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Apr 27, 2017 | 7:44 PM EDT
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Song
5.5 MB
4 min 1 sec
Score
5.00 / 5.00

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Score:
Rated 5.00 / 5 stars
Plays & Downloads:
367 Plays | 6 Downloads
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Genres:
Hip Hop, Rap, R&B - Hip Hop - Modern
Tags:
experimental
guitar
flow
energetic

Author Comments

A song about moving forward despite everything around you falling apart. A remix of sorts.

LYRICS:

Pulling for a way up but no one wants to hear me out
I grab this pen and paper and express just how I'm feeling now
Surrounded by these walls, depersonalization
I'm drowning through it all, can I see some realization
I'm still in the desert
I haven't left yet
Struggling through the weather
It's hard to take a breathe
I'm very much alive, I'm just at a fucking distance
I'm way behind my eyes, but no one even wants to listen

They just want to hear yet they don't give a shit
They don't give it thoughts, they treat me like a hypocrite
It's cause they haven't lived or seen from my perspective
Their mind is screwed on closed tight while mine is still defective
I don't even care
if no one believes me
It's me that's living there
it really doesn't please me
You still don't understand
I can feel emotions
I treble in my hands
Hear sounds of the ocean

Instead of feeling water, it's someone else that does
I'm unreal to myself and that's only just because
Detached from this body
Detached from myself
I can feel others but with me it's something else
I'm living a dream, wondering when I'll wake up
And even then it seems, I can't ever make up
The lost years I dreamed, is this purgatory?
It's a hazey depression in the same category

So I'll treat it like a lesson until it goes away
I heard it in a message, it's temporary pain
Suicide ain't the answer to end this hellish game
I need to forge my own path, so I can find my way
Back into my body, been out here for days
I feel like a different person with the same name
I struggle through this journey so I can find my way
Back into my body, been out here for days

It's hard to take a breathe thru the weather
I haven't left the desert

Going on with the songs is the way I cope
Right or wrong, I'm holding on, reaching for some hope
Feeling like it's just a vessel that I own
The inner me trapped inside a dome
Only thoughts that I can hold
Every word that I have spoke
Becoming hollow, I'm cold
Looking thru a tunnel, watching myself grow
I don't know, if I'm alone
when I'm walking down this road
Nowhere to go, I'll build a home
on top of words I wrote

I will look inside to figure out what this means
It's so surreal, it feels like I am living a dream

It's hard to take a breathe thru the weather
I haven't left the desert

Detached from this body
Detached from myself
I can feel others but with me it's something else
I'm living a dream, wondering when I'll wake up
And even then it seems, I can't ever make up
The lost years I dreamed, is this purgatory?
It's a hazey depression in the same category
So I'll treat it the same and I'll struggle through this journey so I can find my way
Back into my body, been out here for days

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