28/11 07:59 AM, jonathanfis wrote: Yeah but that title was pretty misleading...
Good freakin' point. I just couldn't muster the directness for some reason, bluh...
At 11/28/11 06:21 AM, GenericName54 wrote: I'm gonna go ahead and call bullshit. If she really died on this day, that means there would be a maximum of about eleven to twelve hours for everything to happen. Death, identification of the driver, news to reach you, etc...
At 11/28/11 05:38 AM, DonCarrera wrote: 11 / 28 / 2011
Fuck my life. I meant Friday last week, or 11 / 25 / 11
If you're not just making this up to coincide with Rivergrey leaving the BBS for other reasons, sorry.
Nope, sorry. This is - completely - legit.
At 11/28/11 05:48 AM, NL-Courage wrote: Just don't let pain shallow you to the condition of darkness.
This is all I can say to you now. Hope you make it.
I'll make it, yeah. I've lost family, pets I've lived with all my life, and items of of much personal value and attachment before, but never a friend. There's no way I could of ever guessed it would be River ~ energetic, friendly, quirky and surprisingly intelligent girl she was ~ but I can keep pushing and shoving, working my way around a prolonged onset of lingering depression and mourning.
Don't worry about me.
. . .
I do worry for another person who was even closer to her than me, though.....
